It's going to be okay. I honestly don't know what you're going through, but I'm sure the end result will be a positive one. There's always happily ever afters.

NO
JUST NO OKAY
i have told you time and time again that i care and i really do, we haven't been talking as much as we used to but that can change if you want
words cannot describe how glad i am that it didn't work, trust me if you died then more people would care than you think, and it would really hurt those people, including me. i am so sorry i wish i could have been there for you when you needed me, and i wish i could promise that i will in the future, but the truth is that im still getting my shit together with everything, but just know that no matter what there will be one girl in austin texas who is still waiting to meet you someday and who is very very thankful that u are alive and hopes that you will be okay, and i know you will. these feelings suck, i understand them completely, but they will go away. you will realize that people do care, and with time you will meet more amazing people who care and wonder what it would have been like if you'd missed out on all that someday. it might seem like that won't happen, but look there is so much more to life than where you are right now, and a chance of discovering what that might be is more than a certainty of never finding out, and i wholeheartedly believe that you'll find happiness and people who care <3
people already care about you, if you look in the right places c: as for those who don't, they won't be around in your life forever. and when you reach that point where you can surround yourself with positive influences and finally be rid of these feelings, i promise you it'll be worth it. just hang in there, k? ily /hugs forever/

I think so too. You're not totally dependent on others but you can also ask for help and such when you need it.

OKAY I WILL

and I feel that. I was 10 when I joined so I was literally the youngest one for a long time, but now there's so many younger ones than me. Ahhhh it's so weird.

i don't know what is happening to you that made you try this, but you need to stop.

just stop. find something to live for, even if its just as small as a speck of dust. even if it's just making good grades or finishing a book. just don't even try to kill yourself because it will not make anyone around you happier.

i'm so happy because I am going to go eat pizza, maybe go to starbucks, go get some new shirts, and then maybe go to barnes and noble. but pizza. and coffee. and new shirts. and books = life.

thanks, everyone who replied to my last post. i'm still alive unfortunately. idk nothing seems to be helping and i've also forgotten to breathe for most of today and i've been throwing up and i have literally every symptom of BPD ever and idk i don't feel well but don't console me i really don't need it

that's awesome <3 books and pizza and coffee sounds great. i haven't been doing too well myself but having no homework to do today and getting ice cream helps 8)

ok. it's not freaking unfortunate. just please feel better, throwing up sounds awful

That literally sounds like my perfect day.

I am going to be super cheesy and super Jesus-freaky and if you don't believe that's a-okay i just wanted to let you all know that I am keeping you all in my daily prayers. I can;t even begin to imagine how hard life must be for some of you. I wish I could tell you I know how you feel, but I can't. I wish I could tell you that everything will be perfect, but I can't. I wish I could give you a hug.. but I can't (so virtual hug *huggles*).

But i can tell you there is someone out there who always has your back, and will always love you. Okie? Please never doubt that. It might be hard to believe that there is a God in the midst of this suffering, but know that if there is no God, there is no hope. And we have so much hope, even if you can't feel that right now. You have hope just posting your feelings on here. If you had absolutely no hope and no inkling that we love you, you wouldn't vent. We vent to get it out, we vent because deep down we know someone is listening.

If you guys need anything, please let me know. I am praying for you. And if you don't believe in prayers, at least know there is someone on your side. :)

get some help please

i'm not even kidding trust me i've tried too but (obviously) it didn't work either and i can tell you that getting professional help can actually be helpful. Sometimes just a diagnosis is nice. Idk, but it's important to do whatever it takes to get better.

also because i'm required to say something cheesy, imma add that each day is new and awesome and there will always be better times in life. life is fucking great once you come to terms with it, trust me :3