Just one of those days when you hate absolutely everything.

You can have a lie-in. You're unconscious when you sleep (you don't say) so you won't have to be conscious.

I need to drown myself in something to distract me from reality before I go insane.

If anyone needs me, I'll be reading VM. Sandy, you're a lifesaver.

maybe i shouldn't be listening to sad songs while I'm on my second rebound... ._.

Ash... seriously. What happened?

that's just it. nothing happened. today was actually a good day, until i watched the end of that ******* movie. plus i have this terrible feeling, like i have to do something important but i forget exactly what it is but i know i have to do it....darn anxiety...

plus im just suddenly sick of everything. (again. darn feeling keeps going away and coming back randomly.) ugh. this song pretty much sums up how that feels right now: Runaway Train http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDl3iUo__dY

This is probably because you have not yet seen me have a meltdown. I do have anger management issues, that I am beginning to control, but still are incredibly dangerous. Yes it is 77% because seven is my favourite number and I could not exactly use 83% in my made up statistics *coughcoughBarneyStinson*. I talk/type like this because I can. If it makes me look cool-headed, then good for hot-tempered, violent little me...because honestly, I'm sometimes like a berserker, that anything can set off...my sister going on the laptop, or sitting in the front of the car when I want to. Or sensible things, like someone sitting in my 'spot' in the car, or people discussing uncomfortable topics *coughboobscough*, teasing me about said topics or people just doing things I don't like, such as stealing free food.

Ash, I'm pretty crap at empathy, I even scored 'probably ASD' on the empathy quotient, so...I can't really help, because all of my techniques are either read fantasy of the purest kind, or research something, anything. Research, funnily enough, rarely helps anyone else.

But Ash, I don't change my feelings about things easily, and yes I'm now relatively popular and (in)famous on KidPub, yet I am still in awe of you. You were one of the first few authors I saw that had enormous fanclubs, amazing work. This won't be helping you much, I'm sure, but despite all your issues, I still look up to you, because you inspired me in my early KP days.

What can I say? I'm easy to make an impression on.

Researching doesn't help me much, though I haven't tried before.
I got the same. I'm hunting around for personality tests and I got 14 for the empathy one.

I also did the online alexithymia test. Now that one was good.

Alexithymia? What's that?
Never mind, I'm looking it up.

It's the...one where people struggle putting words to emotions.

I looked it up.

Did you take le test?

*Stares at for a moment sadly*
*Stands up and shoves hands in pockets*
*Pads up to*
*Stands slumped over in front of you for a second*
*Suddenly embraces in hug and squeezes eyes shut*
"You're amazing Ash, don't forget it."

I don't want to say I know what you mean, because that would make me not only feel insensitive, but guilty as well. We're all different people on the internet, and you happen to have a the air of someone who's confident, always ready to do.

No.
I don't think you can ever be insensitive. Rebecca and I both scored 'probably ASD' in an empathy test and 78% (I forgot the exact percentage) for antisocial disorder.

no, i wouldn't wish that horrid curse on anyone--not amazingness levels being dangerously high, but immortality. and i do have to digress with you on the point of my amazingness anyways.
it probably is.

That's really nice of you to say. But when I am insensitive, I'm really harsh. I scare myself, my friends. That's one of the reasons I lost one of my closest friends, because we weren't as close, and I was oozingw ith sarcasm when she got upset and said: What's wrong with you? It's just sarcasm. Well, I think your sarcasm didn't used to be so icy.

*hugs and happy songs for both of you*

Oh, I get them all the time. My friends come and go.
Somehow, they managed to get use to my cynicism. Which is why they can never sense it when I'm actually genuine.
/pats-shoulder. We are on the same boat.

You aren't insensitive. I missed that completely.

I don't think I even care that I'm a loner.

I always thought that was good, but...I don't know. Oh well.

I hate that feeling when you feel selfish for ever thinking, "Why does no one comment on my stories?"

I guess it's more than that really. It's more, "Why does NO ONE READ MY STORIES?!" Note the caps and panicky feel. The bold on 'no one' and 'read'.
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So, that is me. And I absolutely hate writing this but my hand won me over. So here I am......

Don't worry, I feel that way a lot. If I didn't spam WB and AN with links to new stories I'd probably get no comments whatsoever.

You as in me or Sophie? And missed what?
I got kind of used to it, especially because KP is a commenting wreck.
I only have one comment most of the time, which is Rebecca, unless we start a small conversation there.

And we always start conversations.

I think I'm going to participate in the Day of Silence on the 19th, if I can work up the courage. Anyone else?

I might. I'd like to.

What's the Day of Silence?

When people in support of LGBTs take a vow of silence for the entire day, to symbolize how LGBTs across America are silenced because of who they are.

I'm doing it.

Sad, Hyper, Bored
 

I'm sad because it's a really nice day out so I want to go do something outdoors but I can't because I have stinking bronchitis. Plus, my older sister and puppy have been going outside together and playing and my best friend, who lives next door, comes out too. And it always has to be when I'm sick and can't leave the house. :(

I'm hyper because I can't go outside, so I have a lot of energy. I can't even do Just Dance or Kinect stuff because that might make my cough worse and then I'd have to wait longer to go outside and play. I can't do anything that gets rid of my energy so I have an endless amount and showing it makes my older sister irritated. :eek:

I'm bored because I can't do anything since I'm sick. No outside, no games that cause me to be active, no new books, no new games, Writer's Block so I can't write... And the other stuff I could do I don't want to because it's more fun with two people and everyone is too busy doing whatever. What to do?!?!?!?!

absolutely.

I'm going to participate.

Bronchitis? Ain't nobody got time fo dat!

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