Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 550591)

dude, religion can be so exhausting. i feel for you. i think i'm sort of in the same limbo as you--i don't exactly know my beliefs in god and jesus and everything, but it just feels so lovely and right thinking about it without all the other contradicting "rules" of the religion and homophobia. the thing is, though, you don't actually have to follow every rule of whatever religion is laid out before you, because, despite what some may preach, religion is very controversial and relative! some priests say this, some priests say that; one bible verse doesn't like one thing, another verse likes say the thing is a-okay. you can be a part of a religion without conforming to everything it "demands". no two people have the same exact beliefs.
if you're not comfortable with any religion's overall mindset, though, you can just believe in god and jesus on your own accord. maybe try to find a free thinker's church, where you can praise jesus right between a buddhist and a wiccan praising their own deities. i personally feel more comfortable with this sort of belief. it feels more natural and just better for me. i love the idea that jesus might still accept me even as a girl who likes girls, y'know? im not all the way into catholicism, but i completely love so many of their teachings and beliefs. when i actually have my life figured out, i'll tackle my religious status, but until then, i'm pretty content with my religion as it is right now.

nope nope nope it will not. its gonna turn out fuckin fantastic, like you deserve it to be. hope is really fuckin hard to catch and keep but if you keep it close itll light up you're whole fuckin life!!! i tried to be poetic and it didnt fuckin work but still!! whatever you're going through, you'll fight through it and it'll be great!!!! trust me!!!!! keep ur head up even tho it is FUCKIN HARD!!!!!!!

again, nope nope nope dont do that. that sucks ass. dont u dare undermine your negative emotions, even if they're fleeting bc ur FUCKIN GREAT and despite the fact we like never talk i FUCKIN CARE ABOUT YOU and FUCKIN WANT YOU TO BE FUCKIN HAPPY EVERY SINGLE DAY OF YOUR LIFE. if you're sad or angry or any of that shit, FUCKIN TELL ME. i FUCKIN WANNA KNOW so i can FUCKIN HELP YOU AS MUCH AS I CAN. even if you FUCKIN DROP YOUR FUCKIN ICE CREAM ON THE GROUND, i will FUCKIN PUNCH THE FUCKIN ICE CREAM MAN FOR MAKIN SUCH FAULTY FUCKIN ICE CREAM. HELL YEA

i am so FUCKIN AGGRESSIVE TODAY and i DONT FUCKIN KNOW WHY but FUCK EVERYTHING YOU SHITS DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELVES AND YOUR LIVES

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 550597)

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 550599)

i think... i feel more buddhist than atheist?? or even agnostic. like the buddhas teachings just feel right to me and i thought that i would never be like into religiuon or spiritual stuff but idk

this is strange and new 2 me

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 550597)

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 550599)

i think... i feel more buddhist than atheist?? or even agnostic. like the buddhas teachings just feel right to me and i thought that i would never be like into religiuon or spiritual stuff but idk

this is strange and new 2 me

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 550601)

PUNCH THE ICE CREAM

ily <3

hell YEAH dude be what u want to be. that's really great i think that's a hella religion to follow.

good luck figuring it all out !!

Originally Posted by camikat (Post 550608)

YEAH man like i like a lot of the mormon beliefs but there are some i really hate and honestly i dont know if jm christian or agnostic or atheist?? or what?? im still figuring stuff out but your post helped a lot thank u friend!!



aw man I hope it goes well!! best of luck c:



thats great man!! good luck figuring it out :]

Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 550609)

So, I've been experiencing some symptoms like fatigue, headaches and such, and I've done LOTS of research and found out that a lot of them correspond with leukemia. Now I'm kind of freaking out. Leukemia is cancer, and cancer is something that people die from-- often! Thinking about all those times I almost killed myself, just to find out I might die anyway?

Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 550609)

So, I've been experiencing some symptoms like fatigue, headaches and such, and I've done LOTS of research and found out that a lot of them correspond with leukemia. Now I'm kind of freaking out. Leukemia is cancer, and cancer is something that people die from-- often! Thinking about all those times I almost killed myself, just to find out I might die anyway?

Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 550679)

oh dude that is scary D: im sorry you gotta go through that shit. maybe you could do some research on the exact kind of surgery you're going through so you know what's happening and any complications that may come from it? it may help relieve some of the anxiety :I
but anyway, i hope it goes over well and you get to drink tons of hot cocoa and cuddle tons of kittens when you're done \o/

yay for spirituality :D im glad u found somethin that feels right for u man c:

ily2<3

im rly glad i helped u dude ur welcome!! :D i hope you figure all that stuff out!!!


whoa whoa whoa dude, its alright. just bc you're tired and get headaches doesn't mean you have leukemia. fatigue and headaches are actually a few symptoms of certain types of depression and/or anxiety. idk if you're suffering through those, but its definitely a possibility. (that may also be symptoms of some meds taken to treat depression/anxiety)
cancer is super scary, but it's okay. try to get in to a doctor to voice your concerns and be tested. if you don't have any blood problems, like high/low blood pressure, chances are, you don't have leukemia. besides, there are lots of types of leukemia that are extremely treatable! a week of chemo twice a year, for example, and you can go throughout your daily life. it may be scary, but you can get through it. c:
and dude, great job w/ keeping on through those rough times. im super proud of you, and i just want to say that you deserve all the best C:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 550724)

i just lvoe it when i support my friends no matter what and then the second i start having problems theyre nowhere to be found!!!!!!!!!!! am azing

Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 550609)

So, I've been experiencing some symptoms like fatigue, headaches and such, and I've done LOTS of research and found out that a lot of them correspond with leukemia. Now I'm kind of freaking out. Leukemia is cancer, and cancer is something that people die from-- often! Thinking about all those times I almost killed myself, just to find out I might die anyway?

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 550724)

i just lvoe it when i support my friends no matter what and then the second i start having problems theyre nowhere to be found!!!!!!!!!!! am azing

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 550728)