Originally Posted by Lily09
(Post 379579)
just ugh
J leave me the eff alone
i don't need your negativity, i don't need your condescending words about my grade. i dont need you making fun of my grades. i don't need you making fun of me. i dont need you.
you say that this whole big friendship of you, C, L, E, R, and i are "meant to be". bullshit. i'm not friends with C and haven't been for two months. i'm not friends with R. I definitely don't want you as a friend, but you say all these things about how we're the perfect friendship and it makes me feel bad. im honestly confused because one minute, you can be sweet and nice and the next minute you're talking shit about me and that just stresses me out.
you say that we're good friends. i'm sorry, but all you care about is your fashion shit. you say i'm "scene" or "emo" for wanting a lip ring, a nose ring, tattoos, for liking My Chem and bands like that and you judge me for it. and then of course, you try to make me girlier. i don't need you to tell me how to dress or what type of music i listen to. i don't even consider myself anything, im just being me. all you care about are the shallow things. you say we're close friends, but the minute i let slip that i cut, you say, "can we change the topic". i'm sorry, but if you can't attempt to help me with my problems, you're not my friend. i'm sorry that sounds selfish, but i'm always there for you but the minute i need help with my cutting, you ask to change the topic.
you push me down and make me feel like shit. im sick of this, i don't need your negativity or you. im not your friend, and i'm making that clear tomorrow. idgaf if my parents say its all my fault that no one wants to be my friend or that i ruin friendships, i don't need this negativity in my life.
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