It's okay, you don't sound stupid at all! <:^)

It's just...this particular person is someone I'm trying to remove from my life completely. Knowing that they're not letting go of me like I'm letting go of them is distressing. Them still reading WOT is part of this. Like...I go my way and they go their way kind of thing, y'know?

(Also, please don't ask me who this person is. It's no one you know, on KP or off. It's someone I knew off the computer.)

damn its so stressful and frustrating why wont she just leave my life

this is stupid ok

i am feeling very anxious right now because my friend is always late to school now and I usually get there earlier with her.... and it freaks me out being alone.... and everyone's judgemental and I don't even rly like said friend it just really freaks me out being alone at school!!! I'm just a wuss shut up Clay

isn't it amazing how a good day can transform into an awful one with just a few words

mmm i know gurl i know. what happened btw? (if anything)

i am SO scared for high school tbh
in seventh grade, my best friend and all her friends would get there so much earlier and they would be her group right... and my ex other best friend would be in that group. i was always usually late but any time i came in earlier i always felt like i never fit in with that group and it SUCKS because it's going to be the same thing. i'm going to have a few people i talk to but those few people will be part of a bigger group and my best friend has always been more well liked and more 'inspiring' and better than i am and i just kind of want to scream because she educates people better and has made an impact on people and inspires people and shit and who do i affect? whose life have i impacted positively? no ones. what am i good at? nothing.
for eighth grade, i knew my presence didnt matter i was just there to get into this highschool, and the friends i had didn't matter too much. now i'm going to be with my best friend and other people i'll probably care about. i hate feeling like im the friend who can contribute nothing to the world and its going to be just like that in hs.

you have educated me... like, a lot... you're good at a lot of things!!!!! ily. and even though hs may not be the best 6 (idk... thats what it is here, correct me!!) years of your life you will accomplish things and you will be great and you will get through it

well then that's good!
it's basically due to you that i know anything about gsrm so

Please? Anyone else at all?

I feel like that constantly. Those are the major signs of my depression. I obviously can't diagnose you, but, try not to worry about this too much, okay? <:^J There's a chance it's just stress taking its toll, and it'll pass. I'm really sorry you're feeling so bad, though. Just give it some time. And, no matter what, you'll NEVER become "an empty shell". You're too awesome for that. ^_^