ive got two faces

blurrys the one I'm not

i need your help to take him out

/hugs/// can u email me?? (i won't go to bed until u respond btw) my email is XxXx

haha my dad checks all of my emails that's why I'm on here in the first place

oh goodness ok
anyways i really want you to feel better ;-; please take care of yourself and eventually get some sleep ok

Hey, thanks for caring, but i just cant live anymore i don't think ill kill myself but i sure as hell wont take care of myself at least I'm not dead at least I'm not dead

i know its hard its very hard and it's very tough to see that there's any way out except dying but there rly is
so please hang in there

dammit why wasn't i here sooner, gods, stormy, i'm so so sorry i wasn't here please tell me you're okay i'm praying so hard for you just breathe okay hang in there it's going to be okay please don't do anything you'll regret just hold on please

Oh shit I'm so sorry I didn't see this but please please please take care of yourself ok? But I'm so relieved you're not planning on killing yourself ok? Please keep on drinking water and eating food and taking showers and general self care ok? It's super important and it's been proven that talk g care of yourself and making sure you're clean and full and hydrated actually helps your mental health and your mood in general. Please keep on caring for yourself and surviving ok? I know we've never met but you mean a lot to me, ok? You're a great person and I really hope you start being happier, even if it takes a very long time.

It's okay it okay I'm okay right now. I'm alive but ya know, not good. Actually just kidding I want to die people are talking about their mothers and they're trying to involve me in the conversation and I keep talking about her in passed tense and they don't notice and I miss her and I want to die but I can't kill myself it maybe I can who know I'm sorry for worrying you I'm so sorry because I'm not worth your time or anyone's time.

First of all you are 100% worth people's time. I promise. Also, I'm so sorry about those people. If they don't notice you could (if you feel okay with this) tell them upfront that your mom is dead and if they continue, tell them they're being assholes and don't apologize. If you don't feel comfortable with that though, that's ok. That's perfectly ok.