Sandy |
01-14-2013 11:35 PM |
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheAshWolf
(Post 407754)
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i'm broken.
they broke me.
(not like crushed broken, or like a broken horse or whatever, but like...pushed a wind-up toy off a table broken.)
that's why i've been acting so strange.
that's why i go from angry to apathetic to depressed in minutes.
i thought i was fixed, yesterday, since i actually felt happy.
now i feel bad again.
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........meh.
i think i just need a hug. cyber hugs are nice and all, but i feel like i need a real hug.
but there's no one to hug.
._.
then again, a hug might not help...i seriously feel like the song Lonely right now.
bleh.
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Oh, Ash... <:^C Oh, Ashley, Ashley, Ashley...
I wish I could find something to say to you. I wish I could find some way to make you feel better, to make you feel less alone--because in the end, we're all shattered in different places of our hearts--but I honestly have no idea. If this were real life, this would be when I give up on words--I really don't use them a lot in real life--and give you a hug.
Whatever sadness you're feeling, Ash, I'm feeling it too.
(Oh gawd, suddenly I sound like Charlie. ._. Never mind... er... this is why I don't talk in real life. *facepalm*)
Maybe not to the same extent, but as much as I can over the internet.
I really don't know what to say or how to react, though; I wish I did.
I guess all I can do is do my best to make you feel like you're not alone. I'm always having weird dreams like the ones you mentioned. I can't tell you the countless times I'm sure I need a new "heart", which I've known for a long time, or when I've needed a new mind. Ugh... I... I don't know. I should probably just click "submit reply" and leave it at that. I'll respond to your emails; I hope I can help somehow, even just a little bit.
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