Oh MAN do I just want to slam my head on the table haha I fucking hate myself and I can’t rven work up the nerve to talk to anyone I’m such a bother they must think I’m so weird and useless and ughhh moods yay

wow moral dilemma should i sleep or not

I love her so fucking much and all i want is to be near her but we're not even allowed to sit by each other because we allegedly held hands once (a lie that a homophobic teacher told the headmistress) and i just can't with this fucking world. nobody supports me and nobody is on my fucking side and I can't deal with this environment where everyone loves the sinner and hates the sin I am my fucking sin, and furthermore SHE is my fucking sin and I love her more than words can say and I just want this all to be done

hey hey hey HI i support u but i dont have much help becauseee im homeschooled and i haven't ever experienced any attraction that a homophobic would be all crazy about.. but i think u should look for a way to get that teacher fired.

Hey friendo <3 I would try to get her fired but the headmistress and every other teacher are all horrible and homophobic and they would believe literally anyone over me. : ))

On the bright side I’m gonma try really hard to be homeschooled next year

that really sucks, i’m so sorry you’re going through this. i don’t really have any advice because i’m surrounded by homophobia in my own life, i know what it’s like to feel alone and afraid, how hard it is to believe it’s ever going to get better like they say it does. i guess... just know you’re not alone here, there are people like us out here to support you and listen to you, if you ever need to talk. there are a lot of shitty people in the world but there are also a bunch who will love and accept you for who you are. and i know these are all just words, cliches you’ve heard before, but i think you’re incredibly brave for surviving in an environment no-one should have to deal with. i hope the homeschooling works out, all my love until then - cedar

thank you <3 i hope it works out as well

love is so freakin weird

Yeah. But it's nice :)