cool so apparently i can't vent to people about my parents
but my mom can vent to other people about me and possibly just call it 'isaac issues'

aaaand my mom says she found like a behavioural psychologist or something for me to talk to
i'm effing scared
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how the fuck am i supposed to trust you if you call this shit 'isaac issues'

Whelp. Here comes that part where i suck again

I have no idea.


BUUUT I am in second place for our school for the Math Olympiad. So good.

Yes, you shouldn't ever.

Is that true? If it is, would you rather stay depressed, then? Do what you think is best, LST.
You're not those things. And do cry. It's better than bottling everything up inside.

I have those days too...
THEY'RE HYPOCRITES.

Congratulations! :D

I don't know what just happened....:/

I was texting my best friend, and we were talking. Then...I don't know how to explain it, but there was a weird shift in the conversation. I tried to shake it off, because we've had awkward moments before, but not like this.

Then my best friend texts me 'sapp.' I thought she meant sup, so I answered and she was like no, I meant sap. I asked her what she meant because I really didn't understand and she turned all weird. She was like "I see how it is..." and then when I asked her what she was talking about, she was like "whatever. Forget about it." I told her to tell me and she told me she was half asleep.

At this point I really didn't want to fight, so I tried to shake it off again. And then she texts me back and says "I think I'm going to be asleep. Good idea." At first I didn't understand that, but I do now....she's ignoring me. :/ I've tried texting her like three times and she isn't answering, and I really don't know what to do. :(

I miss you.

:3 ignore her idk

I miss you too.

Thanks. /:

:))

I love you.

Depressed? Maybe...

If I ever need to write a scene of a character being burned from the character's perspective, I'd just have to dunk myself in massaging cream. MY THIGH.

(:

I love you too. (:

^^ Thank you. /: I'm trying it now.

dont you sometimes wish you didnt have friendS?
with all that drama and whatnot......

DX

nuuuuhhhhhooooooo!!
will mcr still,like, sing though?

The upside to being a girl with a generic name:
Chances are, there's a pretty awesome love song out there somewhere with your name in it. ^_^
(In my case, it's an Escape the Fate song. And it makes me feel less depressed/alone when I listen to it. <:^J)

Nice. :D
Kendra.
Nope.

One of my closest friends is replacing me.
My best friend may lose contact with me.
My favourite band just broke up.
Like wow what am I even living for

I feel like fucking crying okay I need a fucking hug

World is still turning.
You are still breathing.
I am currently hugging you because I am sorry.
I hope things get better, but it isn't the end :3
You have so many here willing to glomp you and share things with you, and love on you till they can't love anymore :D

Meh thank gosh I'm at a sleepover thank gosh I can't cut here

*shakes finger*
NUUUUUUP.
Nup, nup, nup.
You not do :D

You can't do this to me.
You can't do this to us.
You don't just fucking say you will be releasing a new album and then write a six sentence paragraph about breaking up, goddamit, you wrote a two page essay on cereal, but you can't even say goodbye properly?
I dunno if I should be pissed or sad or numb at you, MCR.

MCR broke up.









D^8 We are all doomed...



this is the end
hold your breath
and count to ten
feel the earth move
and then
hear my heart
b u r s t
again


I'm down.

For Tredom:
http://www.kidpub.com/story/l-s-tred...hink-895136198

Max, but what fucking sucks is that they can write a two page fucking report about cereal but they only give us six sentences and they don't even sound like they care.

Geez, Gerard. Your singing... gone? We're all lost.

I think we should be happy with the music we have from them.

*huggles*
I'll email you what she said, okay?

Your friend is wrong to replace you.
I will not lose contact with you, short of being locked in my room all day. I'll find a way to talk to you at least some.
There's still their old music… and they'll probably pursue individual projects. I know it's not the same, but…
*hugs*

Now I'll never get to see them live.
And they won't be coming out with any more albums.
Sic transit gloria, go away.

I'd known it all afternoon, but the reality's finally set in and I'm even more "NOOOO" than ever.

Oh God.

I should be practicing. I have another four songs to memorize.

But I am freaking tired.

MCR broke up? nononononononono
They can't break up.
What are they thinking???
Until they die they can't break up!!!
nononononono

They have dashed all our hopes and dreams.
Someone should start a protest.
NO MCR BREAKUP
NO MCR BREAKUP

why can't i just crawl through my laptop screen and give you a hug
it's 2013
physical cyberspace traversing should've been invented by now
virtual hugs are just not as good

This has to be an April Fool's joke or something.
pleaseeesayitwasanaprilfoolsjoke!!!!

NO MCR BREAK UP!
NO MCR BREAK UP!
NO MCR BREAK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stop. Just stop. You are making yourself feel even worse by outing yourself down like that. You out of all people should know that you aren't a monster.

Stop putting yourself down!

*huggles* Nothing I can say will help you except I will always be here for you. :D

MCR. No.

Did they post ANYTHING about why they're breaking up???

(I'm not okay. Promise.) XDXD