OK HUGE ENCOURAGING REPLY TIME BC ALL Y'ALL NERDS NEED AND DESERVE IT
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Originally Posted by HeatherB
(Post 550990)
no one at this camp cares about me and if they do they dont show it circus is supposed to be my happy place and right now all it's doing is making me tired and sad i feel like everyone is so wrapped up in their own acts that theyre almost making little cliques out of them and whenever i try to say something theyre always off laughing in thier group like they dont care and if i said something explicitly then theyd know somethingw as wrong and probably be all like "ohnooooooooooooo my poor bb" but i dont want to YELL at them t HA TI"M NO TOKAY i want them to KNOW we've been friends long enough that i know when theyre upset even if theyre trying to hide it and i feel like they should know that im upset and im no t even really trying to hid eit anymore i dont' cA RE, god, the only way i can get attention around here is by screaming at the top of my lungs but i dont want to lose my voice y'know?
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people are so extremely selfish, i know. everyone is. it is literally one of the worst feelings to be alone in a whole group of people who look like they belong. and being stuck in this endless loop of wanting people to know that you're not fine and yet NOT wanting them to know just makes everything ten thousand times worse.
i really wish i could say something more than this, but this is what i got:
you do NOT fuckin deserve this shit
you are a fuckin FABULOUS circus performer that does fuckin TRAPEZE and SKITS and ACROBATICS and ALL THIS SHIT that looks like its fuckin STAGED or ur on fuckin STEROIDS or some shit
that camp is where you go to be happy and its taking a downward plunge
you dont deserve that shit
you deserve so much more than that
i cant speak for your friends on whether or not they actually realize you're feeling like shit (like idk maybe theyre just rly dumb???) but just know that you deserve ALL THE FUCKIN LOVE AND HAPPINESS IN THE ENTIRE FUCKIN WORLD and if i could i would fuckin WRESTLE ANY FUCKER WHO MADE UR DAY WORSE TO THE FUCKIN GROUND BC YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT DUDE YOU ARE A FUCKIN SUPER STAR
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Originally Posted by pluzzle
(Post 551071)
dont worry teacher i wont be around long enough for you to put 'messy' stamps on my work because i draw pictures when you talk because it keeps my hadns busy
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YOU TOO. YOU'RE A SUPERSTAR TOO MOTHERFUCKER. I DONT KNOW IF YOU'RE IMPLYING FEELING SUICIDAL HERE BUT YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE THAN ALL THE SHIT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH OK!! EVEN THO STARSHIPS ARE MEANT TO FUCKIN FLY UR GONNA KEEP YOUR ASS PLANTED RIGHT HERE ON EARTH AND LIVE OUT YOUR FUCKIN LIFE WITH ALL THE HAPPINESS YOU SHOULD BE GETTING. BOTH OF YOU FUCKERS HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL FUCKING SOULS IM GOING TO CRY.
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Originally Posted by Emaafre
(Post 551113)
Okay, so the doctor said that I have the symptoms of leukemia/MSD, but they're vague. So she said to come back if:
I lose ten pounds without trying
I bruise more easily than I have before
I have a fever of 105 or higher for three days
And other stuff.
So, I could be developing it. I'm a little relieved, but now I know that I could be on the verge of it. Oh dear Lord.
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cancer sucks ass, man. im incredibly sorry you're going through what you are. just know that you're going to come out of it, alright? i dont care if you even get like get bit by a fuckin poisonous snake while getting bit by a poisonous spider while fighting off a fucking grizzly bear in a nuclear radiation zone, you are gonna come out of it feelin as great as the fine ass motherfucker u are
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Originally Posted by lvhamsters
(Post 551178)
Sooo I've decided that I have to tell my mom everything that's gone on in the past three years because if i don't I'm sure as hell not gonna make it through this year. Right when i thought everything was better everything went downhill.
Any tips for talking to parent's about stuff like this... Because I'm uber nervous.
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its incredibly brave to reach out to someone about something like that, especially a parent. i dont have many great tips, besides making sure your mom knows that you want to be listened to, you want your words considered and taken seriously, and you want to be treated as an adult, no matter how silly or embarrassing the situation may seem. i dont know how your mom is, but its really important that she realizes you and her dont have the same perspective, so something that may seem irrelevant to her is deeply troubling to you. idk
also i just want you to know that you too are a fine ass super star who is gonna fuckin soar with happiness that u FUCKIN DESERVE OKAY NONE OF YALL DESERVE TO BE SO FUCKIN TROUBLED I WILL PUNCH A FUCKIN BEAR
