alice: omg that's awesome feel better <3 it's okay

camille: assigned seats at LUNCH? What kind of institution do you go to jesus christ.. That's awful man.

im sure it'll get better throughout the year:)

i'm sick on the first day of school and i would gladly crawl in a hole right now. i just wanna not exist for like three days. because i want to break stuff and hurt things when i'm sick. like earlier i was actually considering smashing a plastic cup with my foot for the sake of seeing blood and a broken cup on the sidewalk. i lose it even if its just a cold.

crap, people are talking again.

Yep. As long as the assholes in my grade get their shit together that should change though.
And you know what else? I'm in SIXTH grade and I have a FOUR INCH TRAPPER KEEPER and that's not enough. I probably am going to need another binder. Jesus it's only the first day of school and I'm already stressed to the point of tears.
But thanks, I hope it gets better too. Hope school is going well for you if you're in it at the moment. :)

my emotions are like building up inside me and i'm not sure what they're doing but i'm afraid they're going to burst out

You get to take German?! Luckyyyyyy.
As for the locker thing: I feel you. I had that problem in eighth grade. Some lockers are really touchy, and others you can go like five past the number and it'll still open. Make sure you're doing it right (spin a couple of times to the right and do the first number, spin to the left past 2nd number once, and land on it the second time and then spin right STRAIGHT to the third number) I know this seems like stupid advice but somehow in eighth grade I was going past my second number too many times even though I'd been opening lockers fine for years.

As for the rest, well, I'm really sorry you had a bad day and I hope it gets better for you <3

So school is really stressful
I don't have friends in half of my classes and even though that's getting better I just feel like I'm not going to be smart enough for all of my advanced classes this year and everything in the future just seems so daunting and meh. Like, I'm still in the same school, but sophomore year feels so much different and more stressful than freshman year and I don't like it.
Also: random vent, but my study hall is in the cafeteria since it's so big, and it's after lunch. Well, there are always several chairs around every table, and the teacher always asks us to stack up ALL of the chairs at our table. Well, at my table there's only me and one other girl who I don't talk to a lot, and between us there's like seven chairs and I'M NOT THAT STRONG AND I MAKE MYSELF LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT TRYING TO CARRY THREE CHAIRS, but I don't want to seem lazy and stuck up by only taking my chair, cause she usually takes like 4 chairs. xD Anyways. Vent over.

Well, I take German for a quarter and then Spanish the next quarter and then next year I get to choose one to take all year.
Thanks for the advice! I'm pretty sure the lock is just sticky or rusty or something because a few times, I put in the combination and then my math teacher pulled it open.
Thanks! :)

That's cool! My school offers French and Spanish, and I'm in my second year of French, but if they offered German I would so take it lol xD
No problem! Sometimes if you know you're going to be rushed, you can always put in the first two numbers and then when you come back, all you have to do is the third number. ^_^ Some people used to rig their lockers (unlock it and hold it up and stick a pencil in the hole so they didn't have to do their combo) but then anyone can get into your locker and steal stuff. :/

Should I go to her house
I barely know any of her friends
I'm just going to be a wallflower
Awkwardly standing to the side
But I kind of want to go
Idk

Yeah, I got it open a few times by myself today. I think a few of the times I failed I might have gone past the second number 1 too many times.
And I never rig my locker. Some people in my grade will just put in the combination and then won't open it so that they can just open it when they come back, but some times people who feel like being dumb asses will go and try to open each locker and steal people's stuff.


All in all, better day today. Getting a bit more in to the swing of things and it was defiantly less stressful. :)