Endings fucking suck.

No shit.

Why does everyone tag their threads with
I love Emma?

Who is this "Emma" that you speak so fondly of?
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Wait
What duz that even mean?
Another language
That I dunno
:/

Emma B.
*cries*
sHE WAS EPIKFUL.
But she had to leave because her mom found out she was posting about cutting.
but she was amazing.

oh my god you guys
so
like
for the valentine's day party at school tomorrow
my mother
made
dark
chocolate
brownies
and
i
ate
one
and
they
are
SO
DAMN
GOOD
like,
'is it legal to marry food??????' good
and and and
i think
the brownies
and the ramen that i ate tonight
are gonna make me start eating
again
this is good
this is very good
i am happy
well
not
*happy*
just
really excited
and slightly proud of myself
it just took a brownie, guys
one
brownie
hell, if i'd known it would only take one brownie
i'd have eaten a whole batch ages ago
but
i'm pretty sure
i'm gonna eat now
and if i don't
feel free to slap me
(this goes for mira, soph, and marzi irl, and alla the resta y'all can do it virtually)
ok
okay
i'm...
good.

Oh my God, Heather, that's fantastic! I'm so happy for you!

Thank you thank you thank you!
(I now have a strange craving for lemonade to accompany the brownies. H'm.)

Do you like Hershey's chocolate nuggets? (They're like kisses only bigger) If so I got a bag of them with your name on it. ;*

OH MY GOD PLEASE.

Whoa.
Okay.
This is the weirdest conversation I've ever had and I don't know whether to be freaked out or grateful.
My teacher... my novel... my parents...
Found out.
Kind of.
Oh f*ck.
And just when I sTOPPED. Ugh.

guys
please
help me
i am freaking the f*ck out
all i know how to do is deny everything
lie lie lie
deny deny deny
i'll try try try
but i'm about to cry cry cry
i want to go goodbyebyebye
i am scared
i am scared
i am so so sososososososososossoos f*cking scAREEDD
HelPE

guyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys
im gonna die here
please pjsutus jsut please pelase peasel
i'm so
noeps
please helpe me
i can't do this
noepe noep noepe
bye
i'm gone
heather out
nonoeneonononononnononononno
nope
i'm so done
bye
bye
neeye
sd
sadgl;
no parents
don't want to talk about this parents
no thank you
no thank you
no thank you
i do not want this to be occurring right now
nope
nopenoenpeneonepe
bYE

What happened? D: *hugs*

im shaking
oh god
this is terrifying
plz
i don't
plz help me
i'm really scared
out of my mind
thank god i'm a good actor
i'm gonna die
oh god ohg odhoghd ohgd
please pleasep pelase pleae plesse
someone
get me out of this
this is horrifying and scary and I DON'T LIKE THIS CONVERSATION
NO THANK YOU
BYE
I don'dtds

nopenopenopenonpenoenpenopenoenpenepoe
NOPE
I
AM
NOT
HAINVG
THIS
CONVESATION
NO TANKS
ILL PASS
BYE
NOEPENONEPNEONEP
DENY DENY DNEY DNEYDNEDYDENDYE
I
AM
NOT
oh dear lord plz no

HEY
COUNT TO TEN AND BACK
...
..
.
good
now what happened

guys
guys
guys
where are you
help me
i'm really really realyyldrlyelayrealy scared
i don'tw ant this to happen
nonononononononono
nope
i dont'
no
this is terrifying and bad and i just
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO

h
e
a
t
h
e
r


i'm here
talk please
i'm worried.

my novel
that i sent to my teacher
is about a depressed girl
and she thought
i was the girl
(i am the girl)
and
the teacher went to the principal
who went to my dad
and
they
had
a
talk
and
now
they're
talking
to
me
OH GOD PLEASE NO

oh god
i can't do this
i can't
this
nope
i'm
so
freaking
scared

What are they saying?
*hugs*
*hands candy*
I'm so sorry.

denydenydenydeny
i am not that girl
who is that girl?
not me
hahahahahah
nope
not freaking out
ia m clakm
can't uou tell???

asking me
personal
nope
nope
nope
noope
my mom is gonna
'examine me'
for
scars
and
stuff
and
oh god
oh god
thank god this wasn't months earlier
when
i
was
actually
harming
and
drawing
butterflies
everywhere
oh god i'm shaking

I just want to hug you IRL but ugh i cant.

oh god
thank god for my acting skills
my mom just said
"either you're standing on a ledge or you should win an oscar"
just now
as a joke
hahahahhahahaahahahHHSAHAAHAHAHAHAH
WHERES MY GODDAM OSCAR

They were going to find out eventually. But you stopped right? And you haven't relapsed lately? Maybe you could explain that you used to.

making jokes
hahahaha
i am making jokes
to cover the fact
that i am shaking
literally
shaking
with
fear
ohohgodhoghdohgdohg
bye
i have to go now
i'm just
oh god
here we go
my mom just said "i can tell this is the truth"
hahahahahhaah
where
is
my
oscar

NO
it's just the story that i wrote
that's all
i just
no
i ca'n't
my teachers literally know nothing oh my god
i
am
so
scsared

Okay. *huggles and a shitton of candy and happy stuffs*be strong. I know you can get through depression.

we need a kp camp or something just get away from our lives for like a month jfc

Again, you don't know what they're thinking, so don't assume. /hugs.



Good for you, Heather!

I saw your other posts and that must've been posted several hours ago so I doubt that this is still happening, so I can give you no advice for now...

This.

I really wish we would have one (okay fine, something I actually wish for) but it'd be really expensive and it wouldn't be possible with most kids scattered around the US. But it'd be nice though.

Hello! I'm here.

And I can take the aeroplane, but then I'd have to choose between EPGY or this. I'll choose this, I think.
I would, but I've got piano, so I can talk to you an hour later, I guess.

EPGY is this Stanford Summer Institutes thingy that I'm applying for because of its creative writing course.

I'm doing okay. You?

Honestly, though, it'd be a lot for Perry to handle. It'd be a great way to escape from everything, but at the same time, there would probably be self harming incidents and I'm pretty sure a lot of people would want to share rooms with the more well-known KPers.

ahaha I would be the one in cosplay. My outfit each day would depend on how long it would be. If it's like four weeks or so-ish, he first day there, I'd be fem!Sam Winchester. Second day, probably fem! Dean Winchester, and then fem!Mikey, fem!Gerard and then probably something idk after that.

So.
If there's ever a KP convention, I'm fem!Sammy.

OMPJ
EPGY
A bunch of my friends have done EPGY before! One went last summer and the year before for math and physics, and the other went the year before for science or something.
I've always wanted to do it, but I'm doing a summer Bio course this year that gives me credit for high school, so I can't really do ANYTHING this summer. Except for a chamber music camp and volleyball/soccer night camps. Yes, there are night camps.

I would die of happiness if there was a KP convention.

If there's like a girls' cabin thingy, I'd be with you, DragonRider, Cheeze, nngo, Calla, Heather, or Otaku. If not, which is probably unlikely, Isaac, DragonRider, Cheeze, you, or Heather.

I'm kind of afraid that you guys might be disappointed if we ever meet IRL because in IRL, I can be a sarcastic ahole sometimes, but a lot of the time I'm fangirly and cuddly and basically Cas with the personal space thing.

And if I become best friends with you and you're a girl (maybe even if you're a guy), I'm really Cas-like about the personal space thing. I will cuddle you and hug you and stuff and hang onto your arm and sit on your lap and play with your hair and draw on you.

But if we're not then I'll probably just pester you a lot.

friends- pestering
good friends- pestering, maybe leaning my head on your shoulder if I'm sleepy
really good friends- hugging, playing with your hair.
afsdflkasdjf friends- cas-like, cuddly, huggy, sitting on your lap, playing with your hair, basically attached to you.