The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377667)

You know how when you listen to a song, it just makes you want to cry because it reminds you of what happened?

On My Own(TDG), Drown(TDG) Wake Up(TDG), Chalk Outline(TDG), Disenchanted(MCR), I Don't Love You(MCR), Cubicles(MCR), and right now, The Light Behind Your Eyes by MCR.

I met so many people that left me/I left but the two that stick out the most are M and C.

M:
Chalk Outline by TDG
Drown by TDG
Disenchanted by MCR
I Don't Love You by MCR
Cubicles by MCR
and mostly... The Light Behind Your Eyes by MCR

I don't understand what the hell I did. Did I even do anything? Apart from trying to help you through your depression? Apart from trying to stop you from self harming? Apart from trying to keep your suicidal thoughts away? After everything that I've done, you just leave me. I thought we were actually friends, but I realize now that you just took my advice and then left me. You always used to ask for my help and when you got it, you left me. Then you came crawling back, until now. Now, you're better and here I am. I can't let go of you, because I really really really thought we were friends.
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
I'm sorry.
Still, I'm happy that you got better. I'm happy that you found others. I'm hoping you'll be completely happy when you grow up. Even if I'm not a part of it anymore, I still hope you find people that make you happy.

C:
On My Own by TDG
Wake Up by TDG
Drown by TDG
Cubicles by MCR
and most importantly... The Light Behind Your Eyes by MCR

I'm sorry. It's 85% my fault, I effing screwed it up. I'm so effing sorry. I could have been a better friend, and I was so selfish. I feel so bad that I let this friendship get away, but now that I think of it, it's probably better we aren't friends anymore.
I just really miss you.

M and C:

If I could be with you tonight…
I would sing you to sleep,
Never let them take the light behind your eyes…
One day, I’ll lose this fight…
As we fade in the dark, just remember you will always burn as
Bright
Be strong, and hold my hand.
Time becomes for us, you’ll understand.
We’ll say goodbye today,
And we’re sorry how it all ends this way…
~The Light Behind Your Eyes by My Chemical Romance

The awkward moment when you listen to I Don't Love You as you read that.
We're in the same boat. We mess friendships up.

Quote:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 377903)

my life is such a fucking mess this year
what if the world really did end in six days?
maybe it would just make things easier

god

I look forward to that day. I don't know why.

Quote:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 377933)

My dad's being an asshole because he thought I was done with all my homework. >_____>

i'm not going to cry over something as stupid as this
i won't
i won't
i won't
i won't cry
i won't

Even in Cambodia, my dad is still urging me to study and do my homework over Facebook.

yeah.
im not good enough.
i feel like this every hour of the day.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 378114)

yeah.
im not good enough.
i feel like this every hour of the day.

To you and everyone else on this thread:

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md...aoq4o1_400.gif

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 378114)

yeah.
im not good enough.
i feel like this every hour of the day.

Do you mean not good enough for yourself, or not good enough for others? Because no-one has the right to determine if anyone is good enough as a person. If it is yourself, then remember that you are awesome and epykful and amazing.

Quote:

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 378134)

Myself and others.

Quote:

Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 378070)

The awkward moment when you listen to I Don't Love You as you read that.
We're in the same boat. We mess friendships up.

Also then there's some songs that make you wanna shit rainbows because they're so effing happy but not ridiculous at the same time. The Only Hope For Me Is You.

AND THEN THERE'S THOSE SONGS THAT MAKE YOU WANT TO PUNCH THINGS BUT NOT BECAUSE ITS BAD JUST BECAUSE ITS REALLY ANGSTY AND UP IN YOUR FACE.

HONEY THIS MIRROR ISNT BIG ENOUGH FOR THE TWO OF US
VAMPIRES WILL NEVER HURT YOU
OH WAIT PRETTY MUCH ALMOST EVERY BULLETS SONG EXCEPT DEMOLITION LOVERS AND MAYE SUNSETS.
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500th page! /whoop...? NOT.
My, aren't we KidPubbians depressed/emotional?

No, I really think that we're a very cheery bunch. I mean, look how few problems we have!

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377977)

You're not some random person on the Internet to me...you know that. >w<

x_x Everyone expects great things from me. I don't know why, but they do.

I'm seriously sick of rolling over and letting people push my friends and family around. If this ridiculous situation doesn't get better soon, I am going to snap. e__e I'd like to say I'm okay, and that my temper's in check, but it's not. There's this one person.......dsfsbkbsdf...I've never EVER been so hungry for revenge. Never. I've always been concerned for other people's well being, even if they're my enemy. But now, all that's holding me back from physically ripping this person to shreds is my morality and the fact that I seriously do not want to end up in Juvie.

D: Don't cry... >w< You're NOT pointless. You're NOT a failure. Cass, you're amazingly intelligent, creative, and beautiful. I know you don't think you are, but that's how I see you, and I"m sure that's how many people see you. I'm sorry, but I'm not going to ignore you, hon...if you're having trouble with something, you always have me to talk to. You know that. I thought you were doing well now that you're in IB, but...ugh, I don't even know what to say anymore. >w< My brain just died on me.

Don't beat yourself up over not being perfect. No one's perfect. And if there's anything I can ever do to help you, I'm always here, Cass...

Ugh, yeah, don't worry about me. <:^j I AM doing better in IB--not perfect, of course--but much better, and I feel like I should be giving you a better inspirational thingy, like you always give me. <:^/ Just ignore me, I'm pretty miserable, with my cold/sickness/whatever, and that day I'd been trapped in my room all day doing homework, and a dash of hormones on the side doesn't help. -___- Sorry about that. But enough about me!
I don't know exactly what's going on with you but whatever it is, you can get through it. (*trying to be a good pep talker*) (Oops... I didn't mean the expectations thing in a bad way, though.. x_x) I don't know much, so all I can say is best of luck dealing with this person. :<
Thanks so much, Ash, for everything, though. <:^j (Haha, every time you respond to one of my rants I'm going to start thinking about HSPs now. XD)