Thankiez.... ugh. my friend put me in a bad mood >_<

Sorry for my mistakes.touch screen technology is failing me. Gah.

My rant is going to be trivial (and I know everyone says that, but this really is).

I haven't played basketball in two years. I was a starter, but that school had a pretty bad team anyway. The last tryouts were today, and I choked. I did well in the beginning, but when I began the scrimmage with some other girls, I got so intimidated and nervous, and I f***ed it up. I have way too much pride to be okay with being on the same team as the younger girls.

That's what happened to me during Basketball League. Even though I'm short, I'm pretty good, but a 10 year old beat me.

Overdid it yesterday night.
Didn't get the chance to sleep until 1 A.M.
My dislike of school seems to be increasing daily from irritation to the point of total apathy.
So I just stayed in bed until 12 P.M., totally unwilling to do anything ever again as long as I live.
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lra248FR4z1qer1ob.gif


Me for the rest of the day:
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpkd0sbHwJ1qjw7iw.gif
derpderpderp dee derpderpderp i have no willpower DERP!

...

I feel a little better now, thanks to a bunch of sad K-Pop songs giving me the chance to cry it out a little bit, and then suddenly switch to songs that make me feel awesome. ^_^
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyafn4TdBw1qcddlw.gif

Le sad songs:
Haru Haru >>> It Hurts >>> Tell Me Goodbye >>> Ugly >>> Lonely >>> Heartbreaker >>> Blue >>> Love is Ouch

Le I'M AWESOME DEAL WITH IT songs:
Clap Your Hands >>> I Am the Best >>> Fantastic Baby >>> The Boys (English Version) >>> Follow Me (WOOOO STAR WARS COSTUMES GO DARA-VADER! XD) >>> Don't Stop the Music >>> Fire

Im glad you feel a little better, Ash. ^_^ Howve you been last few days?

Heyyyy, I thought you were taking a one week break! O_O :3 Hello!

I've been...@_@ I don't know. Happy about the new Girls' Generation song, content with what I accomplished last weekend and what I got accomplished yesterday, dissappointed with how I wasted all of today, starting to not care about school....meh. XD XD DX DX

Things getting any better for you at school? <:^J

Yeah, I was going to start it today but my break is going to start Monday. :D So, yep. Hi. :D
I've been feeling like everything is going all stagnant and slow and....>__> I dont know. It's just not operating the way it used to for me.
<:^B Things are getting BETTER at school but not the best. They are still some bloody kisds and bullies (mostly bullies) stalking me and talking about me behind my back...8V Curse them.
I hear your writing is drifting slow; same with me. That's why I am taking a bit of a break. O_O

I'm going to beat my own 800 m PB on or before sports day if it's the last thing I'd do.

PO'ed. Seriously!? I finally can go Ice Skating, but it ends up the times are an hour and a half later. And when you call me, and I ask what should we do... you say that you and her are going. Really? I wanted to hang out with you guys, but now I'm just POed.

<:^/ No offense, Camille, but your logic is flawed.

So what if you can't make friends? The consequences of that are you blend in more. Very little negative input, very little positive input. The consequences of making enemies is almost all negative input, and hardly any positive input.

Don't make enemies, Camille. I'll be hard on you AND your classmates.

warning for cursing. lots of it, man. LOTS.
holy fuck. holy motherfucking fucking FUCK. what is this bullshit? because it had better be bullshit. oh, my god. do people seriously not realize how fucking fragile others are? oh my fucking god. this is not okay. why would you fucking do that? can't they relieve their goddamn stress some other shitty way? instead of THIS? oh god i hope it's not true. oh god oh god oh holy fucking god. oh my fucking god. just please... please don't... it's too much. you should know when to stop, you little fucking bastard! and why does no one listen to the facts? why does no one KNOW the facts--because what they're saying better fucking not be true. it better not be the truth. i will fucking MURDER that child if--no, but that's hypocritical. oh shit. oh motherfucking SHIT. we're so dead, man. what the fuck has this shitty world come to?

What happened…?

Email me?

Precisely what I was going to type, with the ellipsis and all.

That just reminded me, I was going to write a book called Ellipsis. xD
On it, on it...
sl;aghse;ldhs

Can you email me, then, if you don't mind?
longching.man@gmail.com

No, that's all right. It's really a .......a.......school....thing.

Okay. . .

I was just at a dance. To clarify. And stuff happened. Fighting stuff. ;_;

Heather. Can I tell you something now? Something very person that just happened that just traumatized me and now I'm reaLly flipping out omfg... D':

I've never truly observed a real fight before.
WUT.
I have to write a book report with 700-1000 words.
IN CHINESE.
It's kind of hard to write so much about a book unless it's a fanfic, even in English.
I am so dead. At least the due date is on December 10.
But there's so much stuff on Monday!

Heather im gonna be sick let me tell you plz

YOU CAN TELL ME BUT I MUST GET OFF MY COMPUTE NOW I'M SORRY

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frustated
 

Ugh, I can't sleep I'm not tired but I am also vaguely tired, it's late. Everything seems boring and I want to do something, but I can't think of anything to do. I feel like crap on a stick because of this. Bleh.

So my two best friends hate each other. What am I supposed to do? Well I've decided. I'm choosing my best friend I've had since kindergarten because the other is being a b**** to her and making her cry. I don't care if his feelings are hurt anymore. He's hurt mine enough.

Oh my gosh just SHUT UP S! You're making her . . . . want to kill herself. literally. DO YOU NOT CARE?!? SHUT UP.

The moment when you desperately need help and no ones on to help you . . . . freaking out here guys. S is killing me slowly from the inside while at the same time I'm dealing with a friend whose on the verge of suicide >_< PLEASE HELP

x_x I am so sorry that this is happening to you. I really am so sorry. If I could come to wherever you live, I would tell that kid the right mannerable thing to do if someone is being annoying. Suicide is never the answer. She needs to tell the kid what she thinks; yell it out. That is what I did when this kid put me up all over the Internet. <:^J Tell her to yell it out; who cares if she swears. Let her yell.

o_o I'm just surprised that this is happening to you. ._. I'm so sorry.

Thanks >_< Sadly it was online and he left before she could tell him any of that ;~; So now were video chatting and she's crying her eyes out and i have no idea what to tell her >_<

yeah sorry about it

Awful apathetic friends...
Talk to us whenever you need to.

Go yell at the mean one. Bring your other friend along, and just scream at him, and get her to shout at him too. Tell the one who's crying not to listen to the mean one, that they're not worth getting upset over.

I know this conflicts with what a few others have said, but yelling at him and duking it out probably won't get this solved. If anything, you'll hurt his feelings more, that will make him get defensive, get even angrier at the two of you, and it will make the tension worse. He will most likely become a permanent enemy if you do that.

Tell him that you and your other friend are hurt by his actions/words. Tell him that you won't stand by idly while your friend gets hurt time and time again. Tell him EXACTLY what his words/actions have caused. Tell him you're sorry if his feelings are hurt, but neither one of you can take the strain any more. Tell him you think it would be best for everyone if you and your friend didn't talk to him any more. And if he keeps upsetting her, tell him to back off, or else you'll bring someone else into this, someone who you know can get him into trouble. (His mom, his dad, his older sibling who loves ratting him out, his guardian, his teacher, whatever.)

O_O You sure you're alright, pluzzle?! I know we don't know each other very well, but...I don't want anything bad to happen to you, ESPECIALLY not that. Listen to Max. You ARE awesome. <:^J

My opinion is not to yell. In fact, If I were you, I wouldn't take sides. You'll make matters worse. If you do feel like you have to take sides, make sure the person you chose would do the same for you. Don't let them use you. Sometimes, it's hard to see who your real friends are but your smart enough to know. Just be careful, your moves could cause more friction. Maybe, tell them you don't like their fighting. ;)

I tried. I really really tried. But no one likes me. I just want to be likable, but I can't.
Everyone hates me.

Aww, girl I love you! And If someone hates you, because I can not say someone doesn't, than you should know you are loved by many, including me and your entire family on KP. I know too many who would take a bullet for you. :)