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11-27-2012 08:08 PM |
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Originally Posted by BlueMi
(Post 369244)
I just... I want to be... I dunno... Dare I say "popular"? I mean, I'm perfectly well-liked and friendly in my little circle of friends, but I feel like I'm antisocial and I try to cling to Hannah and Carmen and Mikaela and Catherine except I'm mad at Catherine but still. Then I'm just clinging. And I purposely avoid all my real friends, because I'm afraid I'll get caught up in them and forget to be cool and so I avoid you guys exaggeratedly to look cool in front of my crush but it's not even worth it, and then I find myself being annoyed by Eilean's Eileanness and I don't even know why and ;-;
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Oh. I see. But honestly, I didn't notice anything was different. Like, if you hadn't told me all this, I woulda just been like 'oh, today was a normal day. Everyone was kinda grumbly from the long break but whatever.' So probably the so-called 'popular' folks at our school didn't notice anything either. There's nothing wrong with wanting to be popular, but, if you want my opinion, we're more popular than the so-called 'popular' people. I mean, all the teachers love us and all the lil' kids are like 'we luff you!' and all our peers are like 'yea yeah you guise be chill whatevahhh' but the first two are more than those 'popular' people can say. :P We alternate, man, we don't really have a group even if we do all always hang out together. To me, that's really awesome and stuffs, so, IDK. I'm not good at judging crap like this but that's my verdict.
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