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01-03-2013 05:34 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 398013)
Geez, Mom, I'm just trying to be honest, and you laugh at me.
how incredibly freaking NICE of you
Also I can't WAIT for the day I move out of here, don't you dare chain me to the house.

Heather, I know you're kinda upset right now, but I just wanted to tell you I saw the pic of you and Mira on Instagram and you are freaking gorgeous. O_O I don't know why you put yourself down because you are really pretty. :) I wish I looked half as pretty as you!

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 398038)
Wow okay.
I hate how I'm jealous of my friends for having a good-ish life... like I should be happy for them and I am but I'm also jealous. Take L, she's got a cool dad who's letting her dye her hair and get a nose ring and supports gays and is just cool, despite some of his anger issues. And she's got a sister that she shares everything with. E's family has a bit more money than other families and she has a great life, despite her bad past.
And then there's me. I've got a bad childhood and I can't really remember any good times. The most I can recall is my dad hitting me and shoving me around and I guess you could say beating. And I used to have a great relationship with my brother, but now I'm just disconnected from my family. I hate myself every single day. It's 90% my fault when things go wrong.
I'm kind of jealous of how nice their lives seem.
And not just jealous, but I feel alone. L gets her electronics taken away every day at 6 pm, sometimes a lot earlier. So I don't ever get to tell her how I feel because all of these feelings come after 6. And not just that, she's such a happy person that I don't want to rain on her parade. With E, I don't know... I don't want to remind her of her own bad childhood that she used to have, since she has a good one right now.
A few weeks ago, L found one of my posts on here. When she pestered me about it I said, "I can't tell you." and she said, "Oh, so you can't tell me, but you can tell a bunch of people online? You shouldn't tell online people how you feel and your secrets."
But then, I'd have no one else to talk to.
I don't know.

Story of my life right thurr. I feel so bad for being jealous, too. Like my friend M has a modeling contract and is really skinny. My friend T can get any guy with the snap of her fingers. My friends J and D are AMAZING hip hop dancers, and I always dream about being half as good as them. And my friend H has the wardrobe of my dreams. It's sometimes hard NOT to get jealous. Just know that we're here for you and that a lot of us have been through what you have. :/

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 398194)
I don't understand this hostility bandwagon so many KPers are getting on nowadays. O_O Someone says ONE thing, and then ten other people have to come and participate in correcting the person or telling them they're wrong or just belittling them for the sake of doing so. That, or no one can handle not having the last word in an argument/debate/discussion, and things just go 'round and 'round until everyone ends up feeling horrible.

This may sound dramatic, but I've seen this happen on here several times in the last few months. Never in my two years (three, technically) of being on KP have I seen such a strange string of occurrences. o_e

Yeah...I noticed that, too. There was a clogging post and like four people commented and asked the author to delete it, and then like twenty more people commented. Okay, that was a bit dramatic, but a lot more people commented than needed.

cheezemziez 01-03-2013 06:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 398038)
Wow okay.
I hate how I'm jealous of my friends for having a good-ish life... like I should be happy for them and I am but I'm also jealous. Take L, she's got a cool dad who's letting her dye her hair and get a nose ring and supports gays and is just cool, despite some of his anger issues. And she's got a sister that she shares everything with. E's family has a bit more money than other families and she has a great life, despite her bad past.
And then there's me. I've got a bad childhood and I can't really remember any good times. The most I can recall is my dad hitting me and shoving me around and I guess you could say beating. And I used to have a great relationship with my brother, but now I'm just disconnected from my family. I hate myself every single day. It's 90% my fault when things go wrong.
I'm kind of jealous of how nice their lives seem.
And not just jealous, but I feel alone. L gets her electronics taken away every day at 6 pm, sometimes a lot earlier. So I don't ever get to tell her how I feel because all of these feelings come after 6. And not just that, she's such a happy person that I don't want to rain on her parade. With E, I don't know... I don't want to remind her of her own bad childhood that she used to have, since she has a good one right now.
A few weeks ago, L found one of my posts on here. When she pestered me about it I said, "I can't tell you." and she said, "Oh, so you can't tell me, but you can tell a bunch of people online? You shouldn't tell online people how you feel and your secrets."
But then, I'd have no one else to talk to.
I don't know.

I would ask what kind of jealousy you feel, but from that post it's pretty clear that you wouldn't want your friends not to have a good life. There's nothing wrong with wanting something good for yourself. You care about your friends and they care about you. You can make your life better for yourself, even when you are still living with your family. L might be upset that you're not going to her for advice as often, but she's not trying to stop you and she's probably pleased that you are getting support and help when she can't help you. You don't have to be guilty about your jealousy, so long as it doesn't consume you and ruin your friendships.

01-03-2013 06:21 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398774)
im annoyed at max right now, not sure why, so I will post his tumblr nd Instagram
maxxy-meldrum.tumblr.com
boomitsmax

Knock yourselves out with that info

Was he dating Sarah when he was sending you <3's and calling you baby? O_O Just checked his Instagram.

01-03-2013 06:30 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398804)
I don't know... I met someone on minecraft called Sarah who knew Max in real life... She was a b***h... Unrelated, sorry. But honestly I have no idea - wouldnt be surprised if he was since one of his friends has three girlfriends. Not even kidding.

I don't think you should talk to this "Max" anymore. He seems to be trouble and he doesn't seem worth talking to, anyway. I'm sorry he was mean to you. :( Some people are like that.

01-03-2013 06:39 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398819)
YEAH SO I THINK MAX HAS SEEN THESE FORUMS SO MAX IF YOU SEE THIS YOU ARE MEAN AHAHAHAH


no I'm kidding but you were kind of rude when I said something you like got annoyed and were quite curt with your language like seriously why

Oh, I didn't see that. xD *facepalm* Good for you for not talking to him anymore! Btw, if you don't mind me asking, what did he do to you besides being rude?

GabiDi 01-03-2013 06:54 PM

canIsendhimanonhate
JOKING
but not really

What a jerk.

GabiDi 01-03-2013 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398855)
wat


I'm confused ;-;

I mean on Tumblr. xD

Lily09 01-03-2013 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by GabiDi (Post 398853)
canIsendhimanonhate
JOKING
but not really

What a jerk.

ABSOLUTELY NOT
Anon hate is not okay.
Not even in situations like this.
Nope
Meh

GabiDi 01-03-2013 06:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 398860)
ABSOLUTELY NOT
Anon hate is not okay.
Not even in situations like this.
Nope
Meh

I KNOW BUT STILL
IT WOULDN'T BE THAT BAD
STILL
I get really protective of people.

01-03-2013 06:57 PM

What is Anon hate? O_O


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