Originally Posted by MaggieMay
(Post 478982)
Max, why are you coming here for help if you're just going to deny everything we say? Everything that's the truth? Sure, you aren't perfect; sure you've made mistakes; but hey, that's everybody. And you know this, and you know that you know this. But you are beautiful, you have an awesome personality, you have amazing talent when it comes to writing, you are an awesome friend...and I, and many others on here, don't want to lose you. I'm not going to lie to you; there may be people out there that don't like you, that hate you, that wouldn't care what happened to you. But if you wasted life paying attention to them and not to those who really cared about you, what would living be worth? Look, Max. We all love you on here. None of us can afford to lose you--do you know how many people on KP, and in real life, would spend nights up crying because of your loss? Not just death, but the loss of you, as a person? The loss of the once-cheerful, once-amazing Max? The boy who wrote for days on end, the boy who obsessed over P!nk, the boy who lit up peoples' days? That's you Max. You have made an impact on all of our lives. You have made an impact on my life. If I lost you...I wouldn't ever be the same.
I know that you have a lot of people on here trying to cheer you up, telling you that you are perfect, and I know that you may not even pay this post any mind at all. This may just be me rambling to myself. But just know that everything I have said is the truth, and that you have me tearing up right now writing this. Max, this is cheesy, but don't give up. It's alright to go through tough patches, but please, please don't do these things that are hurting all of the people that love you. Because we do love you, all of us. And losing you would take chunks out of our hearts.
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