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cheezemziez 04-10-2013 06:47 AM

TYPING OUT OR TALKING ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS OR ASKING FOR HELP IS NOT ATTENTION SEEKING.
You should never feel bad about doing these things. If it helps, then vent and rant for all you need.

soph-soph27 04-10-2013 07:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 449067)
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit
'nother miniheartattack
effeffeffeff
f***f***f***f***f***f***

*hugs* What happened?

soph-soph27 04-10-2013 07:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 449113)
here is everything.
Tw: suicide, selfharm, food issues, overall depressiony i guess

*this could come off as attention seeking i guess so sorry >_>*
For about 8 months now, I have self-harmed. I have cut, scratched, and hit myself. I used to say that whenever I wanted, I could just never do that again. Not so true now.

The first time I heard about cutting was actually suicide prevention day. Ironic. The first time I self-harmed was that day. I didn’t cut, no, I scratched. With a stick. Lucky that my cat had always been a little mean. I remember the release it gave me. The great feeling.

A month later, I had unscrewed all my sharpeners, except one - one with two holes. I use that. People who borrow it get confused when one doesn’t work. ‘Why doesn’t your sharpener have a blade?’ Even the word blade made me flinch. ‘Oh.. it must have fell out. Sorry!’

When I realised I had some form of addiction, I told my best friend. She was shocked. SHe told me she’d take me to the counsellor. Guess what? nothing happened. Nothing at all.

-different topic-

Around 5 months ago was the first time I starved myself (other than for charity). It lasted like 1 day and a half. Not long. When I ate dinner after that, I immediately felt disgusted with myself. I went and threw it up. It was one of the worst days.

Since then, I’ve starved myself many more times and probably many more to come until I’m not fat.

-another topic-

I remember one day I hit rock bottom. I had fought with everyone at school, and I cried in class at the back. When I got changed for PE I hid in a stall and scraped at my shoulders with a razor. I cleaned it up and went back out, as if I was okay. Sport wasn’t enjoyable, you can imagine.

When I got home I shut my door behind me, and started bawling. Just crying, like a newborn. I started thinking of ways to kill myself, and honestly, I thought I was going to.

A couple of days later, I revisited that place. It was a Sunday, I remember, and I was sitting at the table, talking to a friend. The whole day I was planning my suicide, and I told this friend that I was.. going to, well, do it. Die. She freaked out and told her mum, who rang my mum. Mum gasped as she heard her say that i wanted to kill myself.

I got ushered into my room where my mother and I started crying in each others arms. She said she couldn’t bare the thought that I wanted to die. She said she’d get me help. Nothing yet.

...



I have a rather good memory what

She cares. Your mom cares. She loves you Pluzzle, and so do we.

Stephiey 04-10-2013 07:58 AM

http://www.kidpub.com/book-page-or-c...-name-baby-ddd

^ That. Basically. HELP ME BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FREAKING SLUT.

DragonRider 04-10-2013 08:42 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 449093)
Oh my God. That is ridiculous. Even with C's violent, people-attacking tendencies?

Yup. I am currently aware of around seven incidents involving C, but she has always managed to worm out of being punished.

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 449067)
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit
'nother miniheartattack
effeffeffeff
f***f***f***f***f***f***

Dx What happened?

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 449113)
here is everything.
Tw: suicide, selfharm, food issues, overall depressiony i guess

*this could come off as attention seeking i guess so sorry >_>*
For about 8 months now, I have self-harmed. I have cut, scratched, and hit myself. I used to say that whenever I wanted, I could just never do that again. Not so true now.

The first time I heard about cutting was actually suicide prevention day. Ironic. The first time I self-harmed was that day. I didn’t cut, no, I scratched. With a stick. Lucky that my cat had always been a little mean. I remember the release it gave me. The great feeling.

A month later, I had unscrewed all my sharpeners, except one - one with two holes. I use that. People who borrow it get confused when one doesn’t work. ‘Why doesn’t your sharpener have a blade?’ Even the word blade made me flinch. ‘Oh.. it must have fell out. Sorry!’

When I realised I had some form of addiction, I told my best friend. She was shocked. SHe told me she’d take me to the counsellor. Guess what? nothing happened. Nothing at all.

-different topic-

Around 5 months ago was the first time I starved myself (other than for charity). It lasted like 1 day and a half. Not long. When I ate dinner after that, I immediately felt disgusted with myself. I went and threw it up. It was one of the worst days.

Since then, I’ve starved myself many more times and probably many more to come until I’m not fat.

-another topic-

I remember one day I hit rock bottom. I had fought with everyone at school, and I cried in class at the back. When I got changed for PE I hid in a stall and scraped at my shoulders with a razor. I cleaned it up and went back out, as if I was okay. Sport wasn’t enjoyable, you can imagine.

When I got home I shut my door behind me, and started bawling. Just crying, like a newborn. I started thinking of ways to kill myself, and honestly, I thought I was going to.

A couple of days later, I revisited that place. It was a Sunday, I remember, and I was sitting at the table, talking to a friend. The whole day I was planning my suicide, and I told this friend that I was.. going to, well, do it. Die. She freaked out and told her mum, who rang my mum. Mum gasped as she heard her say that i wanted to kill myself.

I got ushered into my room where my mother and I started crying in each others arms. She said she couldn’t bare the thought that I wanted to die. She said she’d get me help. Nothing yet.

...



I have a rather good memory what

Your mum loves you and doesn't want you to hurt. Neither do any of us. We all care.
Maybe your mum is a bit busy or need a reminder? You can ask her to get you help.

Quote:

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 449115)
TYPING OUT OR TALKING ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS OR ASKING FOR HELP IS NOT ATTENTION SEEKING.
You should never feel bad about doing these things. If it helps, then vent and rant for all you need.

^ THIS

cheezemziez 04-10-2013 09:13 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 449129)
Yup. I am currently aware of around seven incidents involving C, but she has always managed to worm out of being punished.

What kind of incidents? Were the others reported?

cheezemziez 04-10-2013 09:15 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 449120)
http://www.kidpub.com/book-page-or-c...-name-baby-ddd

^ That. Basically. HELP ME BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FREAKING SLUT.

You're not a slut. You were placed in disorientating circumstances, and you reacted in a relatively sensible way. You are not to blame.

Stephiey 04-10-2013 11:35 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 449132)
You're not a slut. You were placed in disorientating circumstances, and you reacted in a relatively sensible way. You are not to blame.

Thanks :) it's just that... Life is complicated. -___-

DragonRider 04-10-2013 03:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 449131)
What kind of incidents? Were the others reported?

There are six definite ones - she threw Propsicles or something (not reported), the strangling was reported, as was going through Lenna's bag and throwing the stuff around the room. Then the whole Brenscombe and Lidita thing... And of course, THAT incident.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 449146)
Thanks :) it's just that... Life is complicated. -___-

It is. *hugs* But don't stress about it too much, or you'll over-complicate the problem.

cheezemziez 04-10-2013 03:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 449184)
There are six definite ones - she threw Propsicles or something (not reported), the strangling was reported, as was going through Lenna's bag and throwing the stuff around the room. Then the whole Brenscombe and Lidita thing... And of course, THAT incident.



It is. *hugs* But don't stress about it too much, or you'll over-complicate the problem.

Oh wow. Well obviously Brenscombe, what with swearing at a teacher and all.
Do you know what happened with the other things?


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