mm i literally just stay in my room except to eat, go to the bathroom and go to school l o l
that doesnt really work for me ? im not sure it just doesnt wor k,, thanks tho !!
people say take a picture if its a visual thing but i end up seeing it in the picutre too HAH

honestly like im ok now it was. orobably just a weird cyccle of psychos is. i dont know


also mmm im so sorry abt ur mum!! i hope you are doing ok

yeah im fine now (BUT IMMA BE SO PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE TOMORROW TOWARDS HER), it's really late and i don't want to sleep so im making bio flashcards XD
yeah idek if you can even call my things hallucinations, it's like there are these dark blob shapes attacking me and it's weird???

this is unrelated but my carpal tunnel is back

mmm it sounds sleep related to me !!

oh noo man take care of u and ur wrists!!

once i hallucinated bugs x_x that was awful bc phobia
i have wrist splints on yayyy c:

mmm i get that too
ohh good !! good stuff

i feel so bad like not sad-angsty kind of bad like literally bad like a bad guy i am annoyed with so many trivial things and i am thinking mean thoughts about a lot of things and am angry at people for reasons that aren't very justifiable and i just want everything and everyone who aggravates me to disappear so i can be content with myself and the few ok things and like i basically want almost everything to disappear bc everyone is aggravating literally everyone ahah im such a bad person and im not even remorseful abt it i just want all to disappear

yeah i'm pretty much fine now in every way XD i was kinda freaked out last night though, like i had this weird paranoid feeling like something was stalking me in my room and everything and the weird shadow shapes were back, but i slept for like six hours which is a personal record now ^.^

@sravani: welcome to the squad. i'm not kidding that's basically me 24/7 except i also want to fight people a lot

ehehe but the thing is i feel like yelling at everyone to shut up about stuff that doesnt even concern me and ok ill go isolate myself for a bit bc being on this site is also aggravating and annoying (no offense to anyone that's just my inner bad person talking i hate every one)

.................................................. .........looks like someone crashed after the oxytocin high
haha sorry for being bitter but seriously though just go lie down and cuddle a pillow or pet a cat if there are any nearby and maybe actually LEARN SOMETHING ON PIANO OTHER THAN A FREAKING D DORIAN SCALE OKAY
either way distract yourself

hi it was my birthday yesterday and i'm fourteen now yay