But I'M the one that realized.... I'm an annpying attention seeker D:

You're not annoying, and you're not an attention seeker as far as I've seen. Attention seeking would be if you posted pointless stuff in massive fonts and unnecessarily bright colours, spelt wrong and in capitals just to make people get annoyed and respond angrily.

Thanks for trying to help...XD

Haha, I'n not exactly the greatest for advice. But you're not an annoying attention seeker and you have every reason to stick around here.

A least, you came early, Depression. At least you didn't get my hopes up.

i feel like self harming

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3zcypsjO8o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZjRMa7Pmj4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bWrLEL_hgo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FV-HPOHu8mY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTgnDLWeeaM
listen to happy music for the rest of the day (unless a non-happy song actually makes you feel better). just try.

I felt like self-harming yesterday but I didn't. You can, too. *hugs*

/hugs
I really hope it all gets better.
You are allowed to be optimistic, you know.Please don't. Stay strong.

....Whaaaaaat? O_O According to that chart...I'm...underweight? #_# I thought I was right where I was supposed to be.

Well, I guess that's what you get when you veg out for months and months without much exercise. Loss of muscle mass. Ugh. Well, then.

*slinks off to eat something and do some push-ups*

Okay, so I just decided to do this since I just really need to let my heart out on this one topic. It's about my love life. When I say that, most people would be like, you? love life? same sentence? what?! But, it's true. So I'm just gonna keep typing what happened and if you feel like reading and replying then, okay, but I'm really just doing this so I can let it all out. You know what I'm saying? Oh, and I'm putting it in like a story format sorta thingy, so um yeah.
Here we go:

So it all started when I was in sixth grade and I liked this guy (we will call him Arty [That's not his real name, btw]). He liked me back and he was in seventh grade. Well, I became quiet close to him and his younger sisters and our parents became good friends. So then, when I was in seventh grade, we didn't really talk much and he started dating this girl and they had a good relationship and about at the end of the school year they broke up. During this whole thing I was kind of jealous because I had known him for two years already. Well, in eighth grade wee still didn't talk much until the end of the year, or this passed summer, when my church youth group went to Disneyland for a day. During that day, he was being really sweet and we getting closer and he would push my hair our of my face and stuff like that. Well, during summer we got closer and closer and then when school started, we started getting farther and farther. So, this past Christmas I got him a present, right? Well, New years eve comes and my family and a whole bunch of other families that we're friends with went to their house for new years eve. He ditched me and his sisters and my friend to go upstairs and hang out with my other friend while she watched the kids. I don't even think he knew he broke my heart, but he did. And she didn't know that I liked him, either so I really can't blame either of them.

Well that's my story. It's funny 'cause the first song that I heard in the new year that same night was Try by Pink, and it really reminds me of my situation. It was TOTALLY by coincidence.
Uuuurgh. Well thanks if you read this and responded. Sorry if you think it's random babbling. It's probably written like random babbling.