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TheAshWolf 01-05-2013 10:13 PM


Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 400361)
Should I just come clean?

You probably should. <:^/ Your parents can help you by taking you to the library, right?

TheAshWolf 01-05-2013 11:10 PM


Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 400365)
As for your questions about me: I'm not afraid of my dad for any bad reasons like that. O_o it's just that when he's not super happy (he usually is), he's super sketchy and there's no way of telling what will set him off. This morning my dog ran up to me and sprayed diarrhea everywhere and he got his metaphorical panties in a big twist just because I reminded him that it was still there and should probably be cleaned up, and that i wasnt doing it because I had t even had breakfast yet. O_o so I just didn't talk to him. (Sorry for errors, I'm on my phone) And then the other night I heard him screaming at the top if his lungs to my brother, but to be honest that ties into my hearing-things thing because I wasn't sure if I actually heard him. And I just hear stuff like senseless screaming and rushed mumbling, like through a wall, and although it startles me I just ignore it most of the time. Last night I was sitting in bed and heard this weird moan from the staircase, like a moan that someone would make if they had been shot and were dragging themselves back home through an alley, but no one was there to make the sound (trust me--I know that sounded a little weird but no one was there.) just something I've been wondering about and aware of, nothing that concerns me a lot. Although sometimes I wonder if it classifies me as insane. O_o I don't think it should.
As for you, I think it would help if you came to terms with the vengeful side of yourself you speak of. Like, I mean if you accept it and you live kind of in agreement, you may not have problems with it anymore (I dunno, it's what I did and it really helped. It's like quicksand--the more you fight it, the more it pulls you under. It's normal to be angry sometimes, just like it is to be happy. :P)
As for healing and recovering while this is still going on, I'd say it might help to no beat yourself up and just huddle under your own wing for a little while. With this thing with my parents, not knowing when it's going to happen again, I find that I've been doing it a lot--I take a rest from being my own worst enemy and just do everything I can to make myself feel better: imagine myself being hired into Dreamworks, sit with my characters (I barely do this anymore XD), just lay around and listen to music, heck, a couple hours ago I ate comfort food for the first time in years and it actually made me feel better. (Mmm... Bread with peanut butter and dark chocolate with maple butter on it 8^D) I don't know if you've been doing this, but I know that you and me both tend to beat ourselves up. :/ that's all I can really say, since I'm not sure what's going on (*hugs*)

Sorry I took so long to respond and that this is so short; I'm suddenly feeling very sick to my stomach and a bit overwhelmed. x_x

Maybe you're hearing things because you're under so much stress? Like, maybe your brain is just overloaded. I just tried looking up if extreme stress can cause one to hear voices, but, like I mentioned before, I can't see straight for some reason, so I didn't really gather much from it. :| Maybe you should try looking up the effects of stress...? I don't know. >w<

O_O My word, Cass...that...that might work. I'll definitely try all that. I'm glad it's helping you, at least. <:^J

*hugs back again* I'm sorry I've kept you in the dark about all this...I just can't seem to bring myself to tell anyone what's going on even though I'm dying to. x_x

But, seriously, thanks for the advice. You're the best. ^_^

LaurenM 01-06-2013 12:28 AM


Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 400367)
You probably should. <:^/ Your parents can help you by taking you to the library, right?

I did xD They're much nicer than I thought and offered to help me do it because I'm in a hurry, but I have to do the book report myself afterwards.

rebecca 01-06-2013 02:57 AM

My dad is very good at history. Problem is, my unit is on historical medicine and he knows nothing about that.

maxi 01-06-2013 04:07 AM


Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 400236)

Had a breakdown last night. Didn't go to sleep until midnight.

Woke up at 2 P.M. this morning. Felt alright. But now I can't seem to see straight for some reason, my head hurts, and I just feel like I'm in a fog.

*sips my hot green tea* ...

Yeah. I dunno what's up with me today. I may have died and regenerated again *le semi-serious Doctor Who reference*, but I'm still not sure. All I know is that I feel blah. ._.

x__x I really actually felt that way before, Ash, and to me it felt extremely painful and I feel seriously bad for you. :^| I don't want to say something that will upset you so just remember that I am trying to help, helping is what I am always trying to do whenever you have these rants. (: But regenerated? No, seriously, don't go that way and be a different Ash. Don't change, please. D': 2 pm sounds terrible to wake up at--
Crap. )':
...I just can't seem to say anything since I don't want to upset you; it's too easy to come to that urge in me. >__>

lvhamsters 01-06-2013 04:46 AM


Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 400566)

another writer from my school knows about kp and she knows my username so uh she may have seen what I post uh oh ohhhh noooo oh god here we go i can't even tell my friends or my parents


Well writer's block is quite hidden so hopefully she won't find it o3o
yeah my best friend knows my username and if she finds my posts I would die.

lvhamsters 01-06-2013 04:49 AM


Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 400572)

And this girl I'm not sure i really like..

Uh oh o.o
Yeah, hopefully they won't find them >.<

LaurenM 01-06-2013 06:17 AM


Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 400513)
My dad is very good at history. Problem is, my unit is on historical medicine and he knows nothing about that.

My dad's very good at Chinese History. He actually made me love the Three Kingdoms.
I guess sometimes he's fine.

rebecca 01-06-2013 08:34 AM

No one at my school knows. Which is good. I hate people at school

bookworm1999 01-06-2013 08:42 AM

I'm homeschooled... so unless I have something un-nice to say about my fam then... i am all good. Besides I wouldn't say anything bad about them anyways X3

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