SPEAKING OF not knowing...anyone heard from Kay? i sent her a message a few weeks ago, but she hasn't responded...

wait… are you on vacation or something?
and why are you not using capital letters?
and are you depressed right now? D:

and, no, I haven't seen Kay in quite a while…

45 is cold?! Oh gosh, how I wish it was 45... You're in one of the states that got hit by the cold front, didn't you?

We're gonna get negative eight degrees soon. :/

what? no, i went back to school on tuesday. this is just what the desert i live in is like. bleeping hot in the summer, bleeping cold in the winter (even though it doesn't last very long). it's been getting to be 23 F at night, actually, which hasn't happened since the 80s. all the non-native plants are all either dead or badly damaged from the nightly frost, too...which doesn't help my mood...TREE HUGGER, HERE...derp.

i'm surprised you noticed i wasn't using caps. 0_0 meh, my fingers were numb at first, so i didn't bother with the caps or shift key. now i'm just being lazy and kinda apathetic.

yeah, i've been depressed all day long. the walk actually helped, though. also my dog is comforting me. (he went on the walk, too...gosh, he cracks me up...he totally didn't notice this random cat until we were five feet away from it, and he just went crazy...haha....)

:^/ That's what I figured.
Crap, now I'm worried. D:
I had this dream last night....SIX dreams, actually, all with the same theme...hearts. In each dream, I either (a) I needed an artificial heart, and had to go to this creepy clinic place to learn about and choose which procedure to have done, (b) I already had my heart removed and an artificial one put in, but they wouldn't tell me what they did with my heart once they removed it, so I had to search through this creepy hospital to find it, or (c) someone stole my heart (think Once Upon a Time) and I needed to go find them and steal it back. e_o I seriously woke up after every dream and felt my pulse to make sure I actually still had my heart.
MY POINT: All this creepy random heart business reminded me of Kay. Since, y'know, she's been having all those heart problems and might need a new one in the near future.

Meh. Imma go send her another message.

I have terrible social skills, even though I'm an extrovert. I act like I don't care about having little to no friends, but it's not necessarily fun, like when those who have good hearts pity me. It's just lonely, especially when all those other people walk by with five best friends hanging around them.

yep. x_x

O_O Holy mother of sanity...

I used three-fourths of today's 750 words to write out a fantasy of my first day at Interlochen. :P There was momentary happiness, but when I finished...Look, I'm not depressed, just a little...tired.

Be thankful that it's not in the single digits...