The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

Why? It is a question I am worth asking; you need a reason to have that possibility, M and C. Why? Why? Why? Why? ._. My friends; they’re not my friends any more because they have such things as called “girlfriends” and “boyfriends”. And, they are going on dates… <:^C WE ARE IN FREAKING GRADE SIX! Even people who are in Grade 5 are dating and they are friggin ten year olds. What the heck has gone on with life? What are these people; who are these people; what do they want? C is going out with M; oh, how lovely. Now, get back to your desk before I yell at both of you since both of you are my friends. Both of you were friends; not anything more than that. Calm down on the hugging and the maturity; you have more in your lives to look forward to than “dating” each other or whatever it is you call it, idiots. You aren’t even my friends anymore because of this and I don’t get why; some people are dating in Grade 4. What the heck is this nonsense? I mean, I know I like someone. But not more than a friend now. She is nice, a good friend but yeah, she is nothing else than that so calm down with whatever the heck you are doing. Stop hugging, kissing, dating, loving each other. Start off as friends, then when you get into about Year 10, start dating because this—this is just a waste of crappy time in my life to hear rumours about it. I hate you all that aren’t my friends since you are dating people I don’t even know! ^_^ I have nobody as friends except those younger peeps. Bye now! =______=
GOD. >_>

I know exactly how you feel...
Max, you and I are very mature for our age. We find it stupid. They don't.
do you know what I mean?

wildwolf

11-24-2012 07:39 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 366935)

;w; Camiiiiiiiiilllllllllle! *glomps*

Everybodeh's so sad. ._. My brain cannot take the sadness. And I have no idea how to help, other than this: I love all of you guys, and I know we all love each other. No matter what happens, we'll always be here for each other. *sickly-sweet Disney-esque music starts to play* e_e SHUT UP I'M BEING SERIOUS. *throws a rock at a random radio, killing the music* Anyway. ._. Yeah.

Even if you feel depressed, just try to be happy about the things you DO have. I'm not saying you should focus on all the starving children in Whereevertheheck-stan, since that typically just makes people feel worse. I mean....take a moment to just sit down in a place you like to be (your room, the library, a park, etc.), close your eyes for a moment, open them, and name off the colors you can see. Imagine what it'd be like if all you saw was black and white. That would make life SO much more depressing. Now imagine not being able to see. Try to focus on sounds. Play music you like but haven't heard in a while. Focus on the instruments being played. Try to identify each one. Go get some food, maybe something with a lot of ingredients like soup. Without looking at the label, smell it and try to guess each ingredient. Then taste it and guess again.

Just do anything that helps you to appreciate your senses. (That's not illegal of course. XD No drugs, no alcohol.)

Life is hard, sometimes. But it's not as bad as it seems if you just slow down for a bit and enjoy being alive. Keep in mind that cats and most other carnivores can't taste sweet. Know that dogs can't see green. Remember that moles are practically blind. Know that scientists can track a comet throughout the universe, and know where its going to be 5, 10, 15, 100 years from now, but...you probably had a dream last night. And scientists still aren't totally sure how or why you had that dream. And yet, it happened anyway. ;)

Thanks. I just... I'm sick of it.
I'm antisocial. I have no friends. Everybody hates me.
And I don't care.
I don't care about anything anymore. I don't want to care.

bookworm1999

11-24-2012 07:50 AM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 366988)

Thanks. I just... I'm sick of it.
I'm antisocial. I have no friends. Everybody hates me.
And I don't care.
I don't care about anything anymore. I don't want to care.

You must care about something :) You must care you have a home,a warm bed, good, drink,a free country. That its were we define necessity. If you don't care about them,y then please, give them up too someone else who needs them way more than all of us deserve combined. I care for too much not to bless it on other people and rejoice with other people, that is true joy. I work with orphans, and have seen so much happiness in each one of them glad in there own way. And for me, an American, to be there with them, playing with them, loving on them, CARING for them, is greater then receiving aything..

Sorry, big rant >_>

Ruza	11-24-2012 09:12 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 366990)

*exhales slowly* I don't think Camille wants to be told to help orphans at this point in time. She's depressed and suicidal, so I think she needs to focus on herself right now.

wildwolf

11-24-2012 09:19 AM

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Originally Posted by Ruza (Post 366993)

*exhales slowly* I don't think Camille wants to be told to help orphans at this point in time. She's depressed and suicidal, so I think she needs to focus on herself right now.

She meant well...
I feel stuck. And I just can't get un-stuck.

bookworm1999

11-24-2012 09:37 AM

Sorry, didn't mean to if I did. Explain stuck please :)

magsiscool

11-24-2012 09:50 AM

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Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 365135)

Last night, I cut myself.
I didn't have anything sharp enough to make a cut by one slice, so I has to run a relatively sharp wire over the same spot multiple times until it got really red and began to sting hard.
And today I was depressed.
I didn't feel like myself.
I felt like the world was beginning to weigh a lot heavier, the workloads larger, everything worse.
But then, after school with my friends, I was the happiest I'd been all day.
And when I was debating whether or not to cut again tonight, I came to a realization.
And I said to myself, (excuse the French):
F*ck that shit.
I'm only as happy as I want to me, and damn it, being depressed sucks. I hate it. Absolutely hate it.
So although part of me wants to dig out the wire in my closet and hurt myself again, I won't, because I think I deserve to be happy just as much as everyone else does.

Okay.
I just delved into a world of depression for a day and pulled myself right back out.
HOPE Y'ALL ARE FREAKING PROUD OF ME. xD *lolz*

:O :O :O Dont worry CT. I'll get pinkie pie to come to ur house and to kick that depressedness to da moon. But seriously im really srry. Im having a bit of depression problems myself. Now do me a favor and stay away from sharp objects. Unless pinkie pie gets out of control and therefor, you must use force. AND DONT BE DRINKING UNICORN BLOOD

LaurenM

11-24-2012 11:20 AM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 366988)

Thanks. I just... I'm sick of it.
I'm antisocial. I have no friends. Everybody hates me.
And I don't care.
I don't care about anything anymore. I don't want to care.

I sometimes don't care about anything at all, but I don't want to.
I don't feel particularly depressed, but sometimes I just want to curl up and cry for no reason at all.

HeatherB

11-24-2012 12:48 PM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 366996)

She meant well...
I feel stuck. And I just can't get un-stuck.

That's me, too.

11-24-2012 05:03 PM

I don't know who my true friends are anymore...

I don't even know if I want to be their friend...

lvhamsters

11-24-2012 05:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 367092)

I don't know who my true friends are anymore...

I don't even know if I want to be their friend...

What happened? D:

maxi	11-24-2012 05:35 PM

My book will be published in two weeks and no one cares.

11-24-2012 05:47 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 367094)

What happened? D:

I don't really know, to be honest. I just feel like a backup friend...or someone they run to when they need someone. I mean, most of the time they're really awesom, but they gossip and lie and bleh...

Next year, in highschool, my school and the catholic school near ours mix together, and I have a few friends from that school...

CACrools

11-24-2012 05:49 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 367097)

My book will be published in two weeks and no one cares.

I care, thats going to be amazing! I can't wait to see it. (I think I'm going to write the Wikipedia page for it)

nngo	11-24-2012 06:20 PM

I'm pretty sure everyone feels somewhat depressed, but most of us don't have clinical depression.

lvhamsters

11-24-2012 08:25 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 367097)

My book will be published in two weeks and no one cares.

OMG! That's awesome ^o^ CONGRATS! I care O3O

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 367099)

Aw :( I hate that feeling. At least you'll make more friends next year, but it's always hard to leave older friends.

Cherrybomb

11-24-2012 08:42 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 367097)

My book will be published in two weeks and no one cares.

In two weeks! :D ^_^ I'll be looking out for it. Congratulations! :D

No one cares? NO ONE CARES?? agdfgjdlhdjsljsj THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE.

meerkat

11-24-2012 08:46 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 367097)

My book will be published in two weeks and no one cares.

Wow! Which book?

maxi	11-24-2012 08:47 PM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 367144)

Wow! Which book?

Future Wars Bk 1.

Lily09

11-24-2012 10:17 PM

My mom's okay with me being Atheist, and so's my brother. They don't care at all.
Today I was talking to my dad, and he's like, "You're Bhuddist." and I replied, "No, I'm Atheist. I don't have a religion." His response was, "No, our family is Bhuddist. You're Bhuddist."
Even though I'm still not changing to Bhuddist, it kind of upset me that he didn't accept it. I can think for my own, and aren't parents supposed to encourage children to be themselves and form their own thoughts?

soph-soph27

11-24-2012 10:24 PM

I don't know. Nowadays, when I come online I hardly recognize anyone on the main page. Things just dropped from when I first came to KP. It's so different. I'm not really a newbie anymore, nor someone who can claim a place worth mentioning on KP. I haven't had my second yearaversary yet. Maybe I'll leave. I don't know.

Lily09

11-24-2012 10:27 PM

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 367199)

Don't leave. C'mon, soph. I've been here for three years, you can get through a few more months.

soph-soph27

11-24-2012 10:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367201)

Don't leave. C'mon, soph. I've been here for three years, you can get through a few more months.

You seem determined. How did anyone make it to three years? I'm being selfish. You're right. Compared to what I've seen, you've seen countless generations of Kpers pass along. I'm sorry.

soph-soph27

11-24-2012 10:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367198)

I can't exactly say I relate, but that sounds upsetting. I myself am a Deist.

Lily09

11-24-2012 11:12 PM

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 367202)

You seem determined. How did anyone make it to three years? I'm being selfish. You're right. Compared to what I've seen, you've seen countless generations of Kpers pass along. I'm sorry.

I'm planning on leaving WB soon. I mean, I've already pretty much left the mainsite. My name's logged in, but I rarely even do anything. *shrugs* Just hang out on WB.
There's always some good members in the new generation.
Sure, Sagar and SS and all the other 09'ers are gone, but LST came in 2010 and so did Kay(but she left) and Sandy.
Some people in 2011, I mainly talked to LJM(who is also from 2009) and LST and some others.
And now it's 2012, where KidPub seems to being going downhill, but hey there's nngo. She's not like a lot of the newer members that just seem to want, "your story is amazing blah blah!". She's really cool. I know I'm forgetting a lot, but I'm just naming the people off the top of my head that I talk frequently.

I've felt like there were people that were at the top like LST, TheAshWolf, WolfWriter, and Sandy. Popular for amazing stories, being mature, and being amazing KidPubbians.
And then there's people who are also at the top-ish but slightly less below like nngo, wildwolf, maxi, AA. They mainly got popular from good stories, being mature, being awesome, and posting on Writers Block alot.
Then there's people like you and I(I think I'm over here?) and HeatherB and meerkat and Owen who are pretty well known and people will stop by to say, "Hello, how are you doing?" and have a conversation. We get here for good stories, but maybe we came in when our generation is dwindling or when the times were bad so our stories didn't get noticed. We post on WB pretty frequently and we're awesome, just like the majority on KidPub.
Then there are the newer generation, who nobody on WB really recognizes because we're mostly from 2010 or 2011. Most of them are okayish but we don't know them too well.
Sounds a lot like highschool right xD Well, at least that is how I class KPers. But don't worry, just hang on in there and talk to people.

meerkat

11-25-2012 12:10 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367198)

i don't like hinduism. it's just complete nonsense to me, and i only pretend to believe it. but my parents don't understand. my dad's okay with it, but my mom and basically all my other relatives are trying to get me to stop being atheist. just don't listen to your parents. you can pretend to be buddhist, but don't actually believe in the stuff.

nngo	11-25-2012 12:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367227)

I see where you're getting that. I have had my doubts about Kidpub, as I do not find it 'fitting' to post my works on anymore. I don't quite have a *use* for KP anymore, but I don't mind staying on WB and just lurking. Sometimes I come across a good story on the NSP, though, and it's slightly uplifting. And yes, I have also been struck with the 'old' symptom, quite early on. The 'old' symptom of finding it hard to relate with the new people, finding the new people confusing, finding the new stories less interesting, and finding the next generation even more decadent than the last. Kind of depressing, but it is more often than not.

And me? Cool? Psshaw. xD But thank you, I appreciate being *cool* once in a while. :P

I plan on staying on WB further, maybe just as a lurker, as I don't really have much to do or much to say, really, but I would be officially 'staying' until I decide that there is absolutely nothing left for me, which is highly unlikely, as LST has not finished his Slender KP story yet. :P And yeah, KP is kind of turning out like 'high school' nowadays.

Lily09

11-25-2012 01:30 AM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 367290)

I don't really like pretending, because I'd rather be who I am than pretend to be someone I'm not.

Lily09

11-25-2012 01:33 AM

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 367299)

Yeah, I just hang around on WB. It's kind of terrible that you had to join in 2012, you would have loved 2010 and 2011.

Yes, you're cool ^_^ Or uncool, if you're going by Gerard Way's quote, "Stop trying to be cool, because you'll never be cool." or i dunno but youre awesome

bookworm1999

11-25-2012 02:06 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367227)

Then i'm with you, been here for about two years and nobody has really cared about me :/

bookworm1999

11-25-2012 02:31 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 367311)

I haven't even been here for a year and no-one knows me XD

I have seen you around before. Hi, i'm Kendra :D

Lily09

11-25-2012 02:55 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 367308)

Then i'm with you, been here for about two years and nobody has really cared about me :/

Yeah. I mean, people notice me, I guess. LST, nngo, LJM, and a few others but I don't think I'm very well known.

LaurenM

11-25-2012 07:46 AM

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 367299)

I hate being the oldie. I'm kind of glad I'm still in F1, with five more whopping years to spend at my new school, which is kind of awesome. I wouldn't like seeing **** and ***** and ****** leaving.
Excuse my rambling ._.

HeatherB

11-25-2012 08:39 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367198)

I tried to tell both of my parents I wasn't ready for confirmation (at my Christian church), and they forced me into it. >_> The church is all right and the people are nicer than one would expect, but that doesn't change the way I feel about religion--which is, I need time. So I'm technically confirmed as a Lutheran now. But when doing my high school admissions forms, my parents put me down as 'Lutheran' and I tried to get them to change it. I said that I didn't really feel like a Lutheran and that I hadn't been ready for confirmation (which is true; I just said it as gently as I could to not provoke... hard... feelings... :P). My mom refused. She said, and I quote, "The only thing I would ever require you to do as my daughter is to be a Lutheran." Half a year later, it still hurts. I'm leaning more and more towards Quakerism, what my school teaches--and what's been pounded in my brain for 9 years, IDK, I'm biased, it's a cool religion, so what. But I'm still confirmed. It's annoying and conflicting. Just... if there's anything like that in Buddhism, being confirmed, making a commitment, don't do it unless you're SURE it's okay.

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 367199)

I don't even go on the main page anymore. And I haven't had my first yearaversary yet. :P

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 367290)

Ha! Same with me and being a Lutheran... :3 I'm just pretending so I don't 'disappoint' my mom or whatever.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367305)

I don't really like pretending, because I'd rather be who I am than pretend to be someone I'm not.

This's true, but if your mom bites your head off as an alternative... well...

CACrools

11-25-2012 10:01 AM

Nooooo, don't leave, (and no, I'm not quoting all of you), but I mean, we need the oldies, because that's what makes KP so awesome! I'm one of the newbies, and yeah, maybe my writing isn't as amazing as some others *coughcoughSANDYcoughcough*, but I still try, and I really hope you all stay for a while too.
Sometimes, because I don't know someone's username, I'll go on the main site, type their username in, and find some of there works and find what their actual name is (on the main site), and the last time they posted, and all that other crap. But I mean, I sincerely care.

MaggieMay

11-25-2012 02:32 PM

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 367357)

Yeah, there are a lot of newbies these days... I can still remember the old days where I was, like, one of the only newbies. xD'

But just because they're new doesn't mean they're necessarily horrible writers. I mean, J. K. Rowling wasn't on KP and she's still an amazing writer, if you know what I mean. xD

11-25-2012 02:56 PM

Guys, my second yearaversary is in 20 days!!! :O

CACrools

11-25-2012 03:07 PM

Thats awesome Caleigh!

Lily09

11-25-2012 03:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 367536)

Guys, my second yearaversary is in 20 days!!! :O

Really? My third's on December 21! Congrats!(20 days early xD)

11-25-2012 03:51 PM

I feel lonely...like no one is truly my friend, even though I know that's not true. I have at least one true friend, but I ditched her because I thought I was so much better than her, but I over the weekend while I've been sick, I've realized what a b**** I've been recently. I mean, who just ditches their best friend like that? I thought I had a group of friends who would never leave me, but that's a lie. I don't know who to trust anymore and I'm about to start crying like a little baby because I don't even know who I am anymore. I thought I was the funny girl who made everyone laugh, but I DON'T FREAKING KNOW. My friend has said some pretty hurtful stuff to me, and when I confronted her about it, she said she would stop. Within a week the insults were back and I don't know how much longer I can take it.

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