*jumps back*
LAUREN
WELL DONE BRO.

That be no good. What happened to that vague idea of a plot.

I GO TO SIXFLAGS TOMORROW! :D

Yay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-DmOwEQdio

wtf



CHECK.

I forgot it. However, next chapter introduces a new character...

Orla?
Tenchar.

Lauren? You should publish.

I bought the package last October because the price was going up.

Oh my gooooddeod09cogijfodkncjndsjdkvncjkfsn I AM SO BUYYYING.

Poop. My mum found out that I was skipping my viola lessons at school.
And I'm sad to say that mostly I'm worrying about restarting.

;_; What does this mean?

No. A character you've never heard of...yet.

0_0 What's the word count for FML, Lauren???

I don't know. About 210,000?

That I might have to play the viola again and that I'm kind of punished.

Try and learn to play Scottish music. It's epyk. Officially.

No thanks. I don't mind the music, I just hate playing it. No matter how nice the tune would sound. It's too frustrating.

XD Cool. That's long. And a good thing.

Oh. I love playing the music itself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpJkCti8IL0


I should stop listening to music that makes me cry. ;_;

KP isn't letting me log in again. ._.

Really? O_O I'm logged in just fine...

...but no one else is. ._.

O_0 Seriously? It's not letting me log in....and now it's not showing that anyone is online at all, even guests. e_e

KP likes you especially much today, Maggie. XD

Stoner bashing time! *reference*

...What the heck?

Now it says everyone is logged on...

And yes, apparently it does. XDD

Yeah, I see the same thing. But it still won't let me log in. :^B

*walks away* XD

...... e_e

I just posted on AN just fine...

hI IT IS SOO HARD TO SCREAM WHILE YOU CRY AND SOB
HELP MEEEE

My mom and my sister agree that why we're so irritated with my dad is because we're teenage girls. My mom said, "No, I went through the same thing"

I'm tired of my dad's bullshit because he makes me feel like a freak, because he only pities me when I break down, because he rolled his eyes when tears ran down my face because my brother was going through the same things that eventually led to self-harm, self-hatred, and suicidal thoughts. I get agitated easily because I already have my own problems inside my head that I need to ignore just to function. I cut because I have mental issues, not because of PMS or some hormonal shit. Bur I'm too ashamed to show my worst scars--your suspicions come from some of my earliest cuts that are fading scars.Is that normal for teenage girls? If so, that's great to hear, but instead of telling me that, you make me feel like a freak, a psycho, a mistake, a blemish: basically, you throw my own fears and insecurities back at me and then tell me that I'm just in a phase.

And the most disappointing thing is that I can't cut because last time I told myself that I wouldn't do it again, and now I'd have to walk in front of my family to grab a knife.

i'm so f**king tired.

Then maybe you should go to sleep? <:^/

STILL CAN'T LOG ON KP. ewe

uuuugh
this is how i'm going to spend my life
oh hip hip hooray...

that's not the kind of tired i meant