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HeatherB 04-02-2014 05:50 PM

i haven't been this suicidal since... two days ago.

avbhabra 04-02-2014 06:07 PM

Guys.

Stay strong.

Please.

I hate it when I see people who want to take their life on this thread. Because that's not fair. Not to you, not me, not to anyone. Believe in yourself, no matter whatever the heck anyone else says. Because you are built of awesome and you deserve to live.

Honestly? I hate watching you guys suffer. You come on this thread to vent and that's cool. But please, believe in yourself. Because it's almost as if you guys don't care. I don't mean to be harsh, but you guys have to pick yourselves up, dust yourselves off, and live a life that's meant to be lived.

Everyone has bad days. I've never seen people suffer this much and it bothers me that you guys don't think you're worth it. Because you are. You always have been, And you always will be. Please, please, please. Just don't do anything drastic.

Don't just come here and vent. Come here. Vent. And then punch life in the face and say I don't care if other people don't want me here. I want me here and nobody can take that feeling away from me.

Don't feel discourage. Okay? Because we all do and you're not alone. We can get through it. So much pressure coming from so many directions. But that doesn't mean that we can't face it. Because if somebody else can, then so can I. Because you are a human being. And you were born with the ability to make your own choices and make the right ones for yourself.

You are all built of awesome. I don't care who you are, where you're from, what language you speak, what you look like, what others think of you. You. Are. Awesome. And don't let anyone make you think that you're not. Because you are. You are amazing (Heather, SileverMoon, pluzzle, Lena - everyone, even if you do or don't think about suicide. You are all awesome. There are so many people, I can't even name all your names. :p)

I've come on this thread enough to know that there a lot a lot of people who want to take their life. But no. I'm not going to let you. Because you deserve to live. And I say so. And I'm nobody, but that still makes me somebody.

I love you all. You are all amazing. So listen to me. You. Deserve. To. Be Awesome. No matter what others say.

Please.

You're not alone. Remember this. Because you guys are awesome. Believe me when I say that you deserve to live no matter whatever the heck anyone says.

Believe in yourself. Okay Heather? And everyone else. Please. Just, please.

Lena 04-02-2014 07:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 524705)
Guys.

Stay strong.

Please.

I hate it when I see people who want to take their life on this thread. Because that's not fair. Not to you, not me, not to anyone. Believe in yourself, no matter whatever the heck anyone else says. Because you are built of awesome and you deserve to live.

Honestly? I hate watching you guys suffer. You come on this thread to vent and that's cool. But please, believe in yourself. Because it's almost as if you guys don't care. I don't mean to be harsh, but you guys have to pick yourselves up, dust yourselves off, and live a life that's meant to be lived.

Everyone has bad days. I've never seen people suffer this much and it bothers me that you guys don't think you're worth it. Because you are. You always have been, And you always will be. Please, please, please. Just don't do anything drastic.

Don't just come here and vent. Come here. Vent. And then punch life in the face and say I don't care if other people don't want me here. I want me here and nobody can take that feeling away from me.

Don't feel discourage. Okay? Because we all do and you're not alone. We can get through it. So much pressure coming from so many directions. But that doesn't mean that we can't face it. Because if somebody else can, then so can I. Because you are a human being. And you were born with the ability to make your own choices and make the right ones for yourself.

You are all built of awesome. I don't care who you are, where you're from, what language you speak, what you look like, what others think of you. You. Are. Awesome. And don't let anyone make you think that you're not. Because you are. You are amazing (Heather, SileverMoon, pluzzle, Lena - everyone, even if you do or don't think about suicide. You are all awesome. There are so many people, I can't even name all your names. :p)

I've come on this thread enough to know that there a lot a lot of people who want to take their life. But no. I'm not going to let you. Because you deserve to live. And I say so. And I'm nobody, but that still makes me somebody.

I love you all. You are all amazing. So listen to me. You. Deserve. To. Be Awesome. No matter what others say.

Please.

You're not alone. Remember this. Because you guys are awesome. Believe me when I say that you deserve to live no matter whatever the heck anyone says.

Believe in yourself. Okay Heather? And everyone else. Please. Just, please.

if i could favorite posts, this would be faved forever <3

Athenabrain1 04-02-2014 07:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 524705)
Guys.

Stay strong.

Please.

I hate it when I see people who want to take their life on this thread. Because that's not fair. Not to you, not me, not to anyone. Believe in yourself, no matter whatever the heck anyone else says. Because you are built of awesome and you deserve to live.

Honestly? I hate watching you guys suffer. You come on this thread to vent and that's cool. But please, believe in yourself. Because it's almost as if you guys don't care. I don't mean to be harsh, but you guys have to pick yourselves up, dust yourselves off, and live a life that's meant to be lived.

Everyone has bad days. I've never seen people suffer this much and it bothers me that you guys don't think you're worth it. Because you are. You always have been, And you always will be. Please, please, please. Just don't do anything drastic.

Don't just come here and vent. Come here. Vent. And then punch life in the face and say I don't care if other people don't want me here. I want me here and nobody can take that feeling away from me.

Don't feel discourage. Okay? Because we all do and you're not alone. We can get through it. So much pressure coming from so many directions. But that doesn't mean that we can't face it. Because if somebody else can, then so can I. Because you are a human being. And you were born with the ability to make your own choices and make the right ones for yourself.

You are all built of awesome. I don't care who you are, where you're from, what language you speak, what you look like, what others think of you. You. Are. Awesome. And don't let anyone make you think that you're not. Because you are. You are amazing (Heather, SileverMoon, pluzzle, Lena - everyone, even if you do or don't think about suicide. You are all awesome. There are so many people, I can't even name all your names. :p)

I've come on this thread enough to know that there a lot a lot of people who want to take their life. But no. I'm not going to let you. Because you deserve to live. And I say so. And I'm nobody, but that still makes me somebody.

I love you all. You are all amazing. So listen to me. You. Deserve. To. Be Awesome. No matter what others say.

Please.

You're not alone. Remember this. Because you guys are awesome. Believe me when I say that you deserve to live no matter whatever the heck anyone says.

Believe in yourself. Okay Heather? And everyone else. Please. Just, please.

Beautiful.

meerkat 04-02-2014 07:17 PM

Stupid headaches and fevers and little sisters/blisters and classmates and everything else and life in general.

HeatherB 04-02-2014 07:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 524705)
Guys.

Stay strong.

Please.

I hate it when I see people who want to take their life on this thread. Because that's not fair. Not to you, not me, not to anyone. Believe in yourself, no matter whatever the heck anyone else says. Because you are built of awesome and you deserve to live.

Honestly? I hate watching you guys suffer. You come on this thread to vent and that's cool. But please, believe in yourself. Because it's almost as if you guys don't care. I don't mean to be harsh, but you guys have to pick yourselves up, dust yourselves off, and live a life that's meant to be lived.

Everyone has bad days. I've never seen people suffer this much and it bothers me that you guys don't think you're worth it. Because you are. You always have been, And you always will be. Please, please, please. Just don't do anything drastic.

Don't just come here and vent. Come here. Vent. And then punch life in the face and say I don't care if other people don't want me here. I want me here and nobody can take that feeling away from me.

Don't feel discourage. Okay? Because we all do and you're not alone. We can get through it. So much pressure coming from so many directions. But that doesn't mean that we can't face it. Because if somebody else can, then so can I. Because you are a human being. And you were born with the ability to make your own choices and make the right ones for yourself.

You are all built of awesome. I don't care who you are, where you're from, what language you speak, what you look like, what others think of you. You. Are. Awesome. And don't let anyone make you think that you're not. Because you are. You are amazing (Heather, SileverMoon, pluzzle, Lena - everyone, even if you do or don't think about suicide. You are all awesome. There are so many people, I can't even name all your names. :p)

I've come on this thread enough to know that there a lot a lot of people who want to take their life. But no. I'm not going to let you. Because you deserve to live. And I say so. And I'm nobody, but that still makes me somebody.

I love you all. You are all amazing. So listen to me. You. Deserve. To. Be Awesome. No matter what others say.

Please.

You're not alone. Remember this. Because you guys are awesome. Believe me when I say that you deserve to live no matter whatever the heck anyone says.

Believe in yourself. Okay Heather? And everyone else. Please. Just, please.

i'm sorry. i don't mean to make you upset. it's just difficult. i don't deserve anything, but people seem to think that i deserve everything. i don't understand that. i don't understand why i should believe in myself if i'm putting faith in certain failure. and i feel like i should apologize again, because i feel like this will make you upset, but honestly, i don't want to get better. i suppress positivity. i don't deserve it. it's almost a vicious cycle, because when i feel better i feel worse about feeling better, but then i feel better because i deserve to feel worse, but then i feel worse because i don't deserve to feel better even if it's because i'm feeling worse. my emotions are completely jumbled. but it's better than when i can't feel anything at all.
sorry. i'm rambling. i'm being stupid. i'm sort of stuck in a bad place right now, and i know you're trying to be helpful, because that's all anyone ever tries with me. they just want to help. i've heard those words so many times. but i can't accept your help. i know you mean well. everyone does. i'm sorry, but i'm stuck. when it's like this, i can't accept anything good. i can't bring myself to feel worthy of it. but thank you, because i know you're trying, and that does mean something, even if i can't accept help. i'm sorry. i'll try to be better, but it just might make it worse. i have a tendency to do that.

avbhabra 04-02-2014 07:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 524720)
i'm sorry. i don't mean to make you upset. it's just difficult. i don't deserve anything, but people seem to think that i deserve everything. i don't understand that. i don't understand why i should believe in myself if i'm putting faith in certain failure. and i feel like i should apologize again, because i feel like this will make you upset, but honestly, i don't want to get better. i suppress positivity. i don't deserve it. it's almost a vicious cycle, because when i feel better i feel worse about feeling better, but then i feel better because i deserve to feel worse, but then i feel worse because i don't deserve to feel better even if it's because i'm feeling worse. my emotions are completely jumbled. but it's better than when i can't feel anything at all.
sorry. i'm rambling. i'm being stupid. i'm sort of stuck in a bad place right now, and i know you're trying to be helpful, because that's all anyone ever tries with me. they just want to help. i've heard those words so many times. but i can't accept your help. i know you mean well. everyone does. i'm sorry, but i'm stuck. when it's like this, i can't accept anything good. i can't bring myself to feel worthy of it. but thank you, because i know you're trying, and that does mean something, even if i can't accept help. i'm sorry. i'll try to be better, but it just might make it worse. i have a tendency to do that.

No. I refuse to believe that you can't get better. You are a human being born just like me, like everyone else on this planet. YOU are too awesome to be sad. And you aren't stuck. Nope, you're not. Because I know lots of people who have been there. And you know what? They made it through. Yeah, they still feel really messed up on certain days, sometimes it's days on end. But they pull themselves through.

You deserve the love. You understand me? YOU DESERVE IT. And you didn't upset me. I'm worried for you. For everyone. You should know that you guys have a special place in my heart. I think about you guys all the time.

You aren't stuck. You can do it. I don't care if people think you suck because you don't. As hard as it is, you have to face the truth and believe in yourself. The hardest part is trusting yourself and believe me. I know it. I know people who know it.

Don't say you're stuck. You a brilliant, beautiful human being. Only you can pull yourself through this and I know that you can. I know it, I know it, I know it. You deserve positivity. And do you want to know why? Because if I do, then you do to. I don't care where are on this planet, you deserve it.

Don't let anybody discourage.

Not even yourself. Because I know that it is always your own thoughts that hurt the most. But don't let them. Just don't let them.

Athenabrain1 04-02-2014 07:54 PM

Tired and headaches...
Help.

avbhabra 04-02-2014 07:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 524724)
Tired and headaches...
Help.

Tell me about it. I have a History and Math Test to study for. O_o

AlgebraAddict 04-02-2014 08:15 PM

my bffl is being a bitch to me :|


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