The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Originally Posted by WolfWriter (Post 291625)

I know how you feel. And I'm sorry that there's someone in the world--you--who is experiencing this. I really, truely am. I'm so sorry, Ash. You can't distract yourself anymore, can you? That's how it felt when I was going through that, at any rate. Just...alone.

I agree with Camille. You need to make some not-Internet friends. It's hard when you don't go to a public school or whatever, or don't go to a youth group, or don't participate in sports. Just search around a be a part of ANYTHING you find vaguely interesting. Join a club. Take a group lesson. Go to a summer camp. Just hang out with some people your age, and be yourself, because you're amazing. And don't worry about wanting to hang out with Charlie. Psychologically, it makes sense, though I do worry when I talk to my characters in my head because a therapist I went to, like, once, said that that was really abnormal. Meh. Screw them xD I don't need a doctorate to say that you're fine. You're stressed and alone, so you turn to the one entity/persona that you've developed and created until they're as real as anyone else. If it makes you feel better, who cares?

I'd also like to say that when I was alone, I considered suicide seriously. DO NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES I DID. The only thing that saved me was Christ Jesus. Oh God...that was such a scary time. But now...I can never feel alone, knowing that there was Someone who thought I was worth dying for and who was nailed to a hunk of wood to bleed to death just because He thought I was worth His love. Praying for you :D Always

Thanks, Sadie...that made me feel a bit better. <:^J (Though I'm not amazing. o_O) It's good to know I have Dr. Wolf's Seal of Approval when it comes to my sanity. XD I do tend to talk to my characters in my head, though I try not to since it IS a bit strange--even for me. o_e

Don't worry, I already considered suicide when I was in 3rd grade and realized how ridiculous it is. *waves dismissively* Besides, it's hard trying to find a painless method. Knife hurts, drowning hurts, jumping off a bridge hurts, drinking bleach hurts......O_O Okay, that came out a lot more morbid than I intended. XD

Yeah, I know God and his son love me...I can't really figure out why, but according to many of the public discourses at this year's convention, they apparently don't think I'm as worthless as I feel...so... ^_^ It's comforting. Now if I could just get back in the field ministry more often, (darn you, desert heat...>_> and my numerous health/self-confidence/trust issues) I know I'd feel a million times better.

Thanks, hon...^_^ For everything. I WILL try to get out more and make some friends this summer.

Ohhh Ash!!! I hope you feel better soon, I hate it when my friends (even though I've only known you for like a week) feel bad. Take leloo's advice. Just relax, drink milkshakes and watch the legend of Korra. I will try and comfort you the best I can. :) *Reaches out and pats you on the shoulder* I hope soon you feel stress free!

(Oh, and if you want a laugh, type 'smosh' into youtube. I just have to warn you though, and this will probably probably turn you off it, but I has some cussing even though it's bleeped out. It's really funny though. If you have the time and you feel like you should watch it :D)
Hope you feel better soooooooooooon!

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 291543)

I WANT to write. But...I just can't focus. At all. I write one sentence, and then my brain just gives up. And I hate it. I hate how I can't think of synonyms and can't organize my ideas and can't get the words to come out right and can't write dialogue.

I feel like that too. One day it's gone and then it comes back again. It comes and goes on a very even basis, and it's infuriating.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 291608)

But I only know two people I could be close friends with! x_x One keeps blowing me off for this other girl...and we're practically polar opposites. And the other girl is only 12, but she's really mature for her age...meh, I don't know. She DOES like the Hunger Games...and we have a lot in common...I just don't see her all that much.

Don't bother with the first. I've been there, it doesn't work.
The second girl sounds like someone you'd like. Try to set up stuff, instead of just randomly meeting.
Age doesn't matter as long as the gap isn't huge, like with an adult or your dad.
That reminds me, does your Dad watch How I Met Your Mother? There's this thing on the channel they air it on where if you send in pictures of you and your dad they'll show it during How I Met Your Mother on Father's Day. :3

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 291683)

Nah. He used to watch it with me every now and then, but now he doesn't. XD And I doubt he'd want his picture on TV.

Ash. You are awesome, and that is coming from someone who doesn't even know you. So how about you go out into the world and be who you are, the writer, the dreamer, the fun-lover. Just do it. And then people will love you. Don't shrink back. Embrace yourself.

Emotion: Pretty happeh, I s'pose. :^3

I found out yesterday that I don't have to get cataract surgery. I probably will in the future, but for now, I'm totally fine. And I even got some pretty neat-looking glasses to help clear up my vision. So it's all good. For now. I guess. :^3

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Originally Posted by chelseki3 (Post 291705)

This is so true. 8'D

:'^3 We need more Brees, and less Jenna Marbleses. -_-

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Originally Posted by Leloo (Post 291761)

Awwwww...that's good! I'm glad you're okay. :D And glasses are nice, except when I wear them they always fall off my nose. >.>

Does it annoy you when people were glasses with no frames?