why am i so dumb sometimes

U gotta account for a learning curve.

Except when I'm idiot even tho I know better

Everybody does that though so it's okay, you know? Being an idiot sometimes is normal.

(What happen?)

Thanks. I just beat myself up for stupid things a lot. And it’s nothing just ruined a relationship with one of the people I value most by being reckless instead of shy for once. Ugh I’m such a drama queen omg.

Do you ever have one of those days where you're in a super bad mood for some reason (or for no reason, whatever) and you know you just have to make it through the dayand you'll be okay? But then the people around feel the need to, remind you? Constantly?? That you're mood is awful???

I don't understand that, like I'm not at all irritable most of the time so if I'm acting grouchy then maybe that might be a hint that I'm having a bad day? And you should leave me alone? Maybe?? Am I Not Allowed to be done with the world once in a while? It costs Zero (0) effort for people to just shut up and not point out that I'm not a ray of sunshine so like...why bother.

Rant @ my mom, mostly.

Okay yeah, things like that happen *all* the time and sometimes it sticks, but most of the time it doesn't. Tbh every teenager in the world is a massive drama queen at some point, especially over relationships, so it'll be a big deal now but it'll end up okay. You just have to wait til things are a bit calmer and then try and make things up with the other person.

*Hands u an internet bandage* as long as you don't beat urself up too hard.

Thanks for your advice and support! It really helped! :)
We haven't *quite* talked again because I'm too nervous about it and stuff, but I will try to soon. As far as I can tell, it seems salvageable.

I'll try not to haha.

the amount of deadness of KidPub makes me want to kms

apparently using the apparently kid meme on your online friends over 100 times makes you lose them. cri *no rlly I cried they were such good friends I loved them so much DDX*