I honestly think I need therapy or some shit, probably, but honestly I don't have the kind of time or energy to bother going to a psychiatrist rn or ever so I guess I'll just... spiral off and go down the slippery slope until it becomes dire...

hey if you think you need therapy, trying and seeing how it works would be the first step. i started therapy around one and a half months ago and im not taking meds yet, we're just talking through it and trying to understand and it actually does help to know where everything is coming from. i go like once a week for an hour so i still have time for other things.
basically what im saying is that if you think it'll get worse and you'll spiral down then i don't think it's safe to leave it up to fate, you are the first priority
if the talking to a psychologist doesn't seem to be working, although it might take a while, then possibly see a psychiatrist and understand more of what's causing it itself rather than how you're doing. im planning on doing that too, just to see what's going on with me, but id say just waiting on that a bit.
but yeah definitely follow your instinct if you think so. bottling it up never helps in the long run, and doing that to yourself isn't the best method of coping.
of course, i don't know exactly what's going on, so im not going to force you or try to convince you if you're adamantly against it,but this is just my two cents. i hope you feel better some way or the other c:

cheers y'all and happy thanksgiving

seriously though I have greek homework over break and I'm screwed lol

mY SIBLINGS ARE LITERALLY NO FUN THEY ARE ALL WATCHING A MOVIE AND REFUSE TO GO OUTSIDE AND PLAY FOOTBALL WITH ME AAARRGHHH

i really hate how i feel right now - anxious and sad and alone and just so fucking empty - but i don't know how to make it stop.

i feel this so much. literally.
distractions may help. do something you like to get your mind off the feeling? if you want you can email to talk abt random things, that always helps. with the alone part anyway, the rest will likely fade over time and im sorry you're feeling this way :c /hug/

(*hugs*) you're a doll. i hope things get better on your end as well.

shUT UP SHUT UP SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPPLEAsE sTOP CRYING OH MY GOD

(*hugs*) hey hon, is everything okay?

puppy drama ill get over it
as long as i don't think about it too much