Puckbrina159 |
08-15-2013 09:02 PM |
Everything is so depressing right now and I'm so terrified of everything.
Middle school starts in a week. Enough said.
Apparently, my dog is going to stay at the family we adopted her from for a week- which would be fine but it's the first week of school. I know it sounds stupid, but, in elementary school, everyday from Kindergarten to 4th grade, she would greet me at the door when I got home. Now I'm going to middle school. I don't want it to seem different. I don't want her to go the first week of school because it will be different from every day for 5 years and that terrifies me.
I have to get a tooth pulled in 3 days. Do I even need to give a reason why this makes me terrified?
Next week is the last week of summer, and I've done literally nothing all summer. I mean, I went on the internet, read a lot of books, made some friends on KP (which is awesome. Thanks you guys), and made some great memories with my family, but I did nothing exciting. Everyone is going to have stories when they go back to school when I'll have nothing.
And my best friend is transferring to a new school. I already miss him like crazy and now I won't even see him at school. On the first day of school, everyone is going to be running up to their friends and giving them huge hugs and I'll have no one. I screwed up big last year, and lost all of my friends except my best friend who is the one transferring.
I feel so depressed.
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