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Guys. Alert the presses. Yesterday evening and today, I was... wait for it...
.................. ....................... ............................. ................................... happy. Such a strange emotion, one that I'd almost forgotten to feel in these past few horrible months. Well, the months will still be horrible (unless something changes which has no chance of changing anyways), but at least I'll have... this. Whatever this is. I'll know how it feels. I'm holding on to this. I don't want my happiness to leave. I'm savoring it so that when I inevitably sink back into my normal depressed self, I'll remember something like hope. That's what happiness feels like. Hope. |
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I'm bookmarking this so I can remind you of it next time you feel depressed. |
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Aw, thank you. :D |
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Phew. |
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Happy for you XD |
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a lot of the times you just need people
but nobody you want to talk to is there and then you put your head down and cry because you're so desperate for someone to care and you need people but they don't need you and you just go back to music. |
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This is so weird.
I mean, seriously. When someone close to me dies, I rarely cry. But someone who I never met, have only seen in a video a couple times, maybe, and I'm absolutely struck to the bone. Maybe it's because when someone I know dies, I just can't process it. A tragedy is a tragedy, though. RIP Brian Benson. From what I've heard, you were fabulous. |
I've started to play my guitar again.(: And to be honest, I don't know why I ever stopped. I can play "Perfect Two" by Auburn.
My friend's birthday party is this weekend and she LOVESSS Hunger Games. I want to get her something Hunger Games related but I don't want to get her something she already has. Lol One of my guy friend's said I was hot and told me he liked me today. I made it clear I only wanted to stay friends but now things are gonna be kinda awkward. I did this workout called Six Pack in Six Weeks and I can already tell a difference. I was sweating my butt off in the warmup!!! ^^That pretty much sums up my day. |
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Thank you dear brother. Thank you for pointing my flaws out to me. Thank you for saying you hate me. Thank you for saying I'm stupid and fat and ugly. Thank you for calling me emo. It's too bad for you I stopped caring what you think and say many years ago ^^ |
Huh.
And thank you to my ex-friend for saying that he likes my pain. |
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Yeah XD Over the years all you can do is learn to ignore it :3 Meh..... I hate it when you don't know how to comprehend emo. It's just like..... are you saying that as an insult, to be mean? Or is it caring or what? I just dunno ..... O.o |
Does anyone else feel like they are unimportant?
Like, you have people that honestly DO care somewhat about you. You mean at least a little bit in someone's life, but if you passed, they'd be over it in a few months. You mean something, but you never mean enough. You never affect the person at all. You don't mean as much to them as they did to you. You aren't someone's lifeline. You are just some clingy person who is desperate for someone to care. You're not a big part of anyone's life. Just a background character. It's not like they'd care too much if you die. no lily stop it dont think like this |
@GA: Check your email, in a few minutes.
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yeah, don't… *hugs* |
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I know the feeling. And I would freak out if I ever found out you died. Even as a little old lady dying of heart failure at age 97. |
I wonder how we'd know if one of us died.
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When I'm depressed, everyone simultaneously and inexplicably turns into assholes...
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Why are you depressed? D: Are you OK? |
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Lily, you are so important to so many people, even if you don't realize it. It would take me YEARS to get over if you did, as I think everyone else you know would. You are NOT clingy. *hugs* Don't, Lily. Please. *hugs some more* You are awesometastical person. Seriously. It is hard to compete with your awesomeness. *doesn't stop hugging* |
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Mostly when people who are active online die, their friends or relatives use their online accounts to deliver the news.
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My brother remembers, because he knows when I go on it. My parents don't. But if something happened to me, DR would tell you guys. |
If I die, you will never know! Well...Lauren and Cheezie and Pokey and Lily will because Facebook, and they will tell you. Then they can use my account to freak people out.
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But if I died, you would have to rely on cheeze to tell you - my parents don't think I'm good friends with you guys. She just thinks you guys are random strangers. XD |
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None of you are. EVER! I'm kidding, we all have to die someday. But it'd great if you could postpone the date a little, you know what it does to the traffic. |
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