all of my friends seem annoyed with me and i don't know why??

yo i know the feeling, it's happened to me too-- if it's rly bothering you, you should ask them... i know it helped me feel better about it, even if i did ask why they were acting like that after a good few months xP hope everything turns out ok! :)

yeah i get that sometimes and ?? but like venika said if it's really bothering you then I would ask them
(*hugshugshugshugs*) i hope things work out

I had an operation last November (pectus-excavatum-beeotches-look-it-up) and there was this metal bar thingy inside my chest (i was titaaaaniiiiummmm) but my life just hates me so I had to get it out after six months and it was supposed to be in for a year and they were like, "oh yeah, you ribs could just decide to cave in again" and now im really scared its going to happen...

Thanks a lot.
When you buy something you say will be mine in a month, should I have some say in it?

Alice, it'll be okay, darling. <-------
ARG it's Phan's fault x(
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so for the last month and a half I've been running a mile every day to exercise and lose weight
it's brought on some new anxieties and depressive symptoms and shit, but it's also gotten rid of a lot of the old ones
i like the way I am now a lot better than the way I was before
i've lost nearly 15 lbs., am eating a lot healthier, and am feeling more energized
i've kind of become minorly obsessed with weight, but that's ok
it's been getting better
it will get better
i realize exercising alone won't solve all my problems and that my depression spans a lot deeper than just sleeping problems, unlike my mom tells me, but it's been helping me
i'm not as happy as i want to be, but someday, i will be
i'm on my way there
even though i feel like crying, i know I will be happy someday.
i have to be. i'm working so hard for it. i have to be happy someday.

Ugh. Life sucks some times.

it's so great that you've made it this far, you can keep going!!! c:



the antidepressants are actually helping me a lot!!! i haven't been taking them for long but i feel a lot better and calmer about a lot of the things i was irrationally anxious and sad about before. i feel like i can handle stressful situations a lot better so i can get to the point where i won't need to take them anymore. im still scared that i'll crash and burn all over again, but idk im hoping that doesn't happen.

thanks guys
ugh i just don't know what i did