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LaurenM 12-26-2012 10:20 AM

Oh my effing god.../explodes
Fulfilling material desires can really make you insanely happy.

Stephiey 12-26-2012 12:21 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 388785)
My dad f---ed up his back again, and he already had surgery last year in the summer, causing my mom and I to stay there for almost (me) and more than (my mom) a month. It's because he has really severe scoliosis (sic? idk) and he had to get the initial surgery because of that... But now a rod that they put in his back popped or something and whenever he's in a certain position he yelps and winces in pain and I really really don't like seeing my dad in pain.
Then my mom's been itching herself like for the past few days but we all thought it was, like, mosquitoes or something. But it turns out that she's allergic to peanuts or something, and she's been eating those for the past few days, and her face is all bloated where she scratched and I don't like looking at it.
So in summary, my dad's having back pains, my mom's allergic to god-knows-what that she's been eating a lot, and I'm questioning my existence again, but that last part is normal.

Oh my gosh, Heather, I'm so sorry. :/ I don't really know what to say other than: *hug*.... My dad also had a medical emergency-type-thing a while back, so I know how you feel. :( I just pray and hope that everything will get better. Just keep your chin up, okay? If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here.... :)

TheAshWolf 12-26-2012 01:47 PM

...Lady Gaga is making a documentary about her life.

._.

I'm sorry if there are any "little monsters" reading this post, but, I need to go spend a few hours beating my head against a wall. *turns up 2NE1 playlist to loudest volume setting on my computer to drown out the Gaga songs in my head* *bangs head against wall*

TheAshWolf 12-26-2012 01:51 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 388785)
My dad f---ed up his back again, and he already had surgery last year in the summer, causing my mom and I to stay there for almost (me) and more than (my mom) a month. It's because he has really severe scoliosis (sic? idk) and he had to get the initial surgery because of that... But now a rod that they put in his back popped or something and whenever he's in a certain position he yelps and winces in pain and I really really don't like seeing my dad in pain.
Then my mom's been itching herself like for the past few days but we all thought it was, like, mosquitoes or something. But it turns out that she's allergic to peanuts or something, and she's been eating those for the past few days, and her face is all bloated where she scratched and I don't like looking at it.
So in summary, my dad's having back pains, my mom's allergic to god-knows-what that she's been eating a lot, and I'm questioning my existence again, but that last part is normal.

My gosh, I know EXACTLY how you feel. ;w; My dad's tooth has been acting up for weeks, now, and he's been in intense pain every single say. He FINALLY got it fixed, thank gosh. But I hated seeing him in so much pain. Plus he has back and stomach problems all the time. I hate seeing ANYONE in pain, especially my loved ones. I really really hope your parents feel better soon, Heather!!!

And don't question your existence. You exist, so try to just enjoy it. <:^J

Bex 12-26-2012 03:52 PM

Happiness
 
I actually feel weird posting something happy on this page, but oh well. By the way, names have been changed for their protection.

You know all those cheesy tv shows where they get people who aren't so good looking and have low self esteem and give them a makeover? You know how they always come back to them a few weeks later and they ramble on about how much their new look has affected the way they live and made them happier and more confident? Yeah? Keep that in mind.

So, yesterday was boxing day, and my family and the Gulp family and a few others have this tradition of having a boxing day party. Basically there a families and friends and alcohol and darts and smokes. Breathing in the air there pretty much shortens your life by 20 years.
THis year, it was particularily loud with Thunderstrucks blaring through the speakers and veryone laughing and yelling and whatnot. They were also designing tattoos and discussing rugby and guitar. I saw Dad Gulp giving his fourteen year old son Son Gulp a bottle of Steinlagar. Beer. Which is illegal. But unfortunately for me, I HAVE to go to these parties. At first I didn't think it was that bad, but then Son went for another. And another. After the fourth he was well and truly drunk. He was stumbling and falling and trying to pick up his sisters whore friend, Molly. When Mollys boyfriend asked him why, he said "I love her" in a very groaning, stretched voice. Then Mollys boyfriend said "Fair enough." But thats not the point. Just wanted to give you an idea of what the parties are like.
There us also this other tradition, where somebody goes home from these parties with a new hairstyle. I remember one year all the boys shaved bits of their hair and got mohawks XD And this year it was me. They died my hair blue. With permanent dye.
And I love it! Those cheesy shows are pretty true, it does give you a new vouch of confidence. I actually feel like myself, like this is what I'm supposed to look like. It really helps me express myself, and I feel pretty! It's really cool. So yeah. I just felt like rambling....... Ta da!
*le feels bad for posting looong post about happy*

Bex 12-26-2012 03:55 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 389142)
My gosh, I know EXACTLY how you feel. ;w; My dad's tooth has been acting up for weeks, now, and he's been in intense pain every single say. He FINALLY got it fixed, thank gosh. But I hated seeing him in so much pain. Plus he has back and stomach problems all the time. I hate seeing ANYONE in pain, especially my loved ones. I really really hope your parents feel better soon, Heather!!!

And don't question your existence. You exist, so try to just enjoy it. <:^J

I too now how she feels. My mother put out her back once and even the tiniest movement caused her to scream. It was terrifying. She just lay in bed looking paralyzed for weeks and there was nothing we could do to help.

Bex 12-26-2012 04:38 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 388655)
That is a very good idea.

Oh. Well. I will track it down and crack it.

cracked it:) its easy.

HeatherB 12-26-2012 07:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 389142)
My gosh, I know EXACTLY how you feel. ;w; My dad's tooth has been acting up for weeks, now, and he's been in intense pain every single say. He FINALLY got it fixed, thank gosh. But I hated seeing him in so much pain. Plus he has back and stomach problems all the time. I hate seeing ANYONE in pain, especially my loved ones. I really really hope your parents feel better soon, Heather!!!

And don't question your existence. You exist, so try to just enjoy it. <:^J

I know. But the thing is, I've also been questioning whether or not I'm capable of love, and so I don't know if it's just my human reaction to seeing someone with whom I'm familiar in pain, or loved-one-pain. Thank you; me too.

If only it was that easy. .-.
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Originally Posted by Bex (Post 389224)
I too now how she feels. My mother put out her back once and even the tiniest movement caused her to scream. It was terrifying. She just lay in bed looking paralyzed for weeks and there was nothing we could do to help.

It's really effing freaky, isn't it?
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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 388986)
Oh my gosh, Heather, I'm so sorry. :/ I don't really know what to say other than: *hug*.... My dad also had a medical emergency-type-thing a while back, so I know how you feel. :( I just pray and hope that everything will get better. Just keep your chin up, okay? If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here.... :)

Thanks, Stephanie. :')

HeatherB 12-26-2012 07:57 PM

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wildwolf 12-26-2012 08:45 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 389736)
oh god i hate it i hate it i hate it please make it stop no n no no no i don't want to hear it noNONSGOLHSIGOSEHNGOLHISGOSGD NSODNSDGOS GNONON NONONONNON NONO OSIDGHSDG i'm trying to type loudly to cover the noise basougtaseotj but i cna'tldkjsad;lhopi OSIHGOWEP

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