i know but i cant make promises that i dont know if i can keep im so sorry

i know it hard laurel i know it is but you have to trust us when we say we need you here

we love you too <33

and i know it's hard but i know you can pull through and like clay said we need you and there would be this awful empty space caused by your absence

hey laurel im not good with replies when it comes to these things but i lobe you a lot, k? you are an amazing person and you are always there for me and youre funny and smart and kind and youre just SO important. youve supported ne through so much and i just wish i could do the same for you. i dont know how to express my feelings that well but just know that i really dont want you to go, and if you do, i will miss you tremendously. i know i cant change your mind, but i really wish i could. please just keep trying to hang on, we need you here and we love you and you are VERY important. <333

when ur dad tells ur that ur posture isnt right and he yells at u and makes u feel like shit lol

Please don't kill yourself.
You are loved in ways that you don't realize.
So many people would have to deal with losing you and go through endless pain. They would lie awake at night hating themselves thinking the reason that you're gone is because of them... even though it would make it easier for you, it's so, so selfish to kill yourself.
You're better than that.
And I know that it's cheesy, but it gets better it really does. Pain can't last forever. And even if it does, you will get so used to it that it won't even feel like pain.
Trust me, life is a good thing.
I know it's hard... but it's so worth it.

i'm 120% done w family right now fuck

I feel so 'loved' right now.

I love you (*Glomps*)

But really, this weakling and coward thing isn't so bad. You have so much more freedom. No one expects anything from you. However, there is a large gap between weak and unskilled. Let me tell you this: I am not unskilled, and I don't have to be brave and strong to beat the game.