I'm in a seriously weird mood tonight...
 

I don't even know how I found this song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWERYqWs5xY


I'm sick of everyone underestimating me.


These last few months have brought out the best, and the worst in me. Mainly the worst. And if this nightmare doesn't end soon, I'm going to go insane.

I once used MCR (a link to Boy Division) to spite a Directioner who was getting very defensive about Harry Styles, but to my shock and horror as well as delight, she liked it.
The others think Gerard is creepy--(well, so is your Edward Cullen, Rachael) and my new classmate, Chan Oi, thinks Na Na Na is fine. My other secondary school classmates think my music's way too loud because they could hear it even when I was listening to it through earbuds.

Finals start today! x_x Aaaaaaaaaaaaagggghhhhhh!!!!!! My gosh, I'm not prepared, not prepared in the slightest! I don't seem to have enough time--I feel like I'm stuck in this state of eternally being late for an appointment and failing to do what I promised to do. Now I know how the White Rabbit feels. ;w;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NuvbFHWfHbo

.....Aaaaand keeping the above post in mind, why do I find K-Pop ten times more interesting when I'm RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE of my LAC Final? XD XD DX DX

Help me. ;w; *flails*

My friends wouldn't care too much, but 'emo' comments would fly.

i hate how all my friends and family think im not trying hard enough for my grade. they dont know how hard it is to feel hopeless and try to do work at the same time. im trying as hard as i can, but its hard to keep my head above the water. yesterday, i relapsed. only three cuts, but still. im trying as hard as i can to keep my head above the water and get good grades at the same time.

As long as you're happy that you've done your best, then screw them. They shouldn't be able to put you down if they don't understand what you're going through.

I'm glad that I was able to do that. :D
:D Thank you very much, miss.

Well... I'm certainly not underestimating you, if it matters that some random on the internet says it. I expect great things from you... because I know you're going to achieve them.
I know how you feel, though, about being in a weird mood.
I searched for half an hour, trying to find a song to respond with but I ended up almost crying so I had to change it. :^I
In short, I'm a failure of everything I expect myself to be. Beyond not good enough in both terms of appearance, mind, and heart. And on top of it all, I can't stop thinking about how pointless I am, how little I am going to achieve, how futile I am. I thought it had gone away when I started high school, and for a moment, it had... the enriched and accelerated curriculum kept my brain fed for this entire term... and I can't believe it but now it's somehow no longer enough.
Ugh... me, me, me... the sad/happy part is, there is a rational part of me that is still conscious during all of this... (*facepalms*)
Ignore me. -______- I'm silly.

=_= Random question for Sandy: How old are you? (*because thinks you are 16*)