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AlgebraAddict 03-29-2013 07:14 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445539)
btw, burritos are disgusting.
just my opinion.

Yes, they are.

You should eat more.

.

HeatherB 03-29-2013 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 445540)

You should eat more.

.

No, I shouldn't.
I should eat less.
Far less.

HeatherB 03-29-2013 07:47 PM

guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...

i thought so too.
past tense.

HeatherB 03-29-2013 07:52 PM

god i just love you people so freaking much
and i don't deserve any of it but
i just
i don't know
i need to be happier
goddammit

AlgebraAddict 03-29-2013 07:52 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445546)
No, I shouldn't.
I should eat less.
Far less.


No. You're wrong.

CACrools 03-29-2013 10:42 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445549)
guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...

i thought so too.
past tense.

I sing that song in Choir.

LaurenM 03-29-2013 11:32 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445343)
and yes, this would confirm it.

Nothing would confirm it. These are all opinions, not facts.
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 445514)
No, because they believe that even though it's an Anglican school that everyone has beliefs and it's not fair to grade the un-religious people.

Your school is awesome. My school is Anglican too, but they grade us on religion as well.
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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 445538)
I haven't talked in more than one syllable in about three days.

It's so peaceful inside my head.

I like it like this.

Yay for the peace.
Not sure about the monosyllable conversations.

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 01:34 AM

GUISE, I GONNA RANT. I'm sorry if any of this sounds worried, don't worry it's not to anyone in particular. Other than my best friend. Haha. So . . . here it comes.

You know what? You guys are lucky to be blessed with life. You're lucky to be on this earth. Think of what would happen if you were in another body? Would it be that great? The world is gonna bring something bad on you sometime, somehow, so why not be a boss and just step right through it as if nothing happened? Instead of clinging on to the memory, the pain? I know, easier said than done, but by no means does that mean it can't be done. You just gotta pull through and stay strong. Get that? STAY STRONG. And it's even selfish taking your own life. Think of all the kids out there, even the adults, who have some illness where they're dying, and think of how much they want to live. They want to live.
You've been blessed. Take none of life for granted. <3

AlgebraAddict 03-30-2013 11:51 AM

I threw up last night. And now I'm being quarantined. XD

HeatherB 03-30-2013 05:51 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 445554)
No. You're wrong.

No. I'm right.
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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 445586)
Nothing would confirm it. These are all opinions, not facts.

It's my opinion about myself, which is pretty damn close to a fact.

AlgebraAddict 03-30-2013 05:57 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445691)
No. I'm right.

It's my opinion about myself, which is pretty damn close to a fact.

Opinions might be facts. No one knows. But they can't all be facts, because they contradict each other.

HeatherB 03-30-2013 06:21 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 445695)
Opinions might be facts. No one knows. But they can't all be facts, because they contradict each other.

This is true.

L.S.Trendom 03-30-2013 07:04 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445691)
No. I'm right.

It's my opinion about myself, which is pretty damn close to a fact.

an incorrect fact
because you are effing awesome

MaryElizabeth 03-30-2013 07:16 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445691)
No. I'm right.

It's my opinion about myself, which is pretty damn close to a fact.

Stop being fucking stubborn and accept the fact that you're the closest that a girl our age can get to fucking perfection: you have a great taste in music, you're a fantastic writer, you fucking ship Klaine, and you're definitely going places.

HeatherB 03-30-2013 07:35 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 445710)
an incorrect fact
because you are effing awesome

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 445713)
Stop being fucking stubborn and accept the fact that you're the closest that a girl our age can get to fucking perfection: you have a great taste in music, you're a fantastic writer, you fucking ship Klaine, and you're definitely going places.

all right just go and make me cry why don't you

((no thank you i love you both goddammit i'm sorry))

HeatherB 03-30-2013 07:36 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 445713)
Stop being fucking stubborn and accept the fact that you're the closest that a girl our age can get to fucking perfection: you have a great taste in music, you're a fantastic writer, you fucking ship Klaine, and you're definitely going places.

so i may or may not have just opened this post in a new tab and bookmarked it as 'friendly reminder'

cheezemziez 03-30-2013 07:38 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 445713)
Stop being fucking stubborn and accept the fact that you're the closest that a girl our age can get to fucking perfection: you have a great taste in music, you're a fantastic writer, you fucking ship Klaine, and you're definitely going places.

This.

HeatherB 03-30-2013 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 445726)
This.

and i cry again

soph-soph27 03-30-2013 08:01 PM

FAFM was already reflecting my life, broken, a shell of what it never was in the first place.

Now i'm going to do it again, suffer again through Who I'm Not, an ironic acronym of WIN, when all i'll do is lose more.

I've lost everything, well mostly, and i don't know if i care, maybe i don't, but i don't think i care.

So i give up, not in futility, but in finality.

MaryElizabeth 03-30-2013 08:03 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445722)
all right just go and make me cry why don't you

((no thank you i love you both goddammit i'm sorry))

And we love you, too. Keep that in mind.
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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 445723)
so i may or may not have just opened this post in a new tab and bookmarked it as 'friendly reminder'

Good. You need to accept what I said at some point.

Lily09 03-30-2013 08:34 PM

My life is just an entire pile of, "Hm... I'm not sure if this is the right thing to do, but whatever, I'll do it anyway!" And I only end up regretting it later. At the time, I feel like I've done the right thing. However, whenever I look back, I realize that almost every decision I make is an unsure step. It's a step to nowhere clear, it's just a step in hopes it will make my life so much better. I can't say I regret losing you now, but maybe someday I will. And you continue to pop up in my life, so I wonder if you're meant to stay or go.
Confusion.

L.S.Trendom 03-30-2013 08:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 445761)
My life is just an entire pile of, "Hm... I'm not sure if this is the right thing to do, but whatever, I'll do it anyway!" And I only end up regretting it later. At the time, I feel like I've done the right thing. However, whenever I look back, I realize that almost every decision I make is an unsure step. It's a step to nowhere clear, it's just a step in hopes it will make my life so much better. I can't say I regret losing you now, but maybe someday I will. And you continue to pop up in my life, so I wonder if you're meant to stay or go.
Confusion.

You can't always know if what you're doing is the right thing, but you tried to do what you thought was right, and that's important too. *hugs*

L.S.Trendom 03-30-2013 09:05 PM

It's kind of funny.
The thought, "I am a worthless f***ed up piece of s**t and I deserve to die," even when I mutter it for 20 minutes straight, nonstop, doesn't really worry/scare me at all, I'm incapable of feeling such emotions toward it.
But the thought that I am/might be going to therapy (unless my mom is lying again) really effing terrifies me.

MaryElizabeth 03-30-2013 09:10 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 445774)
It's kind of funny.
The thought, "I am a worthless f***ed up piece of s**t and I deserve to die," even when I mutter it for 20 minutes straight, nonstop, doesn't really worry/scare me at all, I'm incapable of feeling such emotions toward it.
But the thought that I am/might be going to therapy (unless my mom is lying again) really effing terrifies me.

Push those thoughts away. I know things are fucked up. Things are fucked up for me, too. I have to worry about faith, family, my friends, and all of the idiotic motherfuckers around me, but it's amazing people like you who we need to survive, and be the next Gerard Way who saves a kid's life, or the next J.K. Rowling who snaps a teenager's ignorant brain into realizing that it's okay to be different, to be brave, to be gay, to be strange. If the rest of us don't make it, you need to.

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 09:16 PM

Bleh.
I'm ignored.

L.S.Trendom 03-30-2013 09:22 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 445786)
Bleh.
I'm ignored.

No you aren't. *smothers you in hugs*
Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 445780)
Push those thoughts away. I know things are fucked up. Things are fucked up for me, too. I have to worry about faith, family, my friends, and all of the idiotic motherfuckers around me, but it's amazing people like you who we need to survive, and be the next Gerard Way who saves a kid's life, or the next J.K. Rowling who snaps a teenager's ignorant brain into realizing that it's okay to be different, to be brave, to be gay, to be strange. If the rest of us don't make it, you need to.

Thanks…
I'm not amazing, though, and the world will be just fine/probably better for the most part without me.

Lily09 03-30-2013 09:24 PM

"the world will be fine without me"
aha
ahaha
ahahaha
no

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 09:27 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 445790)
No you aren't. *smothers you in hugs*


Thanks…
I'm not amazing, though, and the world will be just fine/probably better for the most part without me.

Yersh i ish o3o

D: ~le gasps~ LST NOT AMAZING????!?!? ~mind cannot comprehend/explodes~
You are seriously, utterly the most amazing person i've talked to.
THE WORLD WILL DIE.

MaryElizabeth 03-30-2013 09:30 PM

All of this is crashing back at me. How I'm forcing myself to go through with Confirmation, and how I'm going to a Catholic school because it's got a good education only, how Anna has to deal with so much shit just because of her sexuality, and how I should keep in touch, but I don't, how I don't believe that my "friends" care about me, how all I want to do is make a difference with writing, but I can't go to a school to learn to do that because of money, how so many things are fucked up with the idiots around me, how I'm from a long line of assholes, how I'm always going to have to think about how my grandparents are passive aggressive, lazy racists, how I don't seem to be more than a biracial, arrogant, reader to people around me, how I can't manage to talk to people because of my own issues, how things aren't getting better. Things aren't getting better for anyone.

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 09:34 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 445795)
All of this is crashing back at me. How I'm forcing myself to go through with Confirmation, and how I'm going to a Catholic school because it's got a good education only, how Anna has to deal with so much shit just because of her sexuality, and how I should keep in touch, but I don't, how I don't believe that my "friends" care about me, how all I want to do is make a difference with writing, but I can't go to a school to learn to do that because of money, how so many things are fucked up with the idiots around me, how I'm from a long line of assholes, how I'm always going to have to think about how my grandparents are passive aggressive, lazy racists, how I don't seem to be more than a biracial, arrogant, reader to people around me, how I can't manage to talk to people because of my own issues, how things aren't getting better. Things aren't getting better for anyone.

Aw :( Just go with the flow. Things will get better eventually. I know, I know, easier said than done, but in every bad situation, it eventually gets better. ^^

Lily09 03-30-2013 09:35 PM

SLEEPING WITH SIRENS IS LITERALLY FIVE MINUTES AWAY
I CANT BELIEVE I SAID NO TO THIS THING
I DIDNT KNOW THEY WOULD BE HERE
I DIDNT KNOW SWS AND MSI WOULD BE HERE
I THOUGHT IT WAS ALL CRAP BANDS
UGH SWS IS FIVE MINUTES AWAY
FUCK EVERYTHING
*stabs self*

Lily09 03-30-2013 09:36 PM

ughughgugh
IM GONNA FUCKING CRY GUISE
SLEEPING
WITH
SIRENS
AND I DONT HAVE TICKETS BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS CRAP BANDS ONLY SO LIKE NO IM GONNA FUCKING RIP MY HEAD OFF

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 09:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 445798)
SLEEPING WITH SIRENS IS LITERALLY FIVE MINUTES AWAY
I CANT BELIEVE I SAID NO TO THIS THING
I DIDNT KNOW THEY WOULD BE HERE
I DIDNT KNOW SWS AND MSI WOULD BE HERE
I THOUGHT IT WAS ALL CRAP BANDS
UGH SWS IS FIVE MINUTES AWAY
FUCK EVERYTHING
*stabs self*

MAKE A RUN FOR IT! GO GO GO D: Sneak in somehow? ~headesks~ ~le would have climbed over thousands of walls and such to be there~
Jealousy O.o

Lily09 03-30-2013 09:38 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 445800)
MAKE A RUN FOR IT! GO GO GO D: Sneak in somehow? ~headesks~ ~le would have climbed over thousands of walls and such to be there~
Jealousy O.o

nO I CANT I DONT HAVE TICKETS AND GETTING CAUGHT WOULD BE AWFUL
FUCKING SLEEPING WITH SIRENS

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 09:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 445801)
nO I CANT I DONT HAVE TICKETS AND GETTING CAUGHT WOULD BE AWFUL
FUCKING SLEEPING WITH SIRENS

;~; Oh my gosh. I am so sorry. I am so so so sorry D':

Lily09 03-30-2013 09:41 PM

So, through my bedroom window, it sounded like Shut Me Up by Mindless Self Indulgence was just playing a few minutes ago, which is the only reason I checked the website, and MSI IS here, so fml.

L.S.Trendom 03-30-2013 09:46 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 445795)
All of this is crashing back at me. How I'm forcing myself to go through with Confirmation, and how I'm going to a Catholic school because it's got a good education only, how Anna has to deal with so much shit just because of her sexuality, and how I should keep in touch, but I don't, how I don't believe that my "friends" care about me, how all I want to do is make a difference with writing, but I can't go to a school to learn to do that because of money, how so many things are fucked up with the idiots around me, how I'm from a long line of assholes, how I'm always going to have to think about how my grandparents are passive aggressive, lazy racists, how I don't seem to be more than a biracial, arrogant, reader to people around me, how I can't manage to talk to people because of my own issues, how things aren't getting better. Things aren't getting better for anyone.

*hugs*
Things can get better. Just… sometimes it's really hard for them to do so, and it takes a while. Don't lose hope.
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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 445794)
Yersh i ish o3o

D: ~le gasps~ LST NOT AMAZING????!?!? ~mind cannot comprehend/explodes~
You are seriously, utterly the most amazing person i've talked to.
THE WORLD WILL DIE.

I'm not ignoring you. D:

I'm nooottt.
wat this sentence makes no sense to me whatsoever???

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 445791)
"the world will be fine without me"
aha
ahaha
ahahaha
no

For the most part, yeah.

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 09:54 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 445803)
So, through my bedroom window, it sounded like Shut Me Up by Mindless Self Indulgence was just playing a few minutes ago, which is the only reason I checked the website, and MSI IS here, so fml.

walk towards the amazing musical genius *o*

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 445805)
*hugs*
Things can get better. Just… sometimes it's really hard for them to do so, and it takes a while. Don't lose hope.


I'm not ignoring you. D:

I'm nooottt.
wat this sentence makes no sense to me whatsoever???


For the most part, yeah.

You're not :3 other people are XDDD
>8| Yesh. You. Are. NOW SHHHH leave it at that :3
O.o it doesn't make sense to me either XD

lvhamsters 03-30-2013 10:10 PM

Ahem. Please ignore this. I just need to type out all that has gone wrong in the past month. (In no particular order)
Being told to die like three times.
My computer caught a virus and I can't turn it on and it can't be fixed for another week.
My nook stopped working.
My phone is dead.
My ipod was stolen, therefore I have no access to music other than on this computer.
I've been sick.
Therefore unable to attend track.
I have no new books to read.
Multiple big family issues.
My sweet puppy died.

And quite a few other things.

L.S.Trendom 03-30-2013 10:14 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 445810)
Ahem. Please ignore this. I just need to type out all that has gone wrong in the past month. (In no particular order)
Being told to die like three times.
My computer caught a virus and I can't turn it on and it can't be fixed for another week.
My nook stopped working.
My phone is dead.
My ipod was stolen, therefore I have no access to music other than on this computer.
I've been sick.
Therefore unable to attend track.
I have no new books to read.
Multiple big family issues.
My sweet puppy died.

And quite a few other things.

*massive hugs* DD:
*hands happie*
I'm sorry…


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