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Lily09 03-26-2013 01:24 AM
if it's triggering you don't look at my rants. if this thread is triggering you get off it. it's okay, it doesn't make you a bad person, it doesn't mean you don't care, it just means you can't handle it and that is perfectly okay. if it's triggering or upsetting you, don't look at it. this goes out to everyone. i thought we established this before.

maxi 03-26-2013 01:25 AM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444465)
if it's triggering you don't look at my rants. if this thread is triggering you get off it. it's okay, it doesn't make you a bad person, it doesn't mean you don't care, it just means you can't handle it and that is perfectly okay. if it's triggering or upsetting you, don't look at it. this goes out to everyone. i thought we established this before.
Yes, I wasn't listening as carefully as I was before. So I am going to get off now. (: Thanks, Lily.

Lily09 03-26-2013 01:26 AM
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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 444467)
Yes, I wasn't listening as carefully as I was before. So I am going to get off now. (: Thanks, Lily.
Yep, we all need our breaks. We all have our levels of tolerance, and it's fine.

maxi 03-26-2013 02:03 AM
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 444472)
Sorry?...

asdfghjkl;'
It is not you. I will still skype and stuff you are epic but- Yeah i just need to get onto more school. XD do you want to skype in ten mins? 8D you are epic. Can you please forgive me?

Lily09 03-26-2013 02:50 AM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444450)
I honestly do daydream of the day we sit outside on the sidewalk, sweating from the concert we just went to. Our friends have left us and we'll laugh a bit. Drunk from the moshing, the adrenaline, the energy, the music. But through the laughter and the energy, there's one thing on my mind. There'll be a heavy silence and I'll start out with the phrase, "You know, summer of 2011 is where it all started." You'll say, "What started?" And maybe I'll inhale and exhale and try to compose my thoughts and think how the fuck do I say this. And I'll start with the night it began, and you'll be the first to know. By the time the story's finished, I'll be crying and feeling more fucked up than ever but relieved that a bit of that weight is off of me. After that, we'll laugh a bit more, and then you'll give me some advice like you always have.
And honestly, you are the only person I can imagine sharing my story with.
But I haven't met you yet and I can't tell you yet because it's too risky.
But I also know things will never go like that, and I have no idea if this will destroy me before I will be old enough to meet you and tell you.
But back to this because more thoughts...
This is how it'd go in my mind. I can't imagine any other way.
But in reality, I know it'd be nothing like that. If I were to even tell you, you'd probably never look at me the same way again. You'd probably hate me. Not because you're an awful person, no, you're the most amazing person I've talked to, it's just that I'm too awful.
Or I'd never get to meet you at all.
We'd lose connection in these few years.
That's the worst part, knowing I might lose you before we meet. Before I get to tell you what has shaped me to be who I am today, who I will be, who I always will be.
I can't imagine any other person finding out, and I'm terrified that I'm trusting you too much. I'm terrified that I need you too much.

Lily09 03-26-2013 03:11 AM
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 444484)
the way you write things... just wow..
What? Thanks, I think?

Lily09 03-26-2013 05:41 AM
It's 2:30 am and I probs dunno what I'm saying but woah I have to admit that there is something I really, really, really like about myself. It's the one thing I don't hate about myself.

I am growing up in a family, where I am taught that the only way to fix depression is by yelling at them, being beaten is okay, gays are disgusting, men are more worthy than women, rape is asked for by what you wear, and that I should stay silent and not defend my beliefs.
And I believed all those things for years.
But still, I have gone against those things that I've been taught by my parents and learned from the outside to open my eyes and be more accepting.
I grew up in this family and I am still growing up in this family, yet I'm so much different from my brother, I've learned a lot more. He views everything the same way my parents do, yet I've learned:
Depression is not going to be cured by yelling.
Being beaten is abuse and is not okay.
Gays, bisexuals, transgenders, etc. are normal.
Everyone is equal.
Rape is never asked for.
My body is mine to decorate however I like.
And I must speak up for what I believe in.
My parents call me idiotic for defending my beliefs, yet I do it anyway because someone has to stand up. I'm glad that I learned so much more, I'm glad I learned these things early enough.


idk why I'm feeling so good about this I just am.

Lily09 03-26-2013 06:56 AM
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444491)
It's 2:30 am and I probs dunno what I'm saying but woah I have to admit that there is something I really, really, really like about myself. It's the one thing I don't hate about myself.

I am growing up in a family, where I am taught that the only way to fix depression is by yelling at them, being beaten is okay, gays are disgusting, men are more worthy than women, rape is asked for by what you wear, and that I should stay silent and not defend my beliefs.
And I believed all those things for years.
But still, I have gone against those things that I've been taught by my parents and learned from the outside to open my eyes and be more accepting.
I grew up in this family and I am still growing up in this family, yet I'm so much different from my brother, I've learned a lot more. He views everything the same way my parents do, yet I've learned:
Depression is not going to be cured by yelling.
Being beaten is abuse and is not okay.
Gays, bisexuals, transgenders, etc. are normal.
Everyone is equal.
Rape is never asked for.
My body is mine to decorate however I like.
And I must speak up for what I believe in.
My parents call me idiotic for defending my beliefs, yet I do it anyway because someone has to stand up. I'm glad that I learned so much more, I'm glad I learned these things early enough.


idk why I'm feeling so good about this I just am.
This feeling has now faded.

LaurenM 03-26-2013 08:08 AM
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 444434)
she did it again
you know, told me to kill myself.
it just gets funnier every fucking time doesn't it?
thanks tiana
thanks a fucking lot (:
Be stubborn and DON'T. If you don't have the will to live, live on to spite her.

Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444450)
I honestly do daydream of the day we sit outside on the sidewalk, sweating from the concert we just went to. Our friends have left us and we'll laugh a bit. Drunk from the moshing, the adrenaline, the energy, the music. But through the laughter and the energy, there's one thing on my mind. There'll be a heavy silence and I'll start out with the phrase, "You know, summer of 2011 is where it all started." You'll say, "What started?" And maybe I'll inhale and exhale and try to compose my thoughts and think how the fuck do I say this. And I'll start with the night it began, and you'll be the first to know. By the time the story's finished, I'll be crying and feeling more fucked up than ever but relieved that a bit of that weight is off of me. After that, we'll laugh a bit more, and then you'll give me some advice like you always have.
And honestly, you are the only person I can imagine sharing my story with.
But I haven't met you yet and I can't tell you yet because it's too risky.
But I also know things will never go like that, and I have no idea if this will destroy me before I will be old enough to meet you and tell you.
You haven't met him/her yet?

Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444491)
It's 2:30 am and I probs dunno what I'm saying but woah I have to admit that there is something I really, really, really like about myself. It's the one thing I don't hate about myself.

I am growing up in a family, where I am taught that the only way to fix depression is by yelling at them, being beaten is okay, gays are disgusting, men are more worthy than women, rape is asked for by what you wear, and that I should stay silent and not defend my beliefs.
And I believed all those things for years.
But still, I have gone against those things that I've been taught by my parents and learned from the outside to open my eyes and be more accepting.
I grew up in this family and I am still growing up in this family, yet I'm so much different from my brother, I've learned a lot more. He views everything the same way my parents do, yet I've learned:
Depression is not going to be cured by yelling.
Being beaten is abuse and is not okay.
Gays, bisexuals, transgenders, etc. are normal.
Everyone is equal.
Rape is never asked for.
My body is mine to decorate however I like.
And I must speak up for what I believe in.
My parents call me idiotic for defending my beliefs, yet I do it anyway because someone has to stand up. I'm glad that I learned so much more, I'm glad I learned these things early enough.


idk why I'm feeling so good about this I just am.
Define yourself by that. You are awesome to have your own beliefs and not being deterred by your family.
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444501)
This feeling has now faded.
Aww...are you okay, Lily?

HeatherB 03-26-2013 08:58 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444491)
It's 2:30 am and I probs dunno what I'm saying but woah I have to admit that there is something I really, really, really like about myself. It's the one thing I don't hate about myself.

I am growing up in a family, where I am taught that the only way to fix depression is by yelling at them, being beaten is okay, gays are disgusting, men are more worthy than women, rape is asked for by what you wear, and that I should stay silent and not defend my beliefs.
And I believed all those things for years.
But still, I have gone against those things that I've been taught by my parents and learned from the outside to open my eyes and be more accepting.
I grew up in this family and I am still growing up in this family, yet I'm so much different from my brother, I've learned a lot more. He views everything the same way my parents do, yet I've learned:
Depression is not going to be cured by yelling.
Being beaten is abuse and is not okay.
Gays, bisexuals, transgenders, etc. are normal.
Everyone is equal.
Rape is never asked for.
My body is mine to decorate however I like.
And I must speak up for what I believe in.
My parents call me idiotic for defending my beliefs, yet I do it anyway because someone has to stand up. I'm glad that I learned so much more, I'm glad I learned these things early enough.


idk why I'm feeling so good about this I just am.
One of the many reasons why you are f*cking amazing.
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 444501)
This feeling has now faded.
I hope it comes back soon. And stays. *hugs*


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