Why? What's going on?

At least you're not a loud mouth idiot. :P I think that the shy people are the ones most likely to do well in life.

>_> Everyone loves having fun and all that crap at parties...I don't have fun. I'm the guy who eats chips and drinks milk. I'm no good at socializing.

Personally, I wouldn't care if everyone was having fun and going to parties.

Well, you must have some friends who you could arrange something with. :p Even though I'm shy (well, hardly anymore. My friends have turned me into a person who can stand up for himself.), I've made some friends.

What does drinking milk and eating chips have to do with anything? o--o

You must be able to talk to some people? >.<

...Sounds a bit like social anxiety to me. o_0

In any case, it's not your fault that you're shy. <:^J You're not off. And you shouldn't say that you know what everyone thinks of you, because you're not them, so you can't know for sure. Don't hate yourself! ;w; You're an awesome person. You're NOT stupid. You ARE sweet. And being a nerd isn't all that bad. :^B It's good that you're not violent.

Max, you're 12. You're not really supposed to know what you are when you're a kid. <:^)

Mind if I ask what happened?

just ugh
J leave me the eff alone
i don't need your negativity, i don't need your condescending words about my grade. i dont need you making fun of my grades. i don't need you making fun of me. i dont need you.
you say that this whole big friendship of you, C, L, E, R, and i are "meant to be". bullshit. i'm not friends with C and haven't been for two months. i'm not friends with R. I definitely don't want you as a friend, but you say all these things about how we're the perfect friendship and it makes me feel bad. im honestly confused because one minute, you can be sweet and nice and the next minute you're talking shit about me and that just stresses me out.
you say that we're good friends. i'm sorry, but all you care about is your fashion shit. you say i'm "scene" or "emo" for wanting a lip ring, a nose ring, tattoos, for liking My Chem and bands like that and you judge me for it. and then of course, you try to make me girlier. i don't need you to tell me how to dress or what type of music i listen to. i don't even consider myself anything, im just being me. all you care about are the shallow things. you say we're close friends, but the minute i let slip that i cut, you say, "can we change the topic". i'm sorry, but if you can't attempt to help me with my problems, you're not my friend. i'm sorry that sounds selfish, but i'm always there for you but the minute i need help with my cutting, you ask to change the topic.

you push me down and make me feel like shit. im sick of this, i don't need your negativity or you. im not your friend, and i'm making that clear tomorrow. idgaf if my parents say its all my fault that no one wants to be my friend or that i ruin friendships, i don't need this negativity in my life.

*le agrees with all of this* ^_^

oh and another thing:
don't f**king ask about my grades if all you're going to do is put me down for it, J.

Wow, someone actually agrees with my advice. XD

This will pass and you'll be happy and like yourself one day. One day you're going to rise from this apathetic/self-hatred pit you got stuck in. Like deadlines, one day is going to come sooner or later. You'll come around, one day, and that day can be sooner than it looks. (also like deadlines) What exactly is making you feel this way, and what can you do to make it go away?

Lily, I don't know who this person is, but, whoever she/he is...o_0 They've got a seriously twisted view of friendship. Because what you just described isn't a friend. (Though, not many people can emotionally handle the topic of cutting...so...don't get too upset at the person over that. But, everything else you just said kind of proves that this person isn't an actual friend, anyway...so... >_>)

*hugs*<:^/