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MaryElizabeth 04-23-2013 04:45 PM
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 453286)
First of all, and I hate to say it, but good for you (for punching him, I mean).

;_; get away from them, as soon as possible, please. it'll be good for you.
i don't know what to say, other than you're amazing and don't forget it.
Thanks. I'm tired of people saying that I should get over it.

I'm trying to. The year's almost over, and I'll try and find better people.

Again, I can't thank you enough.

LaurenM 04-23-2013 06:40 PM
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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 453280)
You have a crush...a real one?
What my classmates call a 'goddess'. Ish.
YES I DON'T WANT ONE.
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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 453285)
I cracked and just threw a punch in his spine. Of course the people around me broke out in "If she punched me I would've..."s and "Oh my god what is wrong with her..."s. The art teacher went nuts and tried to have justice or whatever and told the principal, but no, I'm just a sad, sad lesbian to the principal, so he just had a talk with the asshole.

Later in the day, someone directly asked me why I did it, so I explained how I was tired of his shit.

"Why didn't you just say 'stop it'?"

--asked my friend in an incredulous and patronizing tone. Words full of shit have been thrown at me for nine years. "Stop it" has never worked. She kind of rolled her eyes and made a face, saying that she doubted it and I wouldn't have understood what they were saying.

Of course I knew that they were making fun of me, any fool can tell when you're made to look like you're lower than everyone else. This shit has been going on for the majority of my life, and just because you've never had to cut to assure yourself that you're not going insane, or escape from rality with music, or watch your family fall apart, or think such self-destructive thoughts, does not make you better than me. I'm so fucking sick of all of this. I just feel so terrible now. Unnoticed, unremarkable, freakish, repulsive. I can't stand it. I need to get out of here. They can't call themselves my friends. They're horrid morons. I need to get out of here. None of it's right. I am forced to handle coexisting with them while I have to battle my own, irrelevant thoughts and look away from the blades. I don't know what to do.
You'll be goin to a new school, yes?

MaryElizabeth 04-23-2013 06:41 PM
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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 453318)
You'll be goin to a new school, yes?
Yes, I will.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-23-2013 09:14 PM
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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 453319)
Yes, I will.
luCKY.
YOU Get to STArt ALL OVeR!

MaryElizabeth 04-23-2013 09:36 PM
I killed my butterflies.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-23-2013 09:39 PM
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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 453362)
I killed my butterflies.
don't worry.
so have i.
take a cold shower and redraw them

Lily09 04-23-2013 09:41 PM
I dunno.
I find it kind of strange, I would never change my life? If I could, I wouldn't change anything, because if I changed something... would I even be on this site? Would I be listening to rock and metal music? And now, I wouldn't change my life because I'm starting to see the good out of all the shit, and it's meeting friends here. The good is Isaac and Garance and Cheeze and MaryElizabeth and I wouldn't change the way my parents treat me or the bullshit my brother gives me or my awful grades or my depression or anything. Because if I changed any of that, I might not have friends on here.
(:

MaryElizabeth 04-23-2013 09:54 PM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453366)
I dunno.
I find it kind of strange, I would never change my life? If I could, I wouldn't change anything, because if I changed something... would I even be on this site? Would I be listening to rock and metal music? And now, I wouldn't change my life because I'm starting to see the good out of all the shit, and it's meeting friends here. The good is Isaac and Garance and Cheeze and MaryElizabeth and I wouldn't change the way my parents treat me or the bullshit my brother gives me or my awful grades or my depression or anything. Because if I changed any of that, I might not have friends on here.
(:
I'm so happy that you're feeling happy again (and that I was on that list). I swear, it will get even better. You'll have great friends like us and the depression will be nonexistent.

L.S.Trendom 04-23-2013 10:03 PM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453366)
I dunno.
I find it kind of strange, I would never change my life? If I could, I wouldn't change anything, because if I changed something... would I even be on this site? Would I be listening to rock and metal music? And now, I wouldn't change my life because I'm starting to see the good out of all the shit, and it's meeting friends here. The good is Isaac and Garance and Cheeze and MaryElizabeth and I wouldn't change the way my parents treat me or the bullshit my brother gives me or my awful grades or my depression or anything. Because if I changed any of that, I might not have friends on here.
(:
*huggles*
I can totes relate. Pretty much the only thing I like about my childhood is that I read. But I wouldn't change it, 'cause I ended up with you guys, and that's worth all of it.

MaryElizabeth 04-23-2013 10:04 PM
yep it was just my friends who had fun drawing these butterflies on my hand that's all haha

Lily09 04-23-2013 10:04 PM
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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 453371)
I'm so happy that you're feeling happy again (and that I was on that list). I swear, it will get even better. You'll have great friends like us and the depression will be nonexistent.
Thank you*hugs*
It will get better for you too. You'll find awesome friends and you can totally beat depression. You're strong enough.

MaryElizabeth 04-23-2013 10:11 PM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453378)
Thank you*hugs*
It will get better for you too. You'll find awesome friends and you can totally beat depression. You're strong enough.
*more hugs*

I appreciate that. Really. I'll try and pull through, as long as you do.

Lily09 04-23-2013 10:18 PM
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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 453375)
*huggles*
I can totes relate. Pretty much the only thing I like about my childhood is that I read. But I wouldn't change it, 'cause I ended up with you guys, and that's worth all of it.
mhmm.
*hugs* thanks for being here.

Lily09 04-23-2013 10:19 PM
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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 453383)
*more hugs*

I appreciate that. Really. I'll try and pull through, as long as you do.
I'll try too.

L.S.Trendom 04-23-2013 10:33 PM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453387)
I'll try too.
*hugs for both of you* You'll both succeed.
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453386)
mhmm.
*hugs* thanks for being here.
*hugs back* I'm glad to. (:

Lily 04-23-2013 11:40 PM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453366)
I dunno.
I find it kind of strange, I would never change my life? If I could, I wouldn't change anything, because if I changed something... would I even be on this site? Would I be listening to rock and metal music? And now, I wouldn't change my life because I'm starting to see the good out of all the shit, and it's meeting friends here. The good is Isaac and Garance and Cheeze and MaryElizabeth and I wouldn't change the way my parents treat me or the bullshit my brother gives me or my awful grades or my depression or anything. Because if I changed any of that, I might not have friends on here.
(:
Hey. I'm glad you're feeling better. Stay strong, other Lily.

Lily09 04-24-2013 01:20 AM
why do I post happy sappy shit when I know things get worse always

Lily 04-24-2013 01:24 AM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453424)
why do I post happy sappy shit when I know things get worse always
Because you can at least try to smile.

Lily09 04-24-2013 01:26 AM
Ew.
I should just totally give up on optimism.

EmmaR 04-24-2013 01:28 AM
AGH THE LILYS ARE INTERACTING
MY MIND HAS BEEN BLOWN
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3...s2jho5_250.gif
I'm sorry guys, I'm just really, really tired and I have a long night of writing ahead of me and I'm trying to decide whether or not I can use minor profanities in my english project so I'm very easily amused right now.

Lily09 04-24-2013 01:29 AM
We have been interacting since liak the first week I joined?? XD

EmmaR 04-24-2013 01:35 AM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453431)
We have been interacting since liak the first week I joined?? XD
I KNOW I KNOW BUT I MEAN
TWO LILYS
ONE CONVERSATION
I told you I'm exhausted, right?

rebecca 04-24-2013 01:40 AM
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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 453318)
What my classmates call a 'goddess'. Ish.
YES I DON'T WANT ONE.

You'll be goin to a new school, yes?
*creepy face* Tell me about it...

LaurenM 04-24-2013 05:38 AM
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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 453435)
*creepy face* Tell me about it...
No, actually I have two.
8|
And now it's awkward. WE USED TO BE KIND OF GOOD FRIENDS.
you've talked to her before.
Mary Elizabeth: You can get new friends there. A chance to.

rebecca 04-24-2013 06:53 AM
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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 453436)
No, actually I have two.
8|
And now it's awkward. WE USED TO BE KIND OF GOOD FRIENDS.
you've talked to her before.
Mary Elizabeth: You can get new friends there. A chance to.
Which?
I have a tonne of people who I hypothetically would accept were they to ask me out.

LaurenM 04-24-2013 07:43 AM
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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 453438)
Which?
I have a tonne of people who I hypothetically would accept were they to ask me out.
You're a lot more human in this way than I thought.
Something related to chocolate...and how chatspeak is or is not the English language.

Owen-L 04-24-2013 12:06 PM
canijustdie? i really can't take all this crap anymore! it's going too far!!eqrgkjrsgkfshg

Lily 04-24-2013 02:24 PM
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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 453451)
canijustdie? i really can't take all this crap anymore! it's going too far!!eqrgkjrsgkfshg
Hey, um, Owen, I don't know you all that well, I'll admit that.

But I met you, and you seemed pretty darn awesome. So please, don't give up. Stay strong.

Owen-L 04-24-2013 03:09 PM
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Originally Posted by Lily (Post 453457)
Hey, um, Owen, I don't know you all that well, I'll admit that.

But I met you, and you seemed pretty darn awesome. So please, don't give up. Stay strong.
Thanks. ^.^
You're awesome, too.

L.S.Trendom 04-24-2013 04:44 PM
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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 453451)
canijustdie? i really can't take all this crap anymore! it's going too far!!eqrgkjrsgkfshg
*huggles* No. Awesome people are not allowed to die. And it won't last forever.
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453424)
why do I post happy sappy shit when I know things get worse always
Did something happen? *huggles you too* But they get better, too.
And, if nothing else, don't forget about globetrotting. :D
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453429)
Ew.
I should just totally give up on optimism.
No, hope is good.

Owen-L 04-24-2013 04:48 PM
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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 453468)
*huggles* No. Awesome people are not allowed to die. And it won't last forever.
It feels like it'll last forever.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-24-2013 04:59 PM
ugh.

shat

L.S.Trendom 04-24-2013 05:06 PM
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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 453470)
It feels like it'll last forever.
It won't. You'll graduate and get the hell away from them and do something awesome with your life.

Owen-L 04-24-2013 05:09 PM
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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 453474)
It won't. You'll graduate and get the hell away from them and do something awesome with your life.
I doubt I will. :/

L.S.Trendom 04-24-2013 05:17 PM
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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 453475)
I doubt I will. :/
You will.

camikat 04-24-2013 05:38 PM
I just need someone to tell me I'm good enough right now.

L.S.Trendom 04-24-2013 05:42 PM
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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 453487)
I just need someone to tell me I'm good enough right now.
You're not just good enough. You're f***ing awesome.

camikat 04-24-2013 05:48 PM
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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 453490)
You're not just good enough. You're f***ing awesome.
Thank you.
That means a lot to me right now. (:

TheAshWolf 04-24-2013 05:49 PM
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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 453487)
I just need someone to tell me I'm good enough right now.
You're not just good enough. You're better than good enough. You're amazing. ^_^

camikat 04-24-2013 05:51 PM
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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453492)
You're not just good enough. You're better than good enough. You're amazing. ^_^
...thank you.

I don't know. Life...it's just a bit too much right now.

Thank you. :]


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