Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 531303)

I can't really avoid her...
I have almost every class together with her...
I'm nervous.

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 531310)

hey this is what happened with a girl with me OK
this sounds bad but if she says something rly bad slap her wrist i did it WORKED MAN SHE WAS SO NICE AFTER THAT MY DAD TOLD ME TO

tell your year level co ordinator if u have one

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 531310)

hey this is what happened with a girl with me OK
this sounds bad but if she says something rly bad slap her wrist i did it WORKED MAN SHE WAS SO NICE AFTER THAT MY DAD TOLD ME TO

tell your year level co ordinator if u have one

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 531317)

did you read what i posted to you a page back

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 531341)

ya i responded

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 531292)

this 'ark' person obviously does hate me - same with this 'sam' person??? like idk who they are tbh but
dont get me wrong i love to ship JuST NOT wITh LITTLE KIDS
idk. idkidkdikdidkdikdkdkdk i just want to die And I Do NOT KnOW WHY
i'd miss you too. oh god i would. but i can't picture anyone missing me, for some reason. you have helped me - immensely. you've made my life 100x better c: i'll send u an ask when i get home, im currently at school, and i ran out of data on my phone (oops)

also idk i have been so close to attempting before and ive never been through with it & im such a wuss i just

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 531129)

D: it's okay. you can go even longer this time I know you can!!

commenting on the otp 'story' was the worst decision of my life. 1) should i leave kp or should i leave the world in general? 2) who is imnotalamo

i hate myself i should die GOODbYE

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 531158)

i will stay with you. i promise you, i'll stay with you and keep supporting you and trying to help you and always love you, okay? even though i'm pretty sure always is just a concept and not a finite amount of time, you know what i mean. for as long as is possible i will love you--and it's not impossible for you to be loved, so don't even go there. *hugs tightly*

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 531343)

oh sht i didnt see i'm sorry


i will miss you. please don't go through with anything suicide-related, please? it's not because you're a wuss you can't do it. it's because your body is subconsciously sending messages to you that this isn't what you're meant to do. you're meant to go on, to get through the darkness so you can be half-blinded but also warmed to your core by the light. you are. they don't hate you, btw. they were making irrational comments based on very few perceptions about you and your opinions, and were quite frankly hypocritical and narrowminded (at least ark was, idk about sam). i commented sorta calling him out on that, i hope you don't mind. but yeah. neither of them hate you. ark was just making a comment based on your comment based on one single opinion of yours that he didn't agree with. you cannot hate people fully for one little opinion. you need to fully grasp their being and walk in their shoes until you can realize that, damn, this guy really /sucks/. which neither ark nor sam have done, and therefore they can't actually legit judge you, and therefore they can't legit hate you either. *hugs* i know this is a really dumb thing to say, but stay strong. it's okay to not feel okay. it's okay to screw up. it's okay to make mistakes--it's okay to make so many mistakes they feel like they're going to crush you from the sheer weight of their teetering mass. it's okay, because you will be crushed. and then you'll be reborn again from the dust and rubble with the darkness pushed to the edges of your blurry vision and you'll have those days, the good days, the ones where you can't remember that embarrassing stupid awful dumbfck thing you did last year or last week or yesterday. they're waiting for you to get through the sludge of the darkness, and those days will be on the other side. i promise you it will get better. i promise.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 531350)

sam's mom noticed today but she thought i'd just gotten scratched up by like plants

*hugs* wait what even happened
*whispers gently* don't you fucking dare i will kick your ass. you can leave kidpub but don't fuckin kill yourself
i don't even know omg


okay
(hahaha sEE WHAT I DID THERE)
*hugs you really tightly* *adds this to my list of happies* i love you

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 531350)

sam's mom noticed today but she thought i'd just gotten scratched up by like plants

*hugs* wait what even happened
*whispers gently* don't you fucking dare i will kick your ass. you can leave kidpub but don't fuckin kill yourself
i don't even know omg


okay
(hahaha sEE WHAT I DID THERE)
*hugs you really tightly* *adds this to my list of happies* i love you

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 531358)

thank you so much. seriously. you made me feel so much better. i just feel like they hate me, i feel like everyone does but i think i know they don't
thanks for commenting. i know i was wrong in my comment but so were they
i hope it gets better. for you too. i need it too, for both of us


*whispers gently* ily thank you so much but plz don't kick my ass

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 531360)

Okay I am so hopelessly anxious about my writing ability I honestly believe that smashing my face against the keyboard repeatedly would give me something 100x better than what I'd get if I sat down and actually tried to write for three hours.
X____x

Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 531243)

If you read my previous posts, my best friend is being a jerk to me.
Abuse. Hatred. Teasing. Laughing. Not caring.
Don't worry about it. You know you have your friends at your side.
Who cares about popular people?
That's the way they are.
You are you.
You're perfect the way you are.
Don't change.