worried
 

again om kimdle so grammar bad
anyway i lost the penvil pouvh and library booklif i cant find it on the bus i cat just say he u know that boolk i checked out a ay ago well i already lost it sorry heres money
*cries*

Great another problem to add to this Musical theater disaster.. My teacher decided since my partner doesn't have the song and dance down we have to sit on chairs and sing an upbeat song I worked soooo hard practicing the song and dance where she blew it off, now it's my fault.. Plus the t-shirts aren't bleaching out

...

The T-shirts Aren't Bleaching Out?

Stressed.
 

STRESSED.
Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh.
Life is hard. Through ups and downs and twists and turns and... and... UGH. I don't feel like explaining... but I am... so... STRESSED.

D':

Everyone's so sad...

Jealous.
 

Last night was an orchestra concert. Everyone did great in the actual orchestra. The for the 2nd concert was extra curriculurs and we messed up a little and my mom got realy mad. I'm in 6th grade and she's like, "Well, that guy in front of you knew what he was doing!". That guy was in 8th grade Select Strings. That's like 5 years ahead of me. And she goes, "What?!
"Do you KNOW how advanced SS is?"
"Do you know MATH ?"
"Noami started playing when she was 3 and she got in, so how good do expect me to be?!"

I know it doesn't seem like much, but Naomi has everythnig. A bunch of friends, she's good at everything and the best viola player in the school. And I hate being compared to her.

Resentment.
 

I'm sending this email to my so-called best friend.
~
You can forget about our plans to go to the library as many times as you want. You can ditch me as many times as you want. You can decide Kristiana's more fun and go to her house every day of the week if you want. You can stand by and do nothing when she treats you or me like crap. Laugh it off. Or even agree. You can hug me and act like it's okay again. You can live with the fact that you're best friend is the girl who sent a message as me to you, about how much she hates you.
Oh, that's right, you already do.
Talk to me when you're feeling like a friend, M****.
~
(****=Her name...)

Depressed/Mad
 

So, I am kind of doubting that my mom even cares about me anymore. I think that she likes my little sister better. In fact, one time Elizabeth (my little sis) said that Mom said, "I wish you were the older sister instead of Stephanie." Also, today, she said, "If you weren't my daughter, I wouldn't even talk to you."

I mean, what kind of mom says that???

Ugh. I just always get so mad at her.

And, she always yells at me and hits me.... :(

Ouch... that sucks. It's okay, she'll probably get over it when she gets over the stress in her life.

Although I personally agree that my little sister would make a better older sister... she is better with little kids. :p

Psycho
 

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HAHA oh god, this is the time in the day, every couple days or so, when I laugh at everything. EVERYTHING. That gif, the crush thread, people suffering, sad songs, sad YouTube videos (I'm laughing insanely at this one, http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=RNlDYyRRanw), sadness, all the bad feelings that anyone and I have ever had... it's all so funny... my gut is hurting from laughing so much at what would happen if I put some horrifying cryptic message somewhere for someone to find, their expression...
Oooh, my stomach... it hurts... hahehehehe... I'm trying to bite my tongue to stop laughing...
Ha...