ily all so much <3

It really would, I wish sexuality and crap was just something you automatically just Know. LIke, am I straight or bi or a lesbian or what? I usually write or draw or something, but I feel like I dont have enough time. I have a huge research paper and a project with a paper due in about a month. I just have no idea what I'm doing or how to actually research it and not bs like in the middle school era of my life and through to now. I feel like Mr. T expects me to know though, and I don't feel like I can do it and I'm just stressed about it. And because I'm trying to figure that out I don't feel like I have time for my art and crap which is my kinda outlet. paradoxical. I probably should talk to him, but i feel like he's not going to tell me something I don't already know, like be independant, budget your time well and work hard. I try really hard at all the above but it's difficult to do stuff when I don't want to which feels like all the time now. And that makes me stress about what real college is going to be like, since it's only a year and a half away, roughly. Thanks, that means a lot to mean. I'll try to remember that, since I forget everything constantly.

i just read one of the best books i have read in my entire life
i put a book review on the nsp it's that good
wow

shh Sravani don't give up and wait it out. it might not change fast but it will, i believe that, and when it does, you will most definitely deserve it. i know how you feel, i keep doing the same bad things (lazy, prideful, especially) but life is breaking out of ruts and getting into new ones, and very little is in your control, even your ownself. but you'll find your niche, don't worry... just keep trying, but don't obsess about it, mkay? i'm pretty sure this is a long-term change

(wow sorry that got preachy why do i think i understand)
(do i understand??)

thank you (: it means a lot

Hey, You stuck up for me and I'm gonna stick up for you. Whatever it is, you're not a fuckup and you do deserve stuff. Just because you made one mistake doesn't mean everything is gone. It just means you made a mistake, and every does. I don't know what, or exctly how you feel, but try not to let it drag you down. I know it sounds cheesy and Trevor-y, but it does get better, maybe not necessarily all at once or forever, but it'll get better, even if just for a little while.
Also, your advice did help, and prodded me enough to go see Mr. T and he was very helpful. It removed some of the stress, not all, but a nice bit.

Thank you so much, and I'm glad my advice helped c: I still feel overwhelmed but the depression has subsided for now. Thank you for sticking up for me you're awesome <33

not going into great detail on the drama at school but crap I'm a terrible person and I have this strange feeling the majority of this is my fault

hey whatever's going on isn't your fault okay you're definitely not a terrible person /hug/

So I won the grand prize in a piano competition but it doesn't matter bc it doesn't change the fact that I suck and no one cares

great im depressed again ahahahahahahhahahh

I promise you'll make it through this. Love you. <3333333

thanks for the support, im ok now c:

ever have that moment when you realize how much you care about somebody and that it's not going to go away and that freaks you out

no

okay

Drama at school is ridiculous but it all happens. And I don't think it's your fault; everyone reacts to things and behaves in their own ways independently.

eh yeah I suppose but now it's getting really screwed up and wow can this kid stfu and be okay

why does everyone think they can help it's annoying

my parents are leaving. for the first time they'll both be gone at once. for the first time, mom's leaving us for a week.

i know it's not something to get terribly worked out about, but i'm nervous. i'm the responsible one at home and my grandparents are not used to our type ><

welp also five minutes of poetry has to be memorized tomorrow and i'm not close

also my friends are breaking down around me and i have no clue how to help them and let them know i see and want to bear them up without embarrassing them and/or me.

ughhhhhh

I relate waaayyyyyyy too much to the friends thing right now. one of mine is insisting he needs time alone to work on problems he won't tell me about and in the meantime he's really hurt by a breakup and ugggghhhh

it's just that crunch in work in the school year and my friend walked into class with puffy eyes and I'm sure everyone else noticed too but nobody wanted to say anything. K got her to laugh, though, which was good. I wish I'd thought of that.

EDIT: wait wat 18010 post????

I'm not ready for Physics or Chemistry :( :(

Listen, my friends went through this, too. And the best thing you can do is just be there for them. That's all they want. Talk to them, let them know they can count on you, lean on you. And when they're ready for your help, they will come to you. Hang in there, Snowgon <3

i could literally be missing an arm and a leg and no one would notice except two people

people are gross and I want to sleep for a year

I would notice. I mean, I can't see you, Meera, but if it was genuine and you typed it up and posted it, I would notice. Because I would be very, very concerned for the artistic girl that created the best book covers and kept me smiling when I felt like my writing was trash.
So please, if you are missing an arm or a leg, or just happiness in general, we can talk. :)

Hey look who's joining the bandwagon ^-^
So I don't expect any of you to respond. I'm really sorry if that sounded rude, and I really don't want it to sound like I'm a self-absorbed, attention-seeking brat.
The reason I say that is because I feel really insecure on KidPub. There are so many of you great writers and you're so poetic and everybody loves you and whenever you post you're showered with comments and everything.
And I feel the opposite. Trust me, I'm very grateful, and KidPub is full of such sweet and kind authors, but sometimes I just feel alone. I don't know why--I just do.
So could somebody give me some tips?
(i'mreallysorryifi'mbeingabratijustwanttofitinandf eelokayplease)

Effing manual cameras that can't for the life of me get some decent lighting even though the stupid thing is pointing towards a light and yet still there "isn't enough light" UGH why does this gdmn camera hate me so much like UUUUUGHGHGHGHGHG

suicide and self harm tw!!

long time no see everyone tbh

i would post about this on tumblr but uh i have irl people following me and i dont want to put up w them confronting me so

the other day i said to my geog teacher that i was sad and completely over Life and Living and he was sympathetic and gave me some advice so it was cool but little did i know. he contacted the school counsellor. so today i get pulled outta class to go see this guy and im like Well time for death. and anyway blah blah blah he says to me have you ever self harmed and im like well fuck it i dont give a shit so i said yes, he said how recently, i said hey hey hey yesterday and he says i have to tell your parents. so im tryna back the fuck up bc i dont want him talking to my parents, they kno i got issues, so does the school, yet here we are. he asked me if i was suicidal and i paused and said ...no... and he just looks at me like binch i know youre lying but alright... so i gotta tell my parents that i cut myself this weekend because hes calling them on tuesday. cool. awesome.. great... looking forward to that...

It may not seem like a good thing to you currently, but it actually is. Hopefully you'll be provided with help so you can get better. Please try to embrace being helped. It will probably be easier for not only you, but the people around you who hate to see you so sad, like us here on KP. I really hope things work out and you become happier as soon as possible :)

You definitely don't sound rude; it's a legitimate concern that many of us have held sometime :) If you want to wittle your way into the more social side of KP, you could start by posting quite often. It can even be little things, like a haiku or a poem of some sort. After all, with everything you write, you only grow in quality and experience. You won't improve by doing nothing. A lot of kidpubbers also use authors notes to chat with each other and get to know each other better. You could introduce yourself on there and strike up a conversation. Lastly, there's writers block, which is the best place to get to know people and advertise your writing. You could join an NES on here, which yet again, only improves your writing, along with giving you experience with writing with other people along with helping you get to know others better. But the biggest tip I have for you is to not be insecure on here! That's the beauty of the internet. You can be yourself and no one will care. There's all sorts of people on here, and most of them are crazy and fun and overall great people :) don't be afraid to be yourself!
Hope I helped!

I'M ABOUT TO FiNISH MY NOVEL AND OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGDFJGHDSKLGFJSDKGJKL

I Am So Happy For You

just talk to me you frickin frick

You did! Thank you so much. <3
When I saw this I freaked out and I got all warm and fuzy and thank you so much for taking your time responding.
(also the reason I haven't been posting is because my "enter" button isn't working :S)

I have no friends and it's my fault.

THANK YoU

!!!!!1!!!1!!!

I feel so in the holiday spirit right now I just told my parents I don't want any christmas presents and convinced them to buy my friends presents instead 8D

highkey missing my best friend but hahahahahaha no im definitely okay i've got this