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pluzzle 08-09-2014 09:29 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 552383)
pluzzle, no. O_____O Look, I know you don't really know me and I don't really know you but a LOT of people on here care about you, okay? I know it seems impossible, but, your problems won't last forever!! You CAN ride this out. Things CAN and WILL improve if you can just find enough strength to hold on a little longer. Please, please don't do anything drastic. Don't hurt yourself. You're loved. We ALL love you on here. You have ACTUAL WORTH. I don't know your problems, and I admit I can't do anything directly to make it better for you. But I wish with all of my heart that I could. You don't deserve to feel this terrible. You deserve to be happy. You CAN be happy again. Please, PLEASE, don't say goodbye. Please don't give up. You've lasted this long!!! You DO have the strength to go on just a little longer, I know you do. You're a lot smarter and braver than you give yourself credit for. Please, we love you. We'd miss you. PLEASE. Don't.

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 552386)
clay please don't there are so many people who care and it would be so so awful if you left you're such a lovely and amazing person call a hotline go to the quiet place project please hold on <3

thanks so much guys, really. i dont know whats gonna happen but thank you <3
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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 552384)
Hey, at least you tried to help. That counts for something! You were just trying to be supportive. Besides, height really doesn't matter all that much. Being tall is good for some things but terrible for others, and vice versa for being short.

yeah it's just sad bc people patronize you and pick you up and tease you and its like *lays down* sob

TheAshWolf 08-09-2014 09:36 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 552390)
thanks so much guys, really. i dont know whats gonna happen but thank you <3


yeah it's just sad bc people patronize you and pick you up and tease you and its like *lays down* sob

Is there anyone you can talk to about this? Vent with? Get some comfort/advice from, maybe? Preferably in person. But a hotline would be great, too.

(*bear hugs*) Hey, those people are stupid and rude. ._. You DON'T deserve to be treated that way. Your height has nothing to do with your worth. Try not to let them get to you, okay? Don't dwell on what they say. They don't deserve your precious thoughts and time.

blossom 08-09-2014 10:18 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 552390)
thanks so much guys, really. i dont know whats gonna happen but thank you <3


yeah it's just sad bc people patronize you and pick you up and tease you and its like *lays down* sob

CLAY. HEY. YO. you are a seriously hecka cool person and you're helpful and quirky in your own individual way and it's awesome. so when people aren't so awesome remember what we've all said about you. dont ever think that what rude people say about you is true because you are an individual human being with individual thoughts and experiences and a rad personality.

Athenabrain1 08-10-2014 12:19 AM

We were so close, though.
Best friends.
Standing up for each other.
Sharing lunches occasionally.
I acted like a sisterly figure.
You were like my 'lil brother four months younger.
But did you have to shut me out, ignore my texts, not even call me?
I know when I moved you never told me today was your birthday.
I texted you a happy birthday and an apology for not knowing and being unsure if it was your birthday.
People forget.
But are you sure you didn't forget me?
Plenty of people never emailed me.
It took one pair of twins to email me and tell me to wish you a happy birthday in place of them.
Seriously, though.
I keep feeling like it's my fault.
Forgetting your birthday.
But you've always been in my head.
I tried.
I tried to be one of the best cousins anyone could ever be.
I feel like I'm failing already.
You forgot my twelfth birthday.
You forgot to say goodbye.
You forgot to text me.
I'm failing.
Because you forgot me already.

Lily09 08-10-2014 01:28 AM

clay please please please dont go. you matter to me A LOT and it would be so devastating if u left. we love you and you are important and amazing. you stay up with me and talk to me abt a lotta shit and youre always there for me. you are SO loved and connected to everything, remember? we need you.

pluzzle 08-10-2014 01:41 AM

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Originally Posted by blossom (Post 552398)
CLAY. HEY. YO. you are a seriously hecka cool person and you're helpful and quirky in your own individual way and it's awesome. so when people aren't so awesome remember what we've all said about you. dont ever think that what rude people say about you is true because you are an individual human being with individual thoughts and experiences and a rad personality.

thank you so much... th...ank
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 552416)
clay please please please dont go. you matter to me A LOT and it would be so devastating if u left. we love you and you are important and amazing. you stay up with me and talk to me abt a lotta shit and youre always there for me. you are SO loved and connected to everything, remember? we need you.

wwwwww thank you eli u r important and amazing too bro.... !

(sorry to burden y'all with me shit>> u dnt have 2 read this)

i just didn't have a great time at my friends birthday thing which is dumb bc it her bday but i just felt so disconnected from everyone and myself the whole time u know??? i just felt rly. bleh. and then we swam and that brought on a level of dysphoria and *falls over* bleh,

and then we were in the spa and i took my rash shirt off because it was coming off anyway and a friend took it and apparently they were passing it around and i didn't know about it and i was trying to act B-) but inside I was like B-(((( because everyone was laughing at me and i'm trying not to cry because im a petty moron,,, so basically yesterday was a very bad day. i had a sleepover with her afterwards in which we watched all three HSM's and did the dances which was fun and that made me feel better but yea.


idk does anyone else ever just feel rly disconnected from the world around u and ur like *lays down* Is Everything A Lie

rebecca 08-10-2014 10:03 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 552417)
thank you so much... th...ank


wwwwww thank you eli u r important and amazing too bro.... !

(sorry to burden y'all with me shit>> u dnt have 2 read this)

i just didn't have a great time at my friends birthday thing which is dumb bc it her bday but i just felt so disconnected from everyone and myself the whole time u know??? i just felt rly. bleh. and then we swam and that brought on a level of dysphoria and *falls over* bleh,

and then we were in the spa and i took my rash shirt off because it was coming off anyway and a friend took it and apparently they were passing it around and i didn't know about it and i was trying to act B-) but inside I was like B-(((( because everyone was laughing at me and i'm trying not to cry because im a petty moron,,, so basically yesterday was a very bad day. i had a sleepover with her afterwards in which we watched all three HSM's and did the dances which was fun and that made me feel better but yea.


idk does anyone else ever just feel rly disconnected from the world around u and ur like *lays down* Is Everything A Lie

Hey, dude, you shall be fine.
Trusteth in my lack of wisdom and my made up words.
Pretty much everything is a lie, except the truth. Which sounds meaningful until you really think about it.

AlgebraAddict 08-10-2014 04:29 PM

omg I am such a shitty writer

but seriously you guys

if I do pull my shit together and publish this stupidass book

then you guys have to buy it and read it and love it ok

and then give it to all ur friends to buy it and read it and love it

L.S.Trendom 08-11-2014 12:48 AM

fcuk idk i was with sam and austin and i still ended up feeling bad and i cried in front of them and fucked up the night kinda
and then like i had to leave and the only reason i didn't scratch the fuck out of myself was bc i made sam promise she wouldn't scratch if i didn't
but fuck i start sobbing on the drive home and nearly hyperventilating i almost had to pull over jfc
what if ican' get better

pluzzle 08-11-2014 01:45 AM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 552496)
omg I am such a shitty writer

but seriously you guys

if I do pull my shit together and publish this stupidass book

then you guys have to buy it and read it and love it ok

and then give it to all ur friends to buy it and read it and love it

i hope you publish it u can do this!!!
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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 552538)
fcuk idk i was with sam and austin and i still ended up feeling bad and i cried in front of them and fucked up the night kinda
and then like i had to leave and the only reason i didn't scratch the fuck out of myself was bc i made sam promise she wouldn't scratch if i didn't
but fuck i start sobbing on the drive home and nearly hyperventilating i almost had to pull over jfc
what if ican' get better

please don't scratch, do it for us, do it for sam, please? you can get better

(hypocritical)

i started crying in rave, maths, homeroom and science today! yay me

i dont know i sat down with my friends before school and i felt more alone than ever they were all laughing and i was just there.

kkkill me


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