what am I even doing with my life

I have zero percent chance of ever being good at volleyball why do I still do it.

My mind won't allow my body to sleep but I'm exhausted

Oops I have like 4.5 hours till I have to get up for school and I really do like sleep

oops four hours I should really try to sleep now.

I just don't fucking know anymore, okay?

I'm not a bad person, I'm just a little lost... Okay, maybe a lot lost.

that was low. really low. and you know it.

(*crushing hug*) no .
please please remember we all love you and you have to stay strong I promise one day it'll be better please no one here wants to lose you we're all here for you