that too.
like a fucking rug
yeah, i will. not till i'm 29 or so, but that's honestly the only way i see out. and i am going to live, for twenty more years if i'm lucky.

@Calla: if that noooo was to you being awesome theN NOOOO YOU ARE AWESOME SHHH
you can't know that for sure.
please, please don't, ever… this probably sounds really cheesy, but the world is a better place with you here. You deserve to live a long, happy life. *massive hugs forever*

thank you.

You deserve immortality. Your amazingness levels are dangerously high.
/gently glomps/
.....if gently glomping is possible......
>_>

I am so ready to be done with 8th Grade Comm Arts... of course I get a really good writing teacher, who has crazy high expectations, and I'm not even a fourth as good as she expects me to be...

so I might have Depersonalization Disorder.


Great. I took a few quizzes, looked some stuff up. It matches. Young adults are the mostly likely to fall prey to it. Sometime when I talk, I see my body as a shell, and I watch myself. When I look into the mirror, I hardly ever see myself anymore, just someone who doesn't seem like me, like me but wrong. I'm not scared. Just beaten.

...I'm sorry.

And you are awesome as well o3o YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE

GOSH BLEEPING DARN IT.

Why in the name of sanity DOES THE DOG ALWAYS DIE AT THE END OF THE MOVIE?

GOSH DARN IT.

I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE LOGIC BEHIND ALWAYS KILLING THE DOG. SERIOUSLY.

That's it. I'm never ever watching another realistic fiction movie ever again. Even if it's in the "Children & Family" section. THEY FREAKING SHOT THE DOG. MOST OF THE CHARACTERS' FAMILY EITHER DIED OR WERE KILLED. THAT WAS NOT A FAMILY MOVIE GOSH DARN IT!

One day, I'm going to write a story where the PERSON dies at the end instead of the dog. ._. Just to prove how ridiculous this trend is.

Stupid movies. Never going to watch another again. Not for a long, looooong time. I'm sick of getting slapped in the face every bleeping time I attempt to sit down and watch something.