The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

Why are you crying? D: No crying!!!!! *starts singing Don't Cry by 2NE1's Park Bom* It's okay, baby, please don't cry!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypit0NcNV-8

No. No. NO. It's just this song... it's like it was meant for me and it's like my life and it's made by my favourite singer.
Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough, just a second—we're not broken, just bent. And we can learn to love again, it's in the stars. It's been written on the scars on our hearts that we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again!

TheAshWolf

04-15-2013 01:22 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 450509)

I've been coming across a LOT of songs like that, lately...they all seem to fit my life right now perfectly and its SO emotional... ;w; *is happy and sad at the same time* I know how you feel.

TheAshWolf

04-15-2013 02:08 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450514)

Didn't do it. ;w;

You alright, pluzzle? D: I love your username, by the by. <:^J

(Oh, and you didn't respond to my post, you only quoted it...)

LaurenM

04-15-2013 05:16 AM

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Originally Posted by cloudwriter (Post 450325)

guys I need help fast. my mom and dad are trying to force me to swalow a pill and i just cant do it. they took my computer until I do it but every time i try my throat closes and i panic. im afraid im going to choke and gag. i need advice asap.
ps im writing this on my kindle so sorry if theres a lot of mistakes

I used to be really scared as well. Do your parents tell you to put it at the back of your throat? I put it in the middle of my tongue and kind of pretend it isn't there by not letting it move. Then keeping it still, I drink the water.

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 450393)

what my therapist has told me so far:
1. she was popular at my age
2. popular people have low self-esteem
3. people with low self-esteem need therapists

what she has concluded:
1. HEATHER IS THE MOST SPECIAL LITTLE GIRL INT HE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND WE LOVE HER VERY MUCH AND SHE IS PERFECT JUST THE WAY SHE FUCKING IS

what i have concluded:
1. my therapist needs therapy

Logical...

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 450401)

omigosh so fucking much yes

"popular people have low self esteem" BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO BE SHALLOW SELF ABSORBED BITCHY and a little more to be popular. god, that meaning is so mangled. popular means well liked, but now it means bitch.

it's funny cause you and i are about as far from popular as pluto and the sun

True about popularity.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450416)

I am about to send an email to my school counsellor.
Halp.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 450445)

i hate it when people are like 'surround yourself with positive people!! it will make you happier!!!!11!'
but no it doesnt it makes you feel different and alone and jealous and they truly don't get it like what the fuck

True. I'm like, 'Stop being so happy. I'm angry. I'm sad. Why are you so fucking happy?'

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 450484)

HOW DOES PSY'S "GENTLEMAN" MUSIC VIDEO ALREADY HAVE 51 MILLION VIEWS?!

IT WAS ONLY POSTED ON THE 13TH!

.____. The. Song. Is. Even. Worse. Than. Gangnam Style. Why is everybody bothering to watch it?

http://media.tumblr.com/527857e8464a...YZs1r19c4b.gif

*composes self* o_o If you are as disappointed with Psy as I am (or anywhere close) click on any of the links in my sig. Each of the music notes is a link to a different GOOD K-Pop song and its GREAT music video.

I hate all K-Pop in general, so 2NE1 is just as bad as PSY for me.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450520)

Yeah. I just sent it then, actually. How are you? ^_^ Thanks! :D

O_O I responded when I was typing... D:

Yay you sent it!
I hope she helps ;w;

soph-soph27

04-15-2013 07:06 AM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 450468)

Everyone has some sort of problem, be it obvious or hidden, small or large. Though many times well-liked people are not exactly models for society.

And I enjoyed the intelligent simile.

The positive people I know make mountains out of molehills. And then they patronize those who are depressed/suicidal.

Ha. Yeah, hell yes, I know everyone has a problem. Probably why they're popular. Like I said, you need a careful mix of bitchiness, stupidity, idiocy and just a hint of being absolutely obsessed with yourself. Also, charisma.

Thanks, it just came to me.

Owen-L

04-15-2013 11:31 AM

i want to die
i just want to be put out of my misery
i cant deal with all this shit anymore

rebecca

04-15-2013 11:58 AM

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Originally Posted by cloudwriter (Post 450444)

It's for this skin rash I have that won't go away. :/ And my dad told me that he would hold me down and force the pill down my throat if he had to.

Pills for skin rashes? Dodgy. Cream is better.

rebecca

04-15-2013 11:59 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 450496)

He's singing about how awesome he is and how the girls don't understand anything. THIS IS NOT WHAT A GENTLEMAN DOES. *is greatly irritated*

It's a joke...like Gangnam style was. People in Gangnam do not behave like that.

cheezemziez

04-15-2013 11:59 AM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 450693)

i want to die
i just want to be put out of my misery
i cant deal with all this shit anymore

Owen, you are awesome and you shouldn't die. No matter what shit those assholes put you through. Don't let them do this to you. You are better than they'll ever be. It won't always be misery. You won't always have to be around them. You'll get to be happy and to be around awesome people who aren't dickwads.

MaryElizabeth

04-15-2013 12:55 PM

I stayed home again because I just can't stand the people around me anymore.

TheAshWolf

04-15-2013 02:15 PM

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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 450697)

It's a joke...like Gangnam style was. People in Gangnam do not behave like that.

Well, of course they don't. It was a song making fun of the rich in the Gangnam district. :P

rebecca

04-15-2013 02:48 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 450713)

Well, of course they don't. It was a song making fun of the rich in the Gangnam district. :P

So this song could easily be making fun of so-called 'gentlemen'. It's still a terrible song though.

bookworm1999

04-15-2013 03:57 PM

My mother embarrasses me way too often ~.~

maxi	04-15-2013 05:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 450693)

i want to die
i just want to be put out of my misery
i cant deal with all this shit anymore

What happened? Did you go to school?

Owen-L

04-15-2013 05:48 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 450726)

What happened? Did you go to school?

yeah .

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 05:50 PM

i want to die.

._.

Owen-L

04-15-2013 05:54 PM

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 450729)

i want to die.

._.

same

i hope you feel better soon

L.S.Trendom

04-15-2013 05:56 PM

*massive hugs for Owen and Bear*
Everybody else—everyone whose opinion means a thing, anyway—wants you to live because you are both awesome.
And it'll get better, Owen. The idiots/assholes you have to be around at school will eventually be stuck with deadend jobs, for the most part, while you can do something awesome and worthwhile away form them.

Owen-L

04-15-2013 06:00 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 450732)

i know it'll get better, but right now it just seems to be getting worse

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 06:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 450731)

same

i hope you feel better soon

what happened?

my email
<ambertwylegriffin@gmail.com>

email me if anything happens

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 06:06 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 450732)

thanks.
although i think that i'll be the one stuck with a sucky deadend job and the others will be celebrities or entreprenuers.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 06:11 PM

Dear B, G, J, and pretty much everyone in the universe:

im sorry that i cant be perfect.
ill never be pretty.
ill never be like K.
ill never be a straight-C student
ill never have a 'cute' outfit
ill never be as nice as K

and B, ill never Kik you back

by the way, M, its a lie.
im not that pretty or nice or funny
you should go get glasses.

Love,
vi

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 06:14 PM

oh, and by the way:

M, D, R, J, S, I, A, and K,
i'm sorry.

HeatherB

04-15-2013 07:34 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 450705)

I stayed home again because I just can't stand the people around me anymore.

i've done that once. best day of my fucking life.

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 450401)

truth

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 450445)

exactly. it's like, why surround myself with people who don't get what i'm going through? if they're so f*cking positive all the time, how are they going to understand why i'm so f*cking sad all the time? short answer: they're not. long answer: they're really f*cking NOT GOING TO.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 07:46 PM

GODDAMMIT!
LOOK AT WHAT THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY HAS TURNED IN TO!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tB9iYvhfVWk

No talent.
none at all.

ew.

HeatherB

04-15-2013 08:14 PM

so the alter descriptions aren't right but i have an unforunate number of the symptions:
Depression
Mood swings
Suicidal tendencies (kinda sorta i mean i do want to kill myself a lot)
Sleep disorders (insomnia, night terrors, and sleep walking)
Anxiety, panic attacks, and phobias (flashbacks, reactions to stimuli or "triggers")
Alcohol and drug abuse
Compulsions and rituals
Psychotic-like symptoms (including auditory and visual hallucinations)
Eating disorders

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:16 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 450791)

drug abuse?
please dont tell me you're doing drugs.

has them too.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:16 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450792)

Hello Charlotte,
Certainly can arrange a time to talk Charlotte. I get here from 7.30 so can see you before school or after school, depending on the day. Also out of class & how this works is you suggest 3 options & when I match one against my diary, I will tell your teacher you are with me so you are marked present on theroll. Let me know what suits you! I am usually busy every Tuesday between home room & lesson 6.
Sincerely, Mrs. E*******

YES! she replied. tomorrow.

I just copied and pasted it from the email XD

Semi-colon day. Don't forget! ^_^

also i relapsed but meh i think i can do it! ^_^

:)
hope it helps!

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:19 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450796)

it triggered me soo

Also, I had a dream that I went to a supermarket and at the back of the shelf they were selling suicide. I freaked out and I did that thing where I'm asleep but my eyes are open and I was breathing so fast and sdfghj
HOW
But seriously, what? It triggered me too much I think >_>

WAT.

i had the same dream!

*exept i was at the dollar store, instead of a supermarket. i put it on the checkout thingy, then i woke up*

HeatherB

04-15-2013 08:27 PM

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 450793)

drug abuse?
please dont tell me you're doing drugs.

has them too.

no, honey, the ones that are bolded are the ones that apply to me.
if i was on drugs i would kill myself every day, provided that was possible.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:31 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450801)

isn't it freaky??!?!?!?

yes, yes it is.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:31 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 450802)

no, honey, the ones that are bolded are the ones that apply to me.
if i was on drugs i would kill myself every day, provided that was possible.

well, that's good news.

I really wish I could do something to help. but i cant. im just a helpless little crap

MaryElizabeth

04-15-2013 08:36 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 450802)

no, honey, the ones that are bolded are the ones that apply to me.
if i was on drugs i would kill myself every day, provided that was possible.

Heather, I know it's hard, but you have to stop thinking like that. One day, you'll find someone in reality who will take you in their arms and comfort you with words, and make you laugh, and give you love that people online really are incapable of giving (i.e. hugs and such). You'll get out of your hole and do the same for others with your powerful, poetic, brilliant writing. Even if you don't make millions off of your writing, one kid just like you will pick up that book and you will have made a huge impact on someone's life. Simila things happened to Chris Colfer, why can't that happen to you? That is why we need you to be patient and wait for things to get better.

soph-soph27

04-15-2013 08:38 PM

it hurts because i can't

L.S.Trendom

04-15-2013 08:46 PM

Oh My F God I'm An Epic Fail

my most recent worst typos lately:
"You're not pretty" instead of "You're not fat".
"You can't help anyone" instead of "You can't help everyone".

no liak srsly
y mind
y dafuq u do this to me
someone shoULD CUT OFF MY HANDS BEFORE I ACCIDENTALLY TYPE SOMETHING REALLY STUPID AGAIN
(thankfully i caught those typos)
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