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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 592823)

I wasn't trying to lose weight.

I went through this period last year where I was anorexic, but I started eating again.

Recently I've wanted to try bulimia (that's such an awful thing to write) but haven't had the guts to stick my finger down my throat. I guess that's a good thing.

But after vomiting for three days straight. . .Gods I love losing weight. I tried to make myself eat something the other day and that made me vomit. Today all I had was a piece of bacon, two chicken nuggets, a bread stick and a salad. And I currently feel like I've eaten a 5 course meal.

Not eating is the easiest thing right now. I'll start eating again when I start feeling hungry. Promise.

Listen, there's been a few times I've lost weight while sick and just not wanted to start eating again after I got better, because why? And it didn't really end well, just so much dizziness and nausea. It's not worth it, and you also can't skip meals because you're sad or don't feel like you deserve food, because it will just go downhill from there and people will notice and it won't be good. I'm glad you're not trying to starve yourself but it can be easy to just think "I've been sick and not eating much, what's one more day of not really eating going to do? I'm still recovering"

uuuuuuuuuuuGGGGGGGGGHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I lack the capability to express any sentiment that may require expressing.
I always knew it was a losing battle.

And yet he tells me, "When did I tell you to drop your concentration? The game isn't over yet."
Maybe not for you, darling, but we are nothing alike.

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 592853)

Everything is pointless. It's too loud and too suffocating. There's so much to do and yet I have no motivation for any of it. I am incapable of completing even the simplest of tasks. But then, after all, what is the point of doing so?

tfw your only emotion is tongue-clicking like Saruhiko

Welp, I'm now on a prescription med and my diet has been restricted to saltines and rice.

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 592887)

Welp, I'm now on a prescription med and my diet has been restricted to saltines and rice.

read that as 'salty-ness' and wondered what you meant for a minute there.
but hey, that's good (I hope?)!

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 592887)

Welp, I'm now on a prescription med and my diet has been restricted to saltines and rice.

yeah i also read this as salty-ness and didn't realize until after i read re's comment, and then only after rereading this multiple times.

are ya feeling any better?

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Originally Posted by Zelda (Post 592888)

read that as 'salty-ness' and wondered what you meant for a minute there.
but hey, that's good (I hope?)!

Lol XD

Yeah, I guess it's good.

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Originally Posted by july3girl (Post 592896)

yeah i also read this as salty-ness and didn't realize until after i read re's comment, and then only after rereading this multiple times.

are ya feeling any better?

A bit, I guess the meds are working.

wow what a nice night to not take care of myself at all