I am just really confused. Like, when I got sick, I went out and helped shovel the fluffin' drive way (and we had tons of snow/below 0 F temperatures so you can imagine the fun we have). And my sis is sick and she's just "ugh, i can't do anything".

I hate getting sick; I wanted to kill someone the last time I got sick. I hallucinate and talk in my sleep when I'm sick. I don't get rid of the icky feeling for weeks after I'm sick. I mow the lawn, shovel the drive, and get crap done when I'm sick, but I hate doing it. She just wakes up and says "hey, imma not drive anyone anywhere and I can't do a thing". I'm just...so confused. She's not even that sick. GOSH I HATE SICKNESS.

I'm kind of really over what people think of me.

This is great I feel invincible.

I'm v proud of myself because I have "never gonna give you up" on my iPod now.

Also, the mission impossible theme.

Very good song for cleaning your room to.

My parents don't understand that I get very irritable when I have long bouts of writers block like I freak out a little oh gosh writing is a drug and I'm having withdrawals oops is kidpub like a crackhouse but for writers I need to go to sleep.

I feel afraid. I don't know of what though. As if someone is trying to kill me. As if the world is gonna end.

I feel really terrible about school & stuff and the selfish decision that i have no choice but to make even though the outcome will affect my entire family. But on the other hand, my mom is totally gonna let us pull an all nighter for my little sister's birthday. Like, she is going to let us do it, just not today and not without food (she suggested extra birthday food and maybe pizza so HECK YEAH THAT'S AMAZING)

*lays down* im sad, but why

i read my old friends writing on wattpad and im feeling very triggered and on edge *falls over* i should have stopped reading it im so stupdid

i just finsished it and its so incorrect ovbviosuly shes never had a panic attack before,m,.

why do my parents hate me so much that they literally try to invalidate my beliefs

(um i'm a Christian so if you disagree with what i say here pls don't fight me)

dont tell me lucifer doesn't exist okay sin and evil obviously exists in the world so don't you dare tell me that satan isn't real and that the Bible lied because it DIDN'T okay it absolutely did not

why would you even say that obviously there is evil in the world so obviously there is a lucifer

JUST A PSA DO NOT TELL PEOPLE THEIR RELIGIONS ARENT REAL OR CERTAIN RELIGIOUS FIGURES ARE NOT REAL ITS HURTFUL AND INSULTING AND OFFENSIVE AND REALLY REALLY UPSETTING IM LITERALLY CRYING ON MY BATHROOM FLOOR RN JUST DONT DO IT JUST BE A NICE PERSON PLEASE

YES PLEASE! even if you don't believe in a certain deity/religion, do not hate people for it. Respect them and don't tell them what they do or don't believe!
I am a Christian too, by the way, but that doesn't mean I tell everyone who isn't a christian what to believe or how to change their beliefs. I had a friend do this to me once when I was very little; I cried and ran away because I couldn't defend myself, but from now on I am going to ask people like that to keep their opinions on MY PERSONAL BELIEFS to themselves because that is none of their business.

I'm especially sorry that your parents are like this, but hopefully they are just going through a phase (yes, adults do this a heck of a lot more than they would like to admit. it's not just teenagers, i'm serious) where they are really really trying hard to get you to stop something (usually something that is acceptable). But soon, I think they'll start to accept or ignore it. Like, adults seem to really hate something just before they're okay with it, so hopefully this is the worst it's gonna be and they'll get over it soon enough. Anyways, thank you for the totally true PSA!