unhappy things i guess
 

same here. *unenthusiastic high five* like, i legit broke down and sobbed in my room for a long time without even knowing what the heck was wrong. but hopefully ur days go better than that breakdown did. (idk what to say. i'm not gonna stop people from being sad when i'm too sad to encourage u to do something drastic that will suddenly make u feel awkward about trying to be happy. there's always chocolate, tho.)



in other news, i'm sick. and it's torture. (i'm legit the worst person to have to deal with when i have a cold. as though my fear of vomit wasn't bad enough)

i was verbally harassed today again. by the same people.
but it wasn't that bad, and the comments might not have been directed at me.
basically it was your average catcalling ("look at that booty!" etc) sort of thing and these guys keep stalking me and it's not funny.
they also followed me around screaming at me and when i told them to leave me alone they told their friends and laughed.
also i tried to come out (sexuality wise) during biology class after learning about asexual reproduction and they invalidated my orientation without me even saying what it was. ("humans can't be asexual! everyone's horny!" things like that)
i hate them.
i hate the whole lot of them.
but if i report them i'll feel like a special entitled snowflake of a girl.

I promised myself I wouldn't feel sad or anything but here I am and I don't know why

/hugs you/ shh don't worry you'll get over it bc you're milo the amazing <3

thanks
i'm sorry you're sick, that sucks (*gives nice tissues and your favorite soup*)
that's sexual harassment you need to call them out on that seriously do not let anyone get away with catcalling, it's not only a form of bullying but supremely sexist.
and invalidating your sexuality is a dick move (*pats head*)
i'm going to fly to you and kick some serious ass because that shit is not okay
I feel you.
But hey, we're all sad sometimes. All you can do is allow yourself to feel the sadness, and then expel it and try to do something that makes you happy.

idk if it was even directed at me for one... it was probably a joke for the guy next to me who was also one of their little friends
also help this coming-out thing is scary and people are acephobic here
like they even use gay as an insult and say bi/pan isn't real and aces are inhuman

suicicde and unreality tw i gues??
 

I'm sorryy for bothering you guys withh anything and everything im sorry for taking up space on thi forum sorryyr for my spelling i can't type
DOn't quote whatever i wrote below pleaase

I dont knwo what happened I've just suddenly fallen into a pit of despair i guess and i just don't know what to do and everyone else needs so much more help than i do and i bother everyone and no one even likes me any way but Nothing is real :) We r all fake and the world doesn't turn and everything is a lie i am not real i am not real.
I'm actually looking forward to being alone for a week in the apartment it means i can get the chance to jump off the balcony (:

I don't get involved much here ananymore, but elliot i love you and u don't deserve anything that life is giving you also ur so cute and meera your new haircut is greeat and rebecca im stil l upset that you and tom don't go out anymore but you are so independant iit doesnt matter, tia you are a beautiful souul who doesn't deserve any shit, sory I just wanted to tell u how cool u guys are

milo don't hurt yourself and stay safe because i am platonically in love with you and i know multiple people are as well and you're one of the nicest and most genuinely amazing human beings ever and it would devastate me if anything happened to you and i know i'm being a cliched weirdo but i don't care ^.^
thanks about the haircut btw :)

im listening tot tadashi mixes on 8tracks fuck, my heart hurts big hero six made me cry in the cinema and im crying againa

thaank you meera you are truly too kind