NO
Lenakins if people are being assholes then they're idiots. You're an amazing person and a wonderful friend and all the people who're being shitheads to you irl don't deserve to have you as a friend if they're being like that to you. (*hugs*) god dammit we all need to meet up in canada and have our group huggle don't we

Hey, I don't know much about this subject, but I wish you the best of luck <3

oh my gosh, Lena, I hate to see you go through this because I've always admired and looked up to you. you're honestly such an amazing, beautiful person, and anyone who can't realize that isn't worth your time.

a group huggle in canada would be very nice >.< thank you, friend
thank you, that means a lot to hear.

what was it like? if you don't want to talk about it, that's okay, but my sister is bipolar and i've seen both episodes (and middles) firsthand

some fucking weird body shit in white, gender related stuff

so i had this weird moment in front of the mirror this morning when i was getting dressed into my uniform for school. which happens to be a skirt and a blouse. and i looked at myself and i just felt like really... sick i guess??? i just wanted to slash at myself u know it was fuckin weird

i feel like a crossdresser in my uniform lol

im just looking for any opportunity to fall in love aren't i im just lonely and afraid of being alone

(*hugs*) I'm really really sorry you're so anxious about being alone! <:^/ I think a lot of people are looking for any opportunity; it's not just you.
(I'm 100% sure I'd be the same way if I didn't have such severe trust issues.)

Just please remember you're not really alone! As long as you have us online and your in-person friends and your family, you're never truly alone. <:^D

Am I happy?

YES IM FREAKING HAPPY!


(*runs around in circles*)

*wonders why max is happy*
*decides to run around in circles too*
I am sadd. I want Simmmoooon baaacckk! T_T
I think it would be better if he were dead. This is just pure torture.

bored
 

I am so bored. My mom says that I don't have to go to school on Monday and Tuesday. but these last days are still horrible...hurry up

My friends, no matter how angry or annoyed i get at them, are the one's who hold me together. They're all leaving next year and i can't follow. Sure i could keep in contact, but I am horrible at starting conversations online and I really like having in-person relationships. Sure I could make new friends but...if you knew me you'd know i suck at that. i can't keep up a conversation or even keep a friend. They all leave eventually, except for this one great group of friends I have who are leaving. GROWING UP SUCKS DON'T DO IT. Im just fucking sick of everyone leaving. i love being alone, I really do, but i detest being lonely and that's how i'm feeling. Next year is something I really dread. Things are just spiraling downwards and I've tried to reach out but no. Fuck life.