I have a friend that is bi too. She likes... two of my other friends? Anyway, she told me because I'm calm and I don't care. You already said your friend wouldn't care.
I think you should tell her, and she proabably won't think of you as weird. If you don't feel comfortable telling her, that's fine.
Don't worry. If she's a true friend, she'll be there for you all the way.

Oh, and if you are suffering from it or are depressed, just think of the best memory in your life. Always think of that. Or just cling on to a tiny thread of hope. That's what I do; the person I like probably doesn't like me. You'll be okay. I'm sure of it.

oh hay look
a lot of f-words

i hate myself
i'm fucked up
i hate myself
fuck feeling (my version of) okay i hate it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ud4HuAzHEUc
today—or was it yesterday—it crossed my mind to kill myself because everyone else would be better off without me
i'm not actually going to do it but

sometimes i want to burn it all down and build myself up as a new person but i don't know how and i can't find anything to burn down
and i'm so sick of this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_iCtpuQvydk

i actually have no idea if people at school actually like me or if it's all one elaborate joke, let's humour the homeschooled kid

and my dad just asked when the last time i ate was (hahaha like you fucking care)
i said lunch
/fucking…idon'tevenknowwhat

I HATE MYSELF

Thank you guys :3 I love you all for being supportive of me.

1. no. okay no, people would not be better without you. okay, you're just pure awesomeness and pretty much everyone on KP looks up to you and i know you said you wouldn't do it, but you can't think like that, isaac, you can not.
2. i don't know, that's always the hardest part, trying to find something and recreate yourself, but hang in there okay.
3. i don't know what to say, but if it's a joke f**k them.
4. please eat please you need to.
5. don't, you're an amazing person.

Dangit, Tredom, you just...you don't get it, do you? How many times am I going to have to flock to your side when you get like this for you to notice? <:^/ You better have enough emotion left to understand and appreciate what I'm about to tell you, because, guess what? This is kind of ridiculously hard for me to tell a friend (still not 100% sure why that is, but, that's a topic for another day), but...dangit, can't you see that I love you? Can't you see that everyone on this site loves you? Everyone else WOULDN'T be better off without you!!! ;w; Please, please don't EVER consider suicide ever again. You're one of the few things about this site that seems...how do I put this...normal. Safe. Reliable. I mean--that logo in the corner will always be there. I hate the font more than I can describe, but that nice red, light blue, green, dark blue, orange, magenta-purple combination will probably always be there, and I like seeing it. If one day, it were to disappear with no explanation, I'd be upset. I'd miss it. Now, if I care about a stupid logo that freaking much, what do you think I'd do if you just stopped coming on here because you killed yourself? How do you think I--and pretty much everyone else--would feel if we never got to hear you mention The Game, or something funny your pets did, or talk about Supernatural, or make a MCR reference, or post one of your fantastic poems?! Huh? How do you think we'd react to that? Do you know that one of the only reasons I check A/N anymore is because you go on it??? As far as I'm concerned, you're one of the best things to ever happen to this site.

And that's the end of me discussing ONLY the point of you thinking that "everyone" would be better off without you. O_O Give me a minute to reply to the rest of your post, please, Isaac, my friend.

tttthhhiiiissss because its true.

Seriously man... email me. :I I mean, I dunno, maybe I could help you out somehow.

This is totally random, but I did not know his name was Isaac. O.o
I have an Isaac in my reading class... but he... nevermind.

pssst you should probably delete/white out that quote 'cause of the cursing :P
thanks.
i mean… i can believe you guys love me and at times i think i can glimpse why, but i just… don't agree. i feel like i half-fall apart too much and maybe eventually i'll fully fall apart
and, just so you know, i wasn't actually considering it. it just… sort of crossed my mind.
thank you. a lot. :'3
I've been planning on it… just haven't gotten around to it yet. :/

1. my family probably would. no one to cause them hell. i mean, yeah, the grieving and shit, but…
3. i really don't think it is, i don't see why they wuold go to that effort, but sometimes i get kind of paranoid and i don't know
4. i am. a bit at least. that's part of why i hate myself. i should go on a bloody diet, haha.

and thank you all.

I deleted all the cursing from yours in case my parents see this (XD haha if you do see this mom and dad) but mine didn't really have a cursing... I think... oh well, I'll white it anyway. :P